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How They Saved You, page 2
When I was little I saw someone get shot in the head - and this is where it gets freaky - then I saw his ghost raise up. (I'm pychic and those of you who don't believe it okay.) anyways I went home and I cryed for litterally at least 4 hours thinking I don't deserve to be alive since he saved my life by using his to give the others time to get him. I shouldn't be alive. It should have been me. And then Black Parade came on and you know I listened to it over and over again from yahoo, then I watched a bunch I interveuws and an obsession was born that probably saved my life.
They didn't exactly save me, but more... opened my eyes. Before I knew about MCR, I was blind to everything around me. All I cared about was celebrity gossip and fashion. After listening to a few songs and realizing everything that the band has gone through, I started to notice that there was so much more to the world than I first thought. Basically, MCR has made me a better person. They've taught me not to judge others, not to give in to peer pressure, not to stand by and watch someone get bullied, and most of all, they've taught me that it's okay to be a complete fuck up.
At school I am the out cast that even the geeks and nerds pick on. My mother is mentally abusive and I feel into a depression. After getting pushed into a loker for the third time that day. I knew that something had to change. I started to cut. Fifteen to twenty a day. I was planing my death when I heard my chem play. I soon was brought out of only seeing black and white. I was mute before but I could talk and sing after a month of surrounding myself with my chem stuff. By the end of the fourth month I stopped cuting with the help of a friend. When I cut today by peer pressure, I did t feel like I had four months earlier.
now I am clean from cutting and even though I still get pushed Into lockers I have my iPod everywhere I go.
Thats how my chemical romance saved my life
now I am clean from cutting and even though I still get pushed Into lockers I have my iPod everywhere I go.
Thats how my chemical romance saved my life
They taught me to look past the shitty things. They gave me inspiration. They gave me hope. I listened to them whenever I felt suicidal. They're always there, even when nobody else is. They understand. They care. I would share a lot more, but some things I like to keep private, have my story to myself only you know?
The way My Chemical Romance saved me was they taught me that there was meaning to my life, and that I wasn't just a useless waste of skin. I had been self harming since the age of 10, and when I heard their music, it was like they knew what I was going through, 'cos I was bullied a lot because of my style (emo). Next time I feel like picking up a razor blade, I'll listen to MCR and let Gerard's beautiful voice revive me. They are my heros and I love them.
7/14/13