You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In High School
I Held You Close As We Both Shook
FRANKS POV
I was standing at the gates outside school waiting for everyone. Mum had a meeting at work so she had dropped me off early. I sat myself down on the ground as i felt my feet becoming tired. I rested my head back and shut my eyes
"Frank!" I looked up to see Gerard and Mikey standing in front of me. "What are you doing on the floor?" Mikey added. They both had confused faces.
"Nothing, I was just tired that's all" I chuckled and pulled myself up. "How come you two are early?" I asked with curiosity.
"Well, I.." Gerard began to stutter itching his nose. I had began to realize that whenever he did this he was nervous, one of his habits.
"I think Gerard just needed to talk to you about something" Mikey interrupted and i noticed Gerard glaring at him.
"Um, Okay" I replied looking back to Gerard. He didn't say anything.
"I'm going to go and see if the library is open yet inside, I'll leave you two to talk" Mikey said and strangely walked away. That was weird.
I looked back to Gerard and noticed his lips were trembling, he was making me nervous.
"Gerard, whatever it is just spit it out" I said placing my hand on his shoulder.
"I'm really worried about Josh" he quickly coughed. I looked at him, i had been sure he was going to say something else.
"Gerard, you'll be okay, trust me" I pulled a smile. He didn't smile back, he wouldn't even look at me now. I hated seeing him like this, I pulled him into a hug.
"Frank?" I heard him whisper into my ear.
"Yeah, Gee?" I whispered back.
"I.. I think I like.." before he could continue what he was going to say i had pulled his face to mine and gently kissed his lips.
"I like you too" I whispered back pulling my face away from him.
At first he looked shocked, then a smile appeared on his face and he began to blush.
"So," he began to twiddle his fingers looking at me to say something.
"What?" I smiled.
"Well...." he coughed, "Does this mean we're..." he paused waiting for me to answer. He was just adorable.
"Dating?" I finished his sentence for him with a sly grin. He nodded. "I guess so" I replied and pulled him back to me, this time giving him a passionate kiss. It felt amazing.
Gerard quickly pushed us apart and worry grew on his face looking around.
"But, what about the others. We can't tell anyone, Frank" he said looking at me with pleading eyes.
"Why not?" I asked feeling hurt, was he ashamed of me?
"Well i'm already getting beaten up by the school prick, this would only give people something else to talk about and taunt us both for," he sighed, "Frank, please" he begged.
I found it impossible to say no to those glistening eyes of his. He also had a point.
"Fine" I sighed.
"Thank you, Frank!" Gee kissed me once again, I pressed my tongue on the outside of his lips and he parted them. I felt him smile as he kissed me. I heard footsteps coming closer and quickly pushed him off me and knelt to the ground as if i was fixing my shoe and none of that had happened. I still felt the adrenaline pumping through my veins.
"Frank, what the fuck are you doing?" Gerard laughed looking at me as if i were crazy then he turned and sighed. Josh had just arrived.
"You fucking pair of fags" I heard him spit. "I actually feel sick." he moaned.
I picked myself up and seen Gerard's eyes become teary.
"Josh. I don't fucking care what you think." I growled at him. I wasn't going to back down.
"Ha, you will in a minute you fucking cock sucker." He snapped back at me.
Gerard quickly spoke "No, leave Frank alone." He stuttered. I noticed him looking over at me, he was so fucking scared. I wanted to just cuddle him and comfort him.
"Well, I've just had an idea" he said as he turned his attention to Gerard.
"Yes?" Gerard pleaded. He really cared for me.
"You meet me at the old bike shed during lunch" he grinned, "without anyone else" he added glaring at me.
"No Gerard, don't" I told him. He was going to end up getting killed.
"Fine," josh spoke "but if you don't then i'll tell everyone at this school how you two are fucking each other and then i'll beat the shit out of both of you." he said with a smirk playing on his face.
Gerard looked to the ground and sighed in defeat.
"Fine" he mumbled under his breath.
"That's what i thought, You're not that dumb then are you fag" he laughed and give him a push to the side as he walked through us both.
"See you then!" he called back as he left us both standing alone.
"Gerard, you idiot!" i sighed.
"No, Frank!" He shouted. "He was going tell everyone and to hurt you, what would you have done?"
I looked at him blankly.
"I...I don't know" I sighed.
"Exactly" he said, he reached out and took my hands. He felt warm and his touch soothed me.
"Like you said, everything will be fine" he said as he gave me one last kiss.
