Trigger Warning

Frank’s POV

Gerard was having a nap and was cuddled into my side as I just sat here bored out my mind watching some crap on tv.
I heard Gerard’s phone go off and I know his password as Gerard said that he had nothing to hide and it was the same with so I couldn’t help myself and had a lot at who texted Gerard.
unknown:
Hey sweetness,
Remember what I said if you told any lies on the stand. I know you was in court today and told lies of what happened. I’m watching you babe, hope you remember that. Your boyfriend can’t always protect you from me.
E x
I felt sick to my stomach and I looked through Gerard’s phone some more and noticed this wasn’t his first text from this person. I also noticed that Gerard had replied a couple of times and told them to stop but it clearly this person hasn’t.
“What the fuck should i do.” I muttered to myself as I looked at the sleeping boy next to me.

”Gee, Gee wake up for me baby.” I said and gently shook Gerard which made him open his eyes and look at me not very happy that I’ve woken him up.
”What?” Gerard said sleepily as he rubbed his eyes.
”You got a text, I wasn’t being nosey but I think it has something to do with Eric.” I said and showed Gerard the text and his whole mood drop a lot.
“It’s nothing Frank.” Gerard said quietly as he sat up and looked at the phone and he must of been reading it over and over again.
”It’s something Gee, he’s threatening you and he shouldn’t be doing that. And where the fuck does he get a phone from if he’s in jail.” I said.
”It’s fucking nothing Frank! Just stop sticking your nose into my business.” Gerard snapped and he got put off bed and pulled some clothes on and headed towards the door.
”Gee where you going?” I asked as I got off the bed as well.
”Since when did I need your fucking permission to go out? I am going out to clear my head if you must fucking know.” Gerard said.
”You don’t need my permission but considering you just got a threatening text message and you have just gotten out of court, which may I add you fucking hurt yourself in, I think I need to know to make sure I know where to go and that you haven’t tried to fucking kill yourself Gerard! This guy is dangerous even in prison. I just want to make sure that you are going to be okay.” I said seriously.
”I know he’s fucking dangerous! I have survived him doing awful things to me and him kidnapping not once but twice and torturing me as well! Don’t fucking bother making sure I’m okay because I’m not okay!” Gerard shouted.
”Gee calm down.” I said softly.
”Don’t fucking tell me to calm down!” Gerard shouted at me and threw something at me but it missed me.
”You know what just fucking go. Don’t come crying to me if you’ve hurt yourself.” I said coldly.
”I won’t don’t fucking worry.” Gerard spat as the door opened and slammed shut again.
“Shit, what the fuck have I done.” I said quietly as I pulled a hoodie on and grabbed the room key and quickly putting my shoes and picking everything I needed and rushed out the room.

”No, no you don’t have too come and look for him I can manage that, I just need to know where he would go, so I could go looking for him.” I said and Mrs Way sighed.
”He’d go to the cemetery which is on the edge of town and he would be at his grandmothers grave. If he isn’t there then I don’t know. I really don’t know please find him for me.” Mrs way said.
”Mum what’s the matter?” I heard someone say.
”It’s Gerard, but don’t worry okay Mike’s.” Mrs way said.
“Like I said look at the cemetery first as that’s where he normally goes.” Mrs Way said and I smiled.
”I will do, I’ll let you know what’s happening.” I said and I could hear Mrs Way smile.
”Okay.” Mrs Way said and I hung up and went looking for Gerard.
I managed to find the cemetery now all I had to do is find Gerard.

