good bye cruel cruel world
black eyes and broken hearts
Mikey's P.O.V
Damn why does she walk away so much? Why do I care? Should I care? I don’t know! What if she’s not ok? Should I worry? I don’t know where the hell these thoughts are coming from! Should I tell Gerard? No that’s not a good Idea in any way, shape, or form.
We arrive back at school only to find a bunch of jocks, flirting with Kat why you ask because she is so hot. Damn I really need to figure out what to do! I’m so worried and everything that I can’t do anything right!
I get out of the car and walk over to them and Kat and Brit see me coming and say goodbye to the jocks and they start walking away but I grab the back of their shirts and drag them behind the school. For no reason I feel protective of Kat. I regret ever turning away from her I really wish I could turn back the clock to that day so long ago, that I hurt her when she just wanted to talk.
"WTF" Kat says as she spins to face me I just need to talk without anyone of the assholes in the ‘group’. I just need to tell her how I’m feeling, how the regret kills me every day, how wonderful she is, what I think whenever I see her, when I’m alone how I feel. I just need to talk and tell her how sorry I really am. Tell her why I turned her away, tell her why, tell her how I was forced to join this fuckin’ group to keep a secret that would hurt me.
I slap her I just need to talk, and that is the only way to keep her quiet long enough. Not hard just a light one; enough to bring her to a stop in her speech.
"Well done Mikey you got them here" Gerard says, Dammit they followed me! I just need to talk to them both and this is how it turns out! Fucking hell! I can’t do anything and I just wish I could, I need to talk to Kat and I can’t do it with those to here!
"Well Gerard shall we?" Frank says, a smile coming on his face. So sly but I know that he doesn’t want to do this as much as I do. Kat and him were once friends and joined by the hip.
"Oh there cute" Kat says pointing to the jocks that they hadn’t talked to yet, and Britney looks over and nods.
"I KNOW RIGHT" Brit yells, that was my ear. I think I now have hearing loss.
I put my hand over Brit's mouth to stop any more hearing loss, just as a reflex. I don’t want to do anything. I was to the point I was shaking.
"So Kat that little stunt you pulled back there was not ok" says Frank, his eyes now stone cold. I knew that this hurt him as much as it did me. I don’t know how Frank was black mailed into doing this but it was bad. I had seen how small Frank was. At times I forced him to eat just to keep him alive. But he was getting better and so was I.
"Hmm and not a single fuck is given short shit" Kat says, she is just as sassy as ever.
Damn Brit just bit me, that fucking hurt!
"Dude please move" Frank says, a flash of sorrow in his eyes. I’m not even sure I saw it, the emotion came and went so fast I can’t be sure.
"Only if Kat comes over to my house and sings" I blurt not even thinking about what could happen.
"Fine" Kat snapped, “But I will only do it so I can get the hell out of here”
Then her fist goes flying into Franks nose breaking it, the sharp crack and blood starts to poor down his face.
"You bitch" I said after punching Kat in the eye, I had to d it and hurt me even more knowing the pain I had to cause on a day to day basis.
"Mikey go to hell and burn you are going to DIE ALONE BECAUSE YOU ARE A HEARTLESS JERK" Kat yells, she has tears running down her face. The salt water slowly cascading down her face; her eyeliner running, down her face.
"Kat come on lets go" Brit said grabbing Kats arm and walking away. I think my heart just broke more if that is possible. The pain was like, you knew you just fucked up and you can’t fix it. I am screwed.
Damn why does she walk away so much? Why do I care? Should I care? I don’t know! What if she’s not ok? Should I worry? I don’t know where the hell these thoughts are coming from! Should I tell Gerard? No that’s not a good Idea in any way, shape, or form.
We arrive back at school only to find a bunch of jocks, flirting with Kat why you ask because she is so hot. Damn I really need to figure out what to do! I’m so worried and everything that I can’t do anything right!
I get out of the car and walk over to them and Kat and Brit see me coming and say goodbye to the jocks and they start walking away but I grab the back of their shirts and drag them behind the school. For no reason I feel protective of Kat. I regret ever turning away from her I really wish I could turn back the clock to that day so long ago, that I hurt her when she just wanted to talk.
"WTF" Kat says as she spins to face me I just need to talk without anyone of the assholes in the ‘group’. I just need to tell her how I’m feeling, how the regret kills me every day, how wonderful she is, what I think whenever I see her, when I’m alone how I feel. I just need to talk and tell her how sorry I really am. Tell her why I turned her away, tell her why, tell her how I was forced to join this fuckin’ group to keep a secret that would hurt me.
I slap her I just need to talk, and that is the only way to keep her quiet long enough. Not hard just a light one; enough to bring her to a stop in her speech.
"Well done Mikey you got them here" Gerard says, Dammit they followed me! I just need to talk to them both and this is how it turns out! Fucking hell! I can’t do anything and I just wish I could, I need to talk to Kat and I can’t do it with those to here!
"Well Gerard shall we?" Frank says, a smile coming on his face. So sly but I know that he doesn’t want to do this as much as I do. Kat and him were once friends and joined by the hip.
"Oh there cute" Kat says pointing to the jocks that they hadn’t talked to yet, and Britney looks over and nods.
"I KNOW RIGHT" Brit yells, that was my ear. I think I now have hearing loss.
I put my hand over Brit's mouth to stop any more hearing loss, just as a reflex. I don’t want to do anything. I was to the point I was shaking.
"So Kat that little stunt you pulled back there was not ok" says Frank, his eyes now stone cold. I knew that this hurt him as much as it did me. I don’t know how Frank was black mailed into doing this but it was bad. I had seen how small Frank was. At times I forced him to eat just to keep him alive. But he was getting better and so was I.
"Hmm and not a single fuck is given short shit" Kat says, she is just as sassy as ever.
Damn Brit just bit me, that fucking hurt!
"Dude please move" Frank says, a flash of sorrow in his eyes. I’m not even sure I saw it, the emotion came and went so fast I can’t be sure.
"Only if Kat comes over to my house and sings" I blurt not even thinking about what could happen.
"Fine" Kat snapped, “But I will only do it so I can get the hell out of here”
Then her fist goes flying into Franks nose breaking it, the sharp crack and blood starts to poor down his face.
"You bitch" I said after punching Kat in the eye, I had to d it and hurt me even more knowing the pain I had to cause on a day to day basis.
"Mikey go to hell and burn you are going to DIE ALONE BECAUSE YOU ARE A HEARTLESS JERK" Kat yells, she has tears running down her face. The salt water slowly cascading down her face; her eyeliner running, down her face.
"Kat come on lets go" Brit said grabbing Kats arm and walking away. I think my heart just broke more if that is possible. The pain was like, you knew you just fucked up and you can’t fix it. I am screwed.
Notes
I am running out of ideasUpdated 11/16 I had to do some things that took time.
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