Jamia showed up about ten minutes later. I had gee change out of his clothes and into some of Tyler's since he was still wearing a dress pants and a shirt with a tie.

"God these smell bad!" He exclaimed smelling Tyler's shirt.

"I know he goes overboard on the cologne, he always does you just have to get used to it." I said laughing at the expression on gees face.

"why does he need this much? Ughh it smells like he just came out of a Victoria's Secret or something."

"Victorias secret? Really gee? Do you like shop there?" I said still laughing. As soon as I said that his face turned about ten shades darker. Holy shit I wanna see what he bought there. Fuck frank no you can't get a boner with Jamia coming over.

Speaking of Jamia there was a knock at the door.. I went and answered and she hugged me. "Hey frank!" She said happily

"hey j" I said smiling back. She stood there awkwardly and I want sure why until she made a weird noise. "Uhmmm....hi....I'm Jamia..." An then I noticed gee was standing in the hall behind me.

"oh Jamia this is gee...he's my uh..."
"Boyfriend." he cut in holding his hand out to jamia.

"Oh I didn't know you had a boyfriend!" She said excitedly.

"ya we've been dating for like what 5 months now?"

"6" gee cut in. I could tell he was mad I hadn't remembered the number of months. they shook hands and Jamia spoke again. "I actually have some homework to do...so I'm planning on just doing that...the twins aren't here are they?" She asked.

"No they won't be home for like 2 hours they have football practice so your fine. Me and gee can go somewhere else if you want us to so you can work." i said hoping she'd say yes because I still needed to talk with gee.

"Yea if you don't mind?"

"No it's fine me and gee are gonna go upstairs so well leave you to work." I said turning and walking upstairs with gee close behind. We walked into my room and I went and laid on the bed. Gee came and laid next to me and intertwined his hand with mine. "Frank why weren't you taking before Jamia showed up?"

"I-I don't know I've been avoiding everyone lately. The twins already think I'm getting sick again and it's pissing me off."

"are you getting sick again?" He asked sounding worried.

"No....I threw up once but that's it, I've been eating some...."

"When you've been eating some does that mean basically nothing?"

"I-I guess but I'm staying out of the hospital I can't go back. It's just so hard to make myself eat." I said sighing.

"Frank..I just want to ask again since you never answered why do you hate yourself?"


"I don't hate myself I just hate my body. I just want to look good and not have to worry about people making fun of me. I mean being related to the biggest dicks in school doesn't help me go unnoticed. Most people are to scared of Tyler and jack do they take it on me. It just sucks. Anywhere I go I'm that freak that's related to the two jocks. I mean we never talked at chill so people always thought we hated each other, but they never talked to me because I told them not to. I don't like drawing attention to myself-"

i was was cut off by gees lips on mine. He pulled back and looked directly into my eyes. "Your perfect and I don't want you to forget that."