”Gee, Gee babe you here?” I said loud enough so if he was nearby he could hear me.
I waited for him to respond but I didn’t get one so I started to worry as I headed more into the cemetery.
”Fucking hate these places.” I muttered as I pulled my hood up as it was getting really cold.
I wondered around a bit more and was just about to give up looking here when I saw someone by a grave and I headed straight over there.
”Gee, is that you Gee.” I said quietly as I walked over and noticed the bright red hair and I knew it was Gerard but something wasn’t right.
”Babe.” I said as I knelt beside him and touched his face which was really cold and he didn’t move his face like he would normally.
”Baby, talk to me.” I said as I looked at him and he had his eyes shut and wasn’t responding.
”Gee, Gee wake up for me please.” I said as I tapped his face but he didn’t respond.
”Gerard! Open your eyes.” I said a bit louder as I checked for his pulse but it was really faint.
”No, No, No don’t fucking do this to me. Baby open your eyes for me please. I’m sorry for what I said earlier I didn’t mean it.” I said as I felt myself cry.
I quickly looked down and saw that Gerard had self harmed and there was a bottle of vodka and a joint.
”Shit. Fuck. Gerard what the fuck have you done?” I said as I ran my hand through my hair and pulled out my phone and called the ambulance.
”Gee, just hold on for me please. The ambulance is coming and we’re going to go to the hospital where you can get you looked at. Just focus on keeping your heart beating for me please.” I sniffed and kissed his forehead as I pulled his head onto my lap and I messed with his hair.
”Stay with me please.” I whispered as I waited for the ambulance to arrive.

I was pacing up and down the waiting room waiting for any news on Gerard and for his mum to show up.
”Frank?” A voice said and I turned round and saw a boy with blonde hair and glasses standing by the door with another boy.
”Who are you?” I asked confused.
”I’m Mikey, Gerard’s brother and this is my boyfriend Brendon.” The boy said and I frowned and went back to pacing up and down the room.
”You’re Gerard’s boyfriend?” Mikey asked and I looked at as I messed with my lip ring.
”Yeah.” I said bluntly.
”You like 21 or something because..” Mikey started but before he could finish his sentence I finished it for him.
”No I’m not 21 I’m fucking 18. Because I have loads of fucking tattoos doesn’t mean nothing. Now just shut the fuck up please.” I said and Mikey looked down.
”Don’t talk to Mikey like that.” The other boy said.
”Brendon don’t. It’s fine.” Mikey said.
”No because he needs to fucking hear this. You think you can swan into Gerard’s life and think you have the right to speak to his family like shit. Gerard always needs his family beside him. You are just something to fill that hole in his heart.” This Brendon dude said.
”You seriously don’t want to fuck with me right now buddy. If Gerard’s family actually fucking cared about him then they would of been in court to day and be supporting him. But your boyfriend and his father didn’t show up. And you want to be in Gerard’s life after not being there for him when he needs his fucking family then you can fucking think again because I am not having him getting his hopes up only for your boyfriend to fucking break him all over again. Now if you don’t fucking mind I need a cigarette.” I said and I walked towards the door but the dickhead boyfriend didn’t move.
”Get the fuck out of my way.” I growled.
”Bren just leave him alone.” Mikey said and he caught hold of Brendon’s arm.
”Mikey had school.” Brendon said.
”So do I but I am fucking here supporting my boyfriend. I was there for him when he broke down into tears. So don’t say shit about me. Now kindly move out of my fucking way!” I said quietly at first but then raise my voice.
”Bren move.” Mikey said softly and he gently pulled Brendon beside him.
”You hurt him and your dead.” Brendon said.
”You have been in this family for 5 minutes, the same as me, don’t be giving me death threats, you don’t scare me little boy.” I said in a low voice and walked out the room.

I was sat outside when someone sat next to me.
”I’m sorry for Brendon, he’s a bit of a cunt when he meets new people.” Mikey said and I blew some smoke out my mouth.
”It’s nothing I can’t handle.” I said quietly.
”Trust Gerard to go for someone with tattoos and yet he’s completely petrified of needles and finds tattooed people scary.” Mikey said.
”He loves the tattoos. But the lip ring terrifies him.” I said and Mikey chuckled.
”Can I just say you look fucking terrifying, but I’m glad that Gee has you.” Mikey said and I smiled slightly.
“How was court today?” Mikey asked and I looked down.
”It was tough, to hear what that bastard did to Gerard, it sends goosebumps down my body.” I said quietly.
”I wanted to go you know, but my dad wouldn’t let me. My dad and Gerard hate each other and after I found out what happened to him I was upset that he didn’t tell me what had happened. I said some horrible things to him.” Mikey said and I looked at him.
”I’m sure he’ll forgive you. It’ll just take time.” I said and Mikey smiled.
”Let’s go back inside and see what’s happening.” Mikey said and I nodded as I flicked my cigarette away and got up and we went inside.