I was standing at the gates outside school waiting for everyone. Mum had a meeting at work so she had dropped me off early. I sat myself down on the ground as i felt my feet becoming tired. I rested my head back and shut my eyes
"Frank!" I looked up to see Gerard and Mikey standing in front of me. "What are you doing on the floor?" Mikey added. They both had confused faces.
"Nothing, I was just tired that's all" I chuckled and pulled myself up. "How come you two are early?" I asked with curiosity.
"Well, I.." Gerard began to stutter itching his nose. I had began to realize that whenever he did this he was nervous, one of his habits.
"I think Gerard just needed to talk to you about something" Mikey interrupted and i noticed Gerard glaring at him.
"Um, Okay" I replied looking back to Gerard. He didn't say anything.
"I'm going to go and see if the library is open yet inside, I'll leave you two to talk" Mikey said and strangely walked away. That was weird.
I looked back to Gerard and noticed his lips were trembling, he was making me nervous.
"Gerard, whatever it is just spit it out" I said placing my hand on his shoulder.
"I'm really worried about Josh" he quickly coughed. I looked at him, i had been sure he was going to say something else.
"Gerard, you'll be okay, trust me" I pulled a smile. He didn't smile back, he wouldn't even look at me now. I hated seeing him like this, I pulled him into a hug.
"Frank?" I heard him whisper into my ear.
"Yeah, Gee?" I whispered back.
"I.. I think I like.." before he could continue what he was going to say i had pulled his face to mine and gently kissed his lips.
"I like you too" I whispered back pulling my face away from him.
At first he looked shocked, then a smile appeared on his face and he began to blush.
"So," he began to twiddle his fingers looking at me to say something.
"What?" I smiled.
"Well...." he coughed, "Does this mean we're..." he paused waiting for me to answer. He was just adorable.
"Dating?" I finished his sentence for him with a sly grin. He nodded. "I guess so" I replied and pulled him back to me, this time giving him a passionate kiss. It felt amazing.
Gerard quickly pushed us apart and worry grew on his face looking around.
"But, what about the others. We can't tell anyone, Frank" he said looking at me with pleading eyes.
"Why not?" I asked feeling hurt, was he ashamed of me?
"Well i'm already getting beaten up by the school prick, this would only give people something else to talk about and taunt us both for," he sighed, "Frank, please" he begged.
I found it impossible to say no to those glistening eyes of his. He also had a point.
"Fine" I sighed.
"Thank you, Frank!" Gee kissed me once again, I pressed my tongue on the outside of his lips and he parted them. I felt him smile as he kissed me. I heard footsteps coming closer and quickly pushed him off me and knelt to the ground as if i was fixing my shoe and none of that had happened. I still felt the adrenaline pumping through my veins.
"Frank, what the fuck are you doing?" Gerard laughed looking at me as if i were crazy then he turned and sighed. Josh had just arrived.
"You fucking pair of fags" I heard him spit. "I actually feel sick." he moaned.
I picked myself up and seen Gerard's eyes become teary.
"Josh. I don't fucking care what you think." I growled at him. I wasn't going to back down.
"Ha, you will in a minute you fucking cock sucker." He snapped back at me.
Gerard quickly spoke "No, leave Frank alone." He stuttered. I noticed him looking over at me, he was so fucking scared. I wanted to just cuddle him and comfort him.
"Well, I've just had an idea" he said as he turned his attention to Gerard.
"Yes?" Gerard pleaded. He really cared for me.
"You meet me at the old bike shed during lunch" he grinned, "without anyone else" he added glaring at me.
"No Gerard, don't" I told him. He was going to end up getting killed.
"Fine," josh spoke "but if you don't then i'll tell everyone at this school how you two are fucking each other and then i'll beat the shit out of both of you." he said with a smirk playing on his face.
Gerard looked to the ground and sighed in defeat.
"Fine" he mumbled under his breath.
"That's what i thought, You're not that dumb then are you fag" he laughed and give him a push to the side as he walked through us both.
"See you then!" he called back as he left us both standing alone.
"Gerard, you idiot!" i sighed.
"No, Frank!" He shouted. "He was going tell everyone and to hurt you, what would you have done?"
I looked at him blankly.
"I...I don't know" I sighed.
"Exactly" he said, he reached out and took my hands. He felt warm and his touch soothed me.
"Like you said, everything will be fine" he said as he gave me one last kiss.
Notes
Dun dun dun :)Again, thanks for all the comments and just thanks for reading!
I had forgotten a lot of this story, so i'm basically reading it along with you guys too haha! x
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6/26/15