Homeland

Gerard’s POV

I woke up before Frank like I normally do and I quietly got out of bed and went to the sitting room forgetting that Jase was in the sitting room and when I spotted him and made me drop my phone and it made and squeak which must of woken Jase up.
“Dude it’s like 7 in the morning.” Jase said and I just picked everything up and went to the kitchen.
I was making myself something to eat when someone hugged me which made me stiffen a little and the person kissed my cheek and I looked down and saw Frank’s tattooed hands which made me relax as I turned round and looked at him.
“Morning.” Frank said as he kissed me which I returned.
“Morning.” I said quietly as I kissed him again which Frank returned as he pushed me against the side.
“Remember we’re not the only ones here.” I whispered and Frank rolled his eyes as he caught hold of my hand and pretty much dragged me too our room.

When we came back out of our room and we went to the kitchen.
“I know you two aren’t used to having guest round and all that but could you just turn the volume down just a little, I didn’t want to be woken up but you two at it.” Jase said as he walked out to the kitchen.
“Well you could always wear some ear plugs.” Frank said as he walked past me as he slapped my ass playfully which made me roll my eyes.
“My ears shouldn’t be exposed to the sounds I heard.” Jase said and I walked over to Frank and handed him his breakfast and I did the same to Jase.
“Next time we’ll try and be a bit more quieter or maybe louder all depends on how much of a dick I’m feeling.” Frank said and I shot him a glare making him know to drop this conversation.
“Come on, it’s not fair man. Ears should not be hearing those moans that early in the morning.” Jase said and I walked over to clipped him round the back of the head.
“Drop the conversation the pair of you.” I said seriously as I went to the fridge to get myself something to eat.
“Did not realise he worn the pants in the relationship.” Jase said.
“He doesn’t, but he knows when to speak his mind.” Frank said and I turned round and smiled at Frank which he returned.
“Anyway, I need to get ready for work.” Frank said as he got up and put his bowl in the sink and Jase ate his food quietly as frank left and I followed him to our room.
“Okay I know he is your ‘brother’ but you don’t talk about our sex life.” I said and Frank chuckled as he walked over to me and pulled me close to him.
“I told you to keep you mouth shut but it was you he heard.” Frank said and I smacked his chest and Frank just smirked at me.
“Don’t give me that smirk.” I said and I stepped back and I got dressed and so did Frank.
“I’ll be back later, be good and see if you can talk to Jase.” Frank said quietly as he kissed me before he left for work and I sighed loudly and I went back to the sitting room where Jase was sat on the sofa fidgeting.

I was drawing and Jase was flicking through the tv channels and the silence was really annoying me so I broke the silence.
“I was once like you.” I said and Jase scoffed as he looked at me.
“Please, I bet you had a rich and fancy lifestyle. Also you don’t know the shit me and Frank have seen because you are too much of a Pusey to do something for your country.” Jase said and I frowned at him.
“My family threw me out when I was 14. I might not know the shit you and Frank has seen but I do live with Frank and I pick up things about him and I know every time Frank came back a bit of him got left behind. You know what yes I am a fucking Pusey and would think twice about joining the army.” I said and Jase rolled his eyes.
“It’s just a sob story.” Jase said and I chuckled slightly.
“So being out on the streets at 14 and being on drugs within the first 2 weeks being on the streets, selling myself to get money for food by the 4th day of being on the streets. I also have bipolar so yeah my time on the streets was fucking wild.” I said and Jase frowned at me.
“Why did your parents throw you out?” Jase asked.
“Because I like dick and the only person I was going to bring home was a dude, also my parents was very into the whole church stuff. So I was a sin to them and when I said I wasn’t going to change, they threw me out.” I said which made Jase frown again but he looked more confused than anything else.
“How come social didn’t find you?” Jase asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
“My parents where the sort of people who never told anyone that their eldest son was gay so I think they just told people a story that I went to live with my grandmother or ran away instead of saying I was on the streets and they was the reason why I was on the streets.” I said and Jase nodded as he looked down.
“I gave every bit of my dignity I had for myself away when I was on the streets. I was hoping my first time was going to be with someone special but it was it was in a alleyway with a drunk 30 year old man.” I said and Jase looked at me.
“So yeah my story isn’t a sob story.” I said as I stood up and went to the kitchen and went to make myself a coffee.

“How long was you on the streets for?” Jase asked as he walked into the kitchen which made me jump and I nearly dropped my coffee.
“I lost count on how long I was on the streets for.” I said as Jase stood next to me which made me move slightly away from him.
“Some shit happened to you hasn’t it, I mean your jumpy as hell and you aren’t exactly good at conversation and you hide at every chance you get.” Jase said and I looked at him.
“Maybe I’m just a shy person.” I said and Jase chuckled.
“Those moans I heard this morning were meant to be heard and if you was that shy I wouldn’t of heard them and you would of cock blocked Frank until I was gone.” Jase said and I just raised a eyebrow at him as I walked past him.
“How did you meet Frank?” Jase asked as he followed me back into the sitting room.
“Don’t exactly remember the night I met him, but I do remember waking up in his bed next to him bullock naked and being late for work.” I said and Jase chuckled as he rolled what smelt like weed.
“Frank told you not to bring that shit into this house.” I said seriously and Jase looked at me as he looked down.
“Please don’t tell Frank, I need something to take the edge of all of this.” Jase said as he stood up.
“I’m going to tell Frank because this is my home and I do not want any sort of drugs in my home. But I will allow you to go outside and smoke your joint.” I said and Jase nodded and he walked outside and I sighed loudly and walked out the room and went to mine and Frank’s room.