Mikey and his boyfriend went home and I was still waiting in the waiting room losing my mind when a doctor came in.
”Is my boyfriend okay?” I asked as I stood up.
”Mr Way is in a stable condition and is being move to a quieter ward. He’s actually waking up and asking for someone called Frank.” The doctor said.
”I’m Frank.” I said and the doctor smiled.
”Can I see Gerard?” I asked and the doctor nodded.
”Of course you can.” The doctor said and I smiled.
”Follow me then.” The doctor said and we walked to where Gerard was.
When we got the a nurse was just finishing changing Gerard’s dressing.
”Hey baby.” I said as I walked over to him and kissed his forehead.
”Hey Frankie.” Gerard said quietly using his nickname for me.
”You was lucky that your boyfriend found you Gerard.” The nurse said and Gerard looked down and I started to mess with his hair.
We stayed quiet until the nurse had finished changing Gerard’s dressing and when she left I took my shoes off and climbed onto the bed and pulled Gerard into my chest where he started to cry.
”Shh, shh. It’s okay, everything is going to be okay.” I said quietly and kissed the top of his head.
”No it’s not.” Gerard sobbed.
”Baby look at me.” I said softly and Gerard looked at me.
”I’m sorry about my behavior at the hotel room.” I said quietly and wiped some tears from Gerard’s cheek and being careful as from earlier.
”I forgive you.” Gerard whispered.
“I know things are hard for you Gee, but you can always talk to me. It’s what I’m here for.” I said quietly and Gerard nodded.
”I’m sorry for being a cunt and doing this to you.” Gerard said quietly as he traced his finger over my tattoo on my arm which made me smile.
”It’s okay. I forgive you.” I said quietly and Gerard sighed.
”I’m scared Frank. I’m scared that he’s going to get me and kill me this time.” Gerard sobbed.
”I know your scared, but I’m going to try everything I can to make sure nothing happens to you.” I said quietly and Gerard sniffed.
”Mum said that after this week she’s going to stay here and spend time with dad and Mikey.” Gerard and a new set of tears fell as he relied a lot on his mum.
”I losing everything here Frank and I don’t know what to do.” Gerard sobbed and hid his face in my chest.
”You haven’t lost me. You can stay with me and my family. You can be part of my crazy family and know what my crazy life is like.” I said and Gerard sniffed loudly.
”I’d like that.” Gerard whispered.
”Settle down, yeah, you’ve had a busy day and you need your beauty sleep.” I said and Gerard nodded.
”I love you. I’ll be right here when you wake up.” I said and made Gerard look at me.
”I love you too.” Gerard whispered and I kissed him softly then Gerard got comfy and he settled down for the night since he was on some strong pain killers as his arm was really sore.
I stayed awake for most of the night making sure that Gerard was okay and that he didn’t have any nightmares.

Notes

Poor Gerard..

If there is any grammar or really bad spelling mistakes or if a sentence doesn’t make in this story or in any other stories that I write, I have dyslexia and I can’t use grammar or punctuation or spell to save my life (thank god for autocorrect) and I have so many ideas going round in my head that sometimes my head thinks before I can type...
So if I make a horrific spelling mistake then I don’t mind if you point it out and I just hope that you understand what the hell im trying to spell..

I am completely shocked with the comments this story has gotten. I just want to thank everyone who reads and comments on this story and for putting up with my shocking spelling and grammar.