The next two days I ignored everyone. The twins, my parents, mikey, Brett, gee..... I had countless texts form mikey but I hadn't read one. I would wake up do my lessons and write in my journal.

There re was a knock at the door and I went to see who it was. It was gee. I rolled my eyes and walked away but he saw me since the door is part glass. "Frankie please open the door! Please!?"

I walked over unlocked it and walked away into the living room. As soon as I sat down he came walking in. I didn't even look at him. "I'm sorry...." He mumbled. Good! he should be sorry. "Frank I really fucked up, and feel horrible about what I said to you. If I could take it back I would. I was just upset and I really don't want us to be over." He said his voice cracking indicating he was going to cry.

Again I sat there not looking at him. I felt him sit next to me on the couch. "Frank please say something!"

He realized that I wasn't going to talk so he continued. "Fine if you won't talk I will. Why did you think that I was going to leave you? Frank you aren't disgusting. Just because you gained some weight doesn't mean that if stop loving you. Frank why do you hate yourself?"

I set down my journal and looked up at gee. I climbed into his lap and just held him. He wrapped his arms around not sure what else to do. "Frank?..."

I just shook my head no at him signaling him not to question it. We sat there for half an hour until my phone started ringing. I pulled it out if my pocket and answered as soon as I saw who it was. "Hey dad."

It was my dad not my step dad my actual biological father who I never hear from because he's to busy with his new family. He told me that he was bringing Jamia over for a few hours because he needed her out of the house so he could surprise her for her birthday. Gee dad thanks for remembering mine.

Jamia is is my step sister and she's pretty cool it's just her and the twins hate each other. Like Tyler actually had a court order against him once because the people who come check on me and how I'm doing saw them fighting. she's turning 16 I think.

I never really see her because her mom doesn't like me, and the hospital bills I bring along. "Gee I think you should go."

"Why"

"that was my dad he's bringing Jamia over and as soon as the twins get home this house will explode."

"Who's Jamia?"

"Oh she's my step sister on my dads side. Her and the twins don't get along and I don't know how she'd react to you. She knows I'm gay but not for my teacher."

"So what! I wanna stay! And you still never answered my question." I'm guessing he meant the why do you hate yourself. I wasn't ready to tell him since Jamia would be here soon.

"You can stay but don't give off any signs that your my teacher ok?" I asked somewhat worried.

"Frank it won't be that hard I like being your boyfriend better than your teacher." He smirked

Notes

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