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The next day sucked. My alarm didn't go off and when I woke up it was already eleven. Why didn't my alarm go off I know I set it. I climbed out of bed and went to the little nightstand between my bed and the futon.

Gerad and me technically had bunk beds but he always slept on the futon and used his actual bed for holding dirty clothes. when I went to look at my alarm I noticed that it wasn't even on.

I moved the nightstand and saw it was unplugged but nothing else was. Why would gerard do that?

I decided des I may as well go to school since I had test this afternoon and don't feel like making it back up.

I pulled on some sweat pants a black neck tshirt and of course a sweatshirt. Today's happened to be a black sabbath. I also threw on a few braceletes incaset sleeve rolled up at school.

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i honestly wasn't dressed to impress but I felt like all day everyone in the whole school was watching me. Currently I had finished taking my math test and was just daydreaming since I only had one class left today when some jock sitting next to me passed me a note.

I gave him a weird look before accepting the note. He made a face at me telling to me read it. I opened the note and read what was written In surprisingly nice handwriting.
•hey your casey right? Gerard's sister?•

i picked up my pen and scribbled a note back.
•ya why?•

•well I mean the whole schools talking about you•

•what? Why?• I replied confused at to why anyone at all would even care about who I was enough to talk about me.

•did you miss you brother blow up on some kid about you at lunch?•

i didnt even respond to the kid. The school was talking about me. People were talking about me. I ready felt uncomfortable when I thought people were staring at me but now that I knew they were staring and talking about me my anxiety doubled.

after I sat through another boring lecture for an hour it was finally time to go home and talk to Gerard which I was expecting to be easy enough but what I wasn't expecting was being called a loser and emo faggot the whole way down the halls and until I was off school property.


I walked through the front door with tears in my eyes. As soon I stepped in I heard whoever was talking stop. I looked to the living room still sobbing when I saw mikey gerard and frank.

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