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"Casey we think you should you at least talk to your parents. They haven't left the hospital since you've arrived and now your refusing to speak to anyone? It isn't healthy casey you need to see them and I need your word to be able to bring them into your room."

I sighed he'd and glared at josh my therapist. "I told you I don't want to see them."

"Casey." He said seriously. "You tried to kill yourself. You are extremely lucky that when you passed out you made a noise loud enough for people to hear when you fell. Can you imagine how horrible it was for your own family to find you like that? It's devastating and they want to see you-"

"who found me?" I kept asking this question yet no one wanted to tell me.

"your brother."

"I have two."

"yes and they both want to see you" he tried to reason with me.

"I doubt it the last thing either of them spoke to me it was gerard and he told me I could suck his dick." I huffed out. Josh remained silent which made me somewhat uncomfortable. In reality I wanted to see my family but u didn't want to face them. That's how I deal with problems I hide.

Problems at home I cut.
Problems with gee I avoid him.
bullying at school I avoid school.
problems with gee escalate I switch schools.
things get hard when I return I kill myself.

"I'm sending someone to see you. It's not healthy to avoid your own family."

"you can't send them back here without my word I'll sue you. And why isn't it healthy to avoid family? It's not like that care."

"casey why would you say that?"

"because it's fucking true. I was bullied by my own family. I moved and tried to make things better for myself by leaving my family. I tried to kill myself multiple times while away at school and did anyone ever even tucking visit me? They were notified I was in the hospital and that I had attempted suicide but not once did any member of my own fucking family show up. Do you know how scared I was. I was so lost and terrified without them. They didn't care. The school was fucking two hours away it wasn't going to kill them to drive and see me." I took a breath and wiped my eyes. I was crying I was finally letting it all out to a therapist I hardly knew but I'd never confessed anything to anyone. I'd never even asked my parents why they didn't visit me.

"And then my brothers. Do you know how hard it is to be someone's twin? Especially when your twin hates you and everyone at school knows it. They know how pathetic you are that your twin goddamn hates you.
i still to this day I have no fucking idea why he hates me. Don't say I just think it either because he hates me. He's right though it'd just be easier if I was dead. I mean why do think I've tried so many times."

"casey......how many times have you tried....to die?"

i just sobbed and didn't speak, I felt josh move to me and place a hand in my back. "How many times"

"nine."

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gees pov

casey wouldn't let us see her and her therapist came up with the idea that he could just have us sit behind the curtain in her room so we'd be out of sight. As long as she couldn't hear or see us she'd never know.

We we thought it was a good idea so we should at least get closer she was still alive and speaking.

It was awful when I found her. I was up getting food when I heard something fall in the basement. Me being me went to check in it but found the door was locked. I got mikey to help me Open the door but I made him wait while I went down and checked it first.

i stepped in something warm and gooey. I quickly noticed the smell of blood potent in the air and ran to the light switch. There on the floor in a pool of blood surrounded by pill bottles and a blade was casey.

Notes

So her family's behind the curtain. So they heard what she said but she doesn't know. Remember that. Comment please I'll update sometime soon. Advanced apologizes for grammar and spelling.