Is This The End?
What's So Good About Picking Up The Pieces
I woke up surrounded by complete darkness and I felt someone touching me. I didn't like it. It felt weird and wrong to me. Yet I was the one who wasn't used to having many friends for spending the night at someone else's house. Ever since I was 10, what few friends I did have, they didn't want to come over because of my father. My father was really mean to my friends, he was mean to me too. I didn't get many friends after I left junior high. They went off to a catholic school while I went to Belle Ville's high school. I was really shy and didn't do well with others.
I remember the third full week I was walking down the hall and I was thrown into the lockers. 'Swaggots before Faggots!' I was yelled at by some asshole. Everyday it had become a reoccurring theme, everyday I was pushed and hit. By the end of the first year I was used to it. Also I had tried committing suicide at least once a week. I was never successful.
I sat up quickly, jumping to my feet with no balance causing me to fall into a wall. My back hit the corner of it and I winced in pain as my head made a cracking sound against the wall. I moaned softly unable to see a thing as the front door opened revealing a woman with dirty blonde hair dressed in scrubs from a hospital. Donna!
"Mama Donna?" I asked walking over to the woman who then smiled a thousand watt smile. It warmed my insides greatly. I returned the smile as she flicked on the little light in the corner of the room. The room lit up and I could see Mikey and Gee now cuddling on the big couch with Dani and Ray on the floor. Frank and Christine sat almost upright holding hands on the smaller couch.It was cute.
"Yes Abby darling?" She asked taking off her sweatshirt an hanging it up. I followed her into the kitchen drowsily. I sat upon a bar stool watching as she got out two mugs and made some coffee for us.
"What time is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes. It must have been early. Like 5 am ish. She poured creamer into both cups and put sugar then handed me it with the beautiful black liquid now a light brown. I took a sip and smiled at her.
"It's only 11:15. You guys must have been really tired. No one picked up the phone when I called." She stated softly and looked me dead in the eyes. I got a weird feeling from the look, like something had happened or was going to.
"Ahh sorry Mama Donna. We were all tired after watching a movie. I think we fell asleep during one." I answered sheepishly and scratched the back of my head. "I can wake them up if you need to talk to us right now." I said getting off my stool and going into the living room. I shook you awake and handed you your glasses from the side table.
"Huh? Oh morning Abbs." Mikey said sitting up and stretching. I smiled at him which he returned.
"Mikey your mum's home and she has to talk to all of us. Like Right NOW." I said running a hand through my hair. He nodded.
"Oh okay. Let's get them all up." He replied standing and bending over to shake Gee. I took care of Ray and Dani who were actually pretty easy to get up and then I got up Frankie an Chrissy. They stumbled into the kitchen and Mikey and I sat on the stools while the rest of them just lounged around on the floor and other surfaces.
"So Mama Donna," Christine started, "Abby tells us you need to tell us teenagers something" Chrissy looked at me and mama Donna nodded. I looked down and grabbed Mikeys hand which grabbed my hand giving it a reassuring squeeze.
"Yes in fact I did. Don't take this the wrong way girls but your parents are not coming back. So you'll be staying here terminally. I'm sorry girls but your stuck with me." She said and I bit back a laugh. I knew it! Those bastards would leave us here without a goodbye. I must have chuckled out loud because everyone was watching us closely.
"What? I knew he was going to leave us. He wanted to make me suffer and Fuck, I should for what I've done. I deserve to burn in hell he says. This was just the last straw to show he is a pansy." I snapped getting a hug from Mikey. Dani nodded and Ray hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry. Things will get better." Donna said ushering us upstairs for bed. I was told to sleep in Mikey's room because Ray and Frank would be in the one guest bedroom and Christine and Dani would be in the other. I laid on his bed with him and he kissed my head wrapping his arms around my waist. I smiled softly.
"Thank you Mikey." I whispered feeling my eyes feel heavy.
"Anytime Abby. I'm here. Now Sleep." Mikey whispered and that's what I did. I feel asleep in his arms.
I remember the third full week I was walking down the hall and I was thrown into the lockers. 'Swaggots before Faggots!' I was yelled at by some asshole. Everyday it had become a reoccurring theme, everyday I was pushed and hit. By the end of the first year I was used to it. Also I had tried committing suicide at least once a week. I was never successful.
I sat up quickly, jumping to my feet with no balance causing me to fall into a wall. My back hit the corner of it and I winced in pain as my head made a cracking sound against the wall. I moaned softly unable to see a thing as the front door opened revealing a woman with dirty blonde hair dressed in scrubs from a hospital. Donna!
"Mama Donna?" I asked walking over to the woman who then smiled a thousand watt smile. It warmed my insides greatly. I returned the smile as she flicked on the little light in the corner of the room. The room lit up and I could see Mikey and Gee now cuddling on the big couch with Dani and Ray on the floor. Frank and Christine sat almost upright holding hands on the smaller couch.It was cute.
"Yes Abby darling?" She asked taking off her sweatshirt an hanging it up. I followed her into the kitchen drowsily. I sat upon a bar stool watching as she got out two mugs and made some coffee for us.
"What time is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes. It must have been early. Like 5 am ish. She poured creamer into both cups and put sugar then handed me it with the beautiful black liquid now a light brown. I took a sip and smiled at her.
"It's only 11:15. You guys must have been really tired. No one picked up the phone when I called." She stated softly and looked me dead in the eyes. I got a weird feeling from the look, like something had happened or was going to.
"Ahh sorry Mama Donna. We were all tired after watching a movie. I think we fell asleep during one." I answered sheepishly and scratched the back of my head. "I can wake them up if you need to talk to us right now." I said getting off my stool and going into the living room. I shook you awake and handed you your glasses from the side table.
"Huh? Oh morning Abbs." Mikey said sitting up and stretching. I smiled at him which he returned.
"Mikey your mum's home and she has to talk to all of us. Like Right NOW." I said running a hand through my hair. He nodded.
"Oh okay. Let's get them all up." He replied standing and bending over to shake Gee. I took care of Ray and Dani who were actually pretty easy to get up and then I got up Frankie an Chrissy. They stumbled into the kitchen and Mikey and I sat on the stools while the rest of them just lounged around on the floor and other surfaces.
"So Mama Donna," Christine started, "Abby tells us you need to tell us teenagers something" Chrissy looked at me and mama Donna nodded. I looked down and grabbed Mikeys hand which grabbed my hand giving it a reassuring squeeze.
"Yes in fact I did. Don't take this the wrong way girls but your parents are not coming back. So you'll be staying here terminally. I'm sorry girls but your stuck with me." She said and I bit back a laugh. I knew it! Those bastards would leave us here without a goodbye. I must have chuckled out loud because everyone was watching us closely.
"What? I knew he was going to leave us. He wanted to make me suffer and Fuck, I should for what I've done. I deserve to burn in hell he says. This was just the last straw to show he is a pansy." I snapped getting a hug from Mikey. Dani nodded and Ray hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry. Things will get better." Donna said ushering us upstairs for bed. I was told to sleep in Mikey's room because Ray and Frank would be in the one guest bedroom and Christine and Dani would be in the other. I laid on his bed with him and he kissed my head wrapping his arms around my waist. I smiled softly.
"Thank you Mikey." I whispered feeling my eyes feel heavy.
"Anytime Abby. I'm here. Now Sleep." Mikey whispered and that's what I did. I feel asleep in his arms.
Notes
I know this is moving fast. I need to sleep after the incident that happened with my family today so yeah.Comment below about what you wanna see from the story. I love you!
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your welcome hun
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