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Frank came home and after he had a shower and relaxed a little he went out to the kitchen and started to cook dinner.
I walked out to the kitchen and stood beside him.
“When is Jase going to rehab?” I asked quietly and Frank looked at me.
“The end of the week, I managed to find somewhere for him.” Frank said as he frowned at me.
“Why, what’s the matter?” Frank asked and I sighed as I looked down.
“I’m only saying this because I want you to be aware of it and I don’t want you to go to town on him and I am also saying this because if I don’t it’s just going to bug me all night.” I said and Frank nodded.
“Jase rolled a joint in front of me today.” I said and Frank frowned at me.
“Look a joint does nothing for me because it’s something which doesn’t really work all that much but if he has anything stronger than weed then I want him out and in rehab.” I said seriously and Frank didn’t look pleased about it.
“I fucking told him as well.” Frank said and I put my hand on top of his.
“Don’t worry about it because weed isn’t my go to drug, anything else yes but at the moment I’m in a good place and relapse is not on my mind.” I said and Frank frowned at me because he was too sure.
“I am not having drugs in my home Gee.” Frank said as he went back to cooking and I nodded because I didn’t want drugs in my home either.
I went to walk off but Frank caught hold of my hand which made me look at him.
“Love you.” Frank said which made me smile as I walked over to him and kissed him which made Frank smile into the kiss.
“Love you too.” I whispered as I walked of as my hand ran across Frank’s back as I walked towards the sitting room.

After we had eaten I was busy tiding when Frank and Jase both started to argue and shout and I went to the sitting room to have a look.
“I brought you into my home, I am helping you to get over this and you are just fucking throwing it all back in my face!” Frank shouted at Jase as he stood close to him. Even though Jase towered over Frank, Frank somehow managed to intimidate Jase slightly.
“I didn’t fucking ask for your help.” Jase spat and Frank had him on the floor and I was just frozen in the door way.
“Yes you did ask for my help and I am giving you the help. You are just off your face on drugs to even know what day you are on.” Frank growled.
“Then just throw me out and let me die on the fucking streets!” Jase shouted.
“You going o waste your life away like that! You are a solider who fought for this country! You do not deserve this life! You are fucking worth something!” Frank shouted back at Jase but he was close to his face and Frank moved and stood up.
“You are getting fucking help because I am fucked if I’m losing another brother. I am also fucked if I’m losing my brother to drugs and alcohol, being killed like Ollie I can accept but you killing yourself on drugs is something I will accept nor will I sit by and watch you ruin your life so you are getting help Jase.” Frank said as he looked up and saw me and he smiled as he walked over and I caught hold of his hand.
“You okay?” I asked softly and Frank nodded.
“Just need some space okay. Don’t go near him okay, if you want you can come in my office with me or chill in our room but you don’t go in the sitting room with that mess.” Frank said seriously and I nodded as Frank went to his office and I went to the kitchen to finish what I was doing.

“Hey Gee, Hey you got any good stuff on you.” Jase said as he walked into the kitchen and I turned round and you could see that Jase was high as a kite.
“I don’t do drugs Jase, both me and Frank have told you that.” I said not liking the feeling of this.
“Okay if you have none of the good stuff, then maybe that ass could be of service.” Jase said and I stopped what I was doing and I looked at him.
“My ass doesn’t service you.” I said seriously and Jase walked over to me and I was pinned to the side.
“It does now.” Jase said slyly as his hand cupped me and then went to the sip of my jeans and started undo the zip.
“Frank!” I shouted and Jase put his hand over my mouth.
“Don’t say a fucking word.” Jase growled but luckily Frank heard me and he came running in and saw what was happening and he ran over and pulled Jase off me and he punch Jase really hard that it knocked him out and he turned round and looked at me as I started to cry.
“H..H..He was going to rape me.” I whispered and Frank made me look at him.
“But he didn’t okay.” Frank said softly as he pulled me into a hug which I returned as I started to cry into his chest.
Frank pulled back and he picked me up and walked us to our room where he placed me on the bed.
“I want him out of my home.” I sniffed and Frank smiled softly at me.
“And he will be baby. You stay here and I’ll sort this out okay.” Frank said softly as he lent down and kissed me which I returned.
“I’m going to sort this out alright, I’ll be back soon.” Frank whispered and I nodded as I walked Frank walk over to the pile of clothes and he got a hoodie and gave it to me which made me smile.
“I won’t be long baby.” Frank said as he walked out the room.

I don’t know how long Frank was but I must of fell asleep and I was woken up by the bed dipping which made my eyes fly open and I looked at the person and saw Frank.
“Is he gone?” I whispered as I sat up and Frank smiled as he gently pushed me to lie back down again.
“He’s gone Gee, he’s getting the help he needs now.” Frank said softly.
“He’s not welcomed back here Frank.” I whispered and he smiled as he stood up and lent over me and kissed my forehead.
“I know baby and he knows as well. Now get some sleep and I’ll see you in the morning.” Frank said softly and I nodded as I got comfy and went back to sleep again.

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