My eyes felt heavy when I opened them, like they had been closed for a long time. When I had fully opened them, I noticed how white the room I was in was, it hurt. I re-closed my eyes and noticed I was laying in some kinda of bed, my body was also aching me and I had a major headache.When I thought it was safe, I re-opened my eyes and saw I was in some kinda of room, I couldn't remember how I had gotten there.

Within one second, the memories of the car crash flooded into my head, all I could do was have a mental freakout in my head.I turned my head to get a look around the room and I saw Gee in a chair with his eyes closed, me he must be sleeping. He was wearing the same shirt that he had proposed to me in, expect there were blood stains on it, he also had a number of scratches on his face and some bandages wrapped around his arms. He looked so peaceful, I didn't want to wake him but I had to know what happened.

"Gee..." I tried. His eyes imminently shot open, full of worry and relief, he rushed over to me.

"Tammy." He said and cupped my face with both of his hands and kissed my forehead. "I was so worried about you." He said with tears swelling in his eyes.

"What happened?" I asked.

"What do you remember?"

"You proposed, we went in the car, and then we were in a car accident. That's it."

"The car crash was a week ago." He started. "You have been sleeping since, it-it was Rick driving the car. He died in the crash, he- he left a noting saying he wanted to die in that crash and how you deserved it.." He shut his eyes and clenched his fist. "Its a shame I couldnt kill him first."

"Oh my god." I said resting my head back and I could feel tears in my eyes.

"Tammy." He said in a voice that sounded like he was crying. I looked at him to see he was, "There's something else..."

"What?" I asked, afraid of his answer."

He opened his mouth to try and talk but nothing came out, more and more tears flooded down his face, he took a deep breath and took a step away from me and placed his hand on my now flat stomach. At first I thought nothing of it, but then I remembered I'm supposed to be 6 months pregnant.

I started to hyperventilate, Rick had killed my unborn baby. Hard tears were now pouring down my face, Gee came over onto the bed with me and wrapped me into his arms and I rested my head on his chest and sobbed into him, I could tell he was crying to from him shaking and the sob's escaping his lips. I don't know how long we were crying, it could have been hours. When I had stopped I looked up at him.

"I am so sorry." I whispered. He looked down at me.

"What do you mean?" He asked. I got off of him and ushered him off my bed, he got up with a confused look on his face.

"This is all my fault." I said playing with my fingers, I noticed I was wearing my ring.

"No it's not your fault, it's Rick, don't you dare blame yourself."He said.

"Yes it is! Our child is dead because Rick wanted me! And I knew he was coming...." I admitted.

"What?"

"When we got back from the wedding... there was a note in my purse from him saying he found me and he was going to take care of the baby for me. I guess he got his way." He stayed quite.

"Why did you tell me?" He asked in a small voice.

"I was afriad you would do something stupid" I said and I slipped the ring off my finger, he saw and stared at me with wide eyes. "I think it's best if you just leave." I said.

"What? Tammy-"

"Gerard, don't." I cut him off. "You deserve way better than a messed up girl like me." I put the ring on the table next to me and laid down.

"Tammy." He said in a cracked voice, like he was about to cry again, "Please don't do this. I love you."

I turned on my side so he wouldn't see me crying. "Please leave."

I didnt hear anything so I turned over to see if he had left. I looked in time to see him walk out of the room without looking at me. I waited a few moments, to make sure he was gone, and I started to sob loudly. I looked to the table where I had left the ring to see it was still there.

*****************Gerard P.O.V***********************

"Please leave." She said without facing me. I dint know what to do so I walked out of the room and waited outside the door, I heard her sobbing and it broke my heart. All I wanted to do was rush back in there and hold her in her arms, but she needed time.

I couldn't take hearing he cry anymore so I went to the waiting room, I got looks from some people but I didn't give two shits. I took a seat at an empty chair and pulled out my phone and called Mikey.

"Hey Gee, whats up? I haven't heard from you since the wedding."

I stayed quite with silent tears running down my face.

"Gee?" He asked with his voice full of worry.

"Mikey?" I asked in a cracked voice, giving away I was crying. I got more looks from other people in the waiting room but I didn't care and shook them off.

"Gee! Whats wrong?" He asked fully of worry.

"Can-can you come here please?" I asked.

"Yeah, are you at home?"

"N-no I-I'm in the hospital."

"Oh shit, I'll be there soon." I hung up. Not long after, I saw Mikey running through the h=waiting room looking for me. When he saw me he, looked at me for a few seconds, noticing my cut's and blood stains on my clothes, before he rushed over to me and wrapped an arm around me.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"What about Tammy?" I nodded again.

"The baby?" He asked in a smaller voice.

I shook my head and started crying. The people that were looking at us earlier, mainly the woman looked at us with sad faces.

"Gee.... I'm so sorry." He said.

"She broke up with me..."

"What?" He said pulling out.

"She said I deserved better and asked me to leave." I told him.

"Is that what you want?" He asked.

"NO!" I yelled at him "I love her! I loved our child! I will never give her up!"

"Then just give her time, you both just lost your daughter, you both need your time to heal."

"Maybe your right."

******** Tammy's P.O.V*************

I looked at the ring on the stand next to my bed and saw my phone was there to. I grabbed it and saw I have over 30 missed calls from Frank and over 100 unread texts from him. I dialed his number and he answered on the first ring.

"Tammy!!! What the hell bitch?!?!?! I've been trying to reach you for like ever!" He said

I stayed quite.

"Tammy?" He asked.

"I lost the baby." I blurted in a small voice.

"What?!"

"Gee proposed and on our way home we were in a car accident and I lost the baby." I stated with no emotion.

"I swear to god Tammy, if you are messing with me I'll..."

"Why would I joke about losing my baby?"

"Oh god sweetheart, I'm so, sorry. How are you and Gee?"

"I'm not okay, I promise that, But I broke up with Gerard."

"Why?" He asked.

"I killed our daughter, he deserves someone way better than me."

"Tammy don't you say that. I know you love him, you know you love him and you both know you guys loved that little girl." I moved my hands to my non existing bump. "Don't do this to yourself."

"I just need some time alone."

"Then stay at my place, Ray and I get back next week. You have a spare key right?"

"I do, but I don't know if I can stay there."

"Just do it." He ordered.

"Okay, but please don't tell Gerard where I am, I'll find him when I am ready."

He stayed quite.

"Frankie, please?" I said with tears falling.

"Okay, I wont." Then I hung up ans started to cry again.

Notes

Okay guys I'm sorry for taking so long to update, I've been so busy, So plz don't hate me for like killing off there baby, from the beginning I never planned for her to be born.... And there breakuo.... But hey, yesterday was my 16th bday so yea, I'll try to update again today if I have time.
Till next we meet my killjoys