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It had been two days and I still didn't want to see anyone. I was being a baby about confronting them I know but in all honesty I was scared. I didn't want to leave the hospital and have to go back to school because for some reason everyone now hates me or at least they did the day I attempted to kill myself.

I was allowed to have my phone finally after I promised everyone I'd only use it for music but every five minutes if get a text from frank or mikey but no gerard.

I decided to answer frank and he explained to me what had happened at lunch when apparently gee blew up and everyone heard.

Gerard had asked frank to apologize for calling him an asshole but frank refused because he claimed it needed to be said, and that he was hurting someone who doesn't need the pain. Gerard got mad and openly yelled at frank asking if he was fucking me. When frank said no gerard didn't believe him and kept going. "Why would you ever fuck an emo cunt like her!? She cuts herself for fucks sake and she's my sister! If you think that's acceptable then go right ahead and fuck her maybe she'll cut for you!"

honestly when frank told me that my heart shattered and I began crying. I didn't text him back after that and just thought for a while. I buzzed a nurse into my room and when one finally showed up I told her "send my parents back but not gerard or mikey got it?"

The he nurse nodded and said she'd be right back. Of course my parents flew into the room hugging me and kissing me telling me they loved me when really I couldn't give two shits.

"Casey why....what....I just can't understand" my mom said lost in her own thoughts.

"Mom and dad I have a question..." I whispered a bit nervous.

"Anything. Ask us anything." My dad replied who was desperately holding my hand in a death grip.

"Can I be home schooled from now on?"

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"all set?" My mom asked grabbing on of my bags for me. I nodded and followed her as we left the hospital. I was nervous to leave. I was going to be home schooled, well online home schooling, but either way my parents even agreed it may be for the best.

I was also nervous about being around gerard and mikey. Especially gerard since now I knew what he'd done. I didn't want to fight anymore so I just decided to crawl back into my little shell and ignore him without being rude. I'd answer and talk to him normally but keep to myself mainly.

as I spotted our car in the distance I noticed that there were more than two people there were three. Our car holds six so every seat would be filled if someone else was with is but who?
as I opened the door to the car I saw gerard and mikey in the middle row and frank by himself in the back row.
"You want the middle or back?" Gerard asked rudely but like I said I was done fighting.
"I'll take the back don't worry." I said giving a weak smile. He looked pretty confused since he knew I hated sitting in the back row, but seemed more confused as why I didn't snap back.

He he moved over so I could climb into the back and I took my seat next to frank. He looked at me and have a small smile. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it reassuring me that everything was okay now. I mouthed him a thank you not wanting gee to hear and prepared myslef for my first day back at home.

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