Hurt Me More

Frank's pov

I smiled down at Gerard who was now sleeping soundly. The bottle was all done and I felt proud that he finished it all. Slowly standing up so I wouldn't wake him I silently walked over to the crib and laid him down. Pulling the baby blue blanket over him and putting the panda in his arms. Gerard instantly hugged it to his chest as he sighed softly.

Taking a baby blue pacifier I gently put it in his mouth and he instantly started to suck. Smiling I leaned in and kissed him on the head before taking the other baby monitor with me to my office to do some work.

I had a few reports to do along with some banking for my company. The music industry was at an all time high and I was doing pretty well. Especially these past few years. I make enough to live comfortable and do jobs like what I'm doing with Gerard. Some people think that it's weird to treat a teenager that is almost an adult like a baby. But you see the results are quit outstanding.

Gerard is the most stubborn person I have ever worked with. Punishments seem to be working but only slightly. He still hasn't learned but I can tell that he will soon. I hate giving punishments but he's been so bad that I had to do something about it.

I know that Gerard has been through a lot and his files don't really tell me much. But anyone with eyes could tell that he's been through hell and back countless times. He used to take medication but it seems that they had to take him off because it make everything worse, especially his depression.

He's built up so many walls around himself to hide away from everything. He just needs more time, kindness, love, and support. Soon he will be the perfect little one to care of but for now I must wait.

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It was around lunch time when I heard the baby monitor go off. Gerard was finally up and it sounded like he was upset. Sighing I got up and hurried to his room.

"You put a pacifier in my mouth?" Gerard asked, his eyebrow raised as he glared at me.

"Yeah, you seemed to enjoy it when I gave it to you earlier." I stated as I walked over to the crib and scooped him up. Gerard instantly started to thrash around in my arms.

"You're messed up." He huffed as he finally gave up trying to get out of my arms. He just went limp instead which was actually kinda cute because he started to pout.

"Hush, now lets get you ready for the day. Well we'll have a late start." I chuckled as I put him in the changing table and strapped him down before getting him a cute little onesie with little blue and red stars on it.

"I'm not wearing that." He snapped making me chuckle.

"Someone is cranky." I said as I changed him quickly before he could protest. His nappy was dry but I put him in a new one anyway.

"Screw off." He huffed as I picked him up again. He went limp again as I carried him down stairs to the living room. When he was sleeping I set up the playpen and put some toys in there.

"Don't make me punish you again." I warned making him roll his eyes but he stayed silent. Setting him in the playpen I watched as he stood up and glared at me with his hand on his hip.

"You're actually gonna leave me in this?" He asked, I only nodded and turned the tv on to a child's station.

"I'll be back with your lunch and another bottle." I said and left the room. Peeking out I watched as Gerard looked around for a minute before huffing and sitting down again. Watching the tv show that had animated animals.

Walking into the kitchen I and make two veggie burgers and some smiley face fries. When everything was down I set up Gerard's high chair and walked back into the living room where Gerard was still watching the tv show. His eyes flickered over to me when I walked in.
"Took you long enough." He snapped as I scooped him up. He wiggled a bit, trying to push me away before giving up.

"Someone is a cranky head today." I chuckled as I walked into the kitchen and set him down in his high chair, strapping him in before he tried getting out.

"Screw off, Frank."

"Gerard, you know better than to talk back to me and call me names. Now who am I to you?" I said sternly.

"An asshat? Or a dick head? Maybe a crazy perv?" He snapped.

"After lunch you are getting a time out and you'll get no bottle." I said sternly.

"I don't want a fucking bottle and all of your stupid rules can be shoved up your ass!"

"Gerard, I will spank you." I snapped angrily making him flinch for a second before regaining himself.

"Fucking do it." He smirked. "I'll knock you on your ass any time, old man."

"I am twenty three actually and that language will not be tolerated."

"Fuck off you fucking twat, go ahead and spank me, you're not getting anywhere." He huffed as he crossed his arms over his chest. My passionates was running extremely low.

"Gerard, if you apologize right now I will forgive you." I said, he rolled his eyes and scoffed.
"I'm not gonna apologize to you, I'm not a fucking baby. I can take care of myself, now get me out of this stupid ass chair."

Surging forward I got Gerard out of the chair and walked into the living room. Laying him over my lap as he thrashed and screamed. Opening his onesie up and pulling his nappy down I spanked him hard. His pale bum instantly had a bright red hand print on it. I spanked him with as much force as the first one, spanking him a total of thirty times.

Around he twentieth he started crying, tears spilling down his face as he sobbed. When I was done I instantly hugged him closely as he sobbed into my chest. Trying to push away weakly but soon he gave up and I rubbed some soothing gel on his bum and zipped him back up.
Rocking him back and forth I praised him for doing so good. I walked into the kitchen and made him a bottle before walking back into the living room. Sitting on the couch I cradled him as he sniffled softly. Putting the bottle to his lips he looked at me for a moment before drinking. Closing his eyes I started rocking him again. Rubbing his belly soothingly as he drank.

"That's it, Gee." I praised, smiling at how cute he looked as he slowly started to fall asleep.

"Sleep, Gee bear."

Soon Gerard was asleep, his head resting on my chest as I ran my hand through his soft raven black hair. His milky pale skin make the black stand out even more.
Pulling the now empty bottle from his lips he started to whine softly before I put a pacifier him his mouth. His instantly started to suck on it, making cute little clicking sounds.

"Good boy."

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