Everywhere I go the twins are always on high alert. They haven't left me alone once since I was raped. I'm still doing cyber school but they make me come to the highschool and sit in the library and do my work so that they can check on me.

If mason would try and hurt me at school it would be caught on tape and we all knew he wasn't stupid enough to do that so I was safe. One thing I hated was being so close to gee but not being able to talk, or kiss, or hug him. I want to but if someone saw us we'd be screwed even if he wasn't technically my teacher anymore.

The twins always eat lunch with me because during lunch all security is turned off for the kids who go outside to eat or smoke. When they walked in today they both had smiles that they were trying to hide. "What?" I asked and they both just looked at each other. "There's a new student here!" Jack said excitedly.

"So?......" I trailed off not sure why they would care.

"His name is Brett" Tyler said with a hinting tone in his voice. brett? Who did I know named Brett? Then it hit me Brett Williams my first boyfriend who I hadn't seen since I was 14.

"you don't mean my Brett? Do you?" I asked curiously and both of them grinned like idiots. "Oh my god why is he here!?" I asked excitedly.

"Apparently he was trouble with bullies at his old school? The one you used to go to. So he decided to switch. He saw us and instantly asked us where you were. We told him that you didn't go here technically but that you were in the building and that he could see you at lunch! It lunch time bitch!" Jack laughed. The door to the library opened and in walked Brett. He had definetly changed but I could still tell it was him.

He he ran over and hugged me tightly. The twins left the library and said that we should have time to catch up on things. "Oh my god frank I missed you!" He blurted out griping me tighter. "I missed you too! I still can't believe that for four years I haven't seen you."

"I know. Sucked didn't it."

"Yea totally. So what brought you here? I mean the twins said bullies?....." I said more like a question.

"Yea I had some issues I couldn't deal with anymore soI swapped schools hoping that there were some decent people here."

"I'm happy I finally get to see you." I said smiling and I truly was. I hadn't seen him since he had been viscously torn out of life and I was glad to have him back. I heard the library door open but ignored it. We were behind some rows of books near the back anyway because the twins said it was safer for me.

"Frank I've been wanting to do something for four years now..." He trailed off.

"Wha-"

i was cut off by his lips on mine. I didn't want this to be happening. I was so shocked that I didn't even hear the person in the library run out crying.

***time lapse***

brett had explained that he had just wanted to kiss me because he had never got to give me a goodbye kiss. I was totally fine with that it's just at first I was worried that he wanted me back. We settled on best friends and I could tell he was extremely happy with us as just best friends.

The he twins came to get me and we walked home. About an hour after we got home Mikey had showed up. He told me that I needed to see gee and see him now. The twins agreed to let me leave as long as mikey would look out for me.

we we walked into the ways house and gee was sitting on the couch silently sobbing. Mikey whispered that he was gonna go upstairs so we could talk. I walked over to gee and out my hand on his shoulder. He didn't look up I guess he thought I was Mikey "Mikey what am I gonna do I loved him?!" he asked shaking his head sadly.

"gee?"

His is head snapped up at the sound of my voice. "Frank?! What-what're you doing here!?"

"I heard you were upset...why are you so sad?" I amused curiously. I saw heartbreak in his eyes but I couldn't figure out why.

"Frank if you don't want to date me anymore please just leave." He stated calmly but stern.

"Where did you get the idea that I don't want to date you?! He's I love you I'm yours and yours only." I said.


"Then tell me why when I went to get a book at lunch for and art project some kid was on your lap kissing you!?" He asked angrily.

"Gee that's not what you think-"

"then what the fuck was it?!" He yelled. He never really cursed except when he was angry.

"Gee please. That was Brett-"

"wait your first boyfriend Brett? What did you decide you want him back?!"

"No! Gee I only want you! He only kissed me because he said he'd never gotten a chance to give me a kiss goodbye before we were separated for four years! He even told me that he just wanted to be friends but had to do that because he waited four years !" I angrily fought back at him.

"What friends with benefits?" He asked still obviously posses and I was behind to get pissed too.

"No! Just friends!" I shouted

"why should I believe you?"

I should be the one asking him that. After everything I've been through is given him enough trust to be my boyfriend and he was still questioning me!?

"Because you fucker! You wanna know something gerard! Your the only person I've ever had sex with besides being raped! Not once have I cheated on you and even when I was with mason and he did all that horrible stuff to me I never cheated on him!" I yelled before stomping out the door.