Tammy P.O.V
I was released from the hospital 3 days later, Gerard tried to give me a ride but I told him to leave me alone and I took a cab to Frankie's apartment, since Frankie and Ray lived in the same apartment building and floor as Gerard and I did, it was rather hard to keep away from him. Everyday Gerard would call me and send me at least 5 texts a day asking if I was okay, or if I needed anything. Mikey, Donna and Donald had called me a few times but I didn't answer to them either.

The only person I talked to was Frankie, he called me everyday and I answered every call. He wanted to make sure I was eating at not doing anything dangouse. I ate ice-cream and cried on the sofa. I just lost my child, what was I supposed to do? Pretend everything was okay? Well it wasn't. My life was fucking hell. All because of Rick. That bastard had taken almost everything from me, my virginity, my baby, and Gerard.

I just cried.

When Frankie came back with Ray, he dropped his bags at the door and ran to the sofa and pulled my into his lap and let me cry into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me the way Gerard used to and I just sobbed even more. He cooed words into my ear but I couldn't hear what he was saying, I was lost in my own tears.

"Tammy..." Frankie started.

"W-what?" I sniffed.

"I-I love you, and so does Gee, I think you should talk to him."

Maybe he was right, maybe I should.

"Okay." I said.

"Really?" I could tell he was smiling.

"Yeah, have you talked to him?" I asked.

"Yeah, he calls a lot asking about you."

"What does he ask?"

"How your doing, if your okay, and mostly where you are."

"Did you tell him?"

"No. But I asked him why he wanted to know where you were," He moved so he was looking at me and I was looking at him, "Do you wanna know his answer?"

"Sure."

"He told me he wanted to know where you were so he could go to you and pull you into his arms. Tammy he loves you."

"I know, I love him to, I'm gonna go see him now."

"Its 4am."

"Does it look like I care." I said as I walked out of his apartment and made the short walk to mine.

I paused at the door and took a deep breath and walked in. It was dark, he must be sleeping. I started to walk to the bedroom but a open door caught my eye. It was the nursery. My legs just took me in there, to the center of the room. I stared at the crib and fell to the floor and started to sob again.

Not to long later I felt arms wrap around me and lift me up, I landed on something soft, my old bed. I opened my eyes and saw Gerard looking at me with worry while he cupped my face with his hands.

"Hey. Shhhh. Its okay, its okay." He whispered.

"I-I'm sorry i-if I-I woke you." I sobbed.

"No, it;s okay." He sat next to me and pulled me into a tight hug. "I'm sorry I just really missed you."

"I missed you to." I said tightly hugging him back.

"Then why did you leave me...?" He whispered, and I could tell he wanted to cry.

"I told you, you deserve way better than me, you still do." I said and I stood up and started to go back to Frankie's. But he caught my wrist and pulled me to him and crashed my lips against his. I wrapped my hands around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist, and I kissed him back.

"Dont you ever leave me again for such a stupid reason." He said and kissed me again.

"Okay." I pressed my forehead against his and smiled.

"So we still getting married?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said and I got really close to him, as close as I could. Which was closer than I had been able to in the past 4 months.

Because I didn't have the baby anymore. I started to cry again and Gerard held me and cried too. But at least we cried together.

Notes

Sorry if its short, but it's better than making you guys wait again right? So I like cried a bit when I wrote the begining, what are you guys thoughts, remember I love hearing from you guys. Oh and I have a question. I have this story on mibba but I'm like having a hard time figuring out how to update a story on mibba, can anyone help?
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