No one will hurt you(On hold)

"Mr.Ramsay, Late again I see" The teacher frowned, Alexia couldn't take her eyes off him "Tell me you're not looking at him like you wanna jump his bones" Camila laughed, Alexia looked at her in confusion "He's the schools biggest dick head" Peet spoke up, She frowned, Surely he'd still remember her and not give up their friendship.

"Hey Chameleon" Josh spat rudely towards Camila taking Alexia by surprise "Whos your new friend?" He asked eyeing Alexia, Camila didn't answer making Josh grunt "What's your name, Fire truck?" Alexia's heart started racing "Lexie just ignore him," Peet said placing a hand on her arm, Josh looked at him annoyed "No one was speaking to you Pinkie, I was asking her the question," he said looking back towards Alexia who stayed silent, feeling the anxiety creep up on her, but refusing to panic again. "I asked you a question Fire Truck!" Alexia swallowed thickly "Alexia.." She whispered, not losing eye contact. She watched as a look flashed across his eyes, one she couldn't read. With out a word, he stood up and walked over to his seat.

Camila and Peet looked at her with shock "What was that about?" Camila was the first to speak "I.... I know him" Peets' face fell "What?!" he questioned, Alexia just nodded then shrugged.

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"How was your class?" Mikey was the first to greet Alexia "It was interesting I guess" She mumbled just before Josh pushed by her "Move fire truck" He spat rudely "Why don't you fuck off" Mikey spat back "Mikey, no stop" Alexia panicked, But it was too late. Josh had already started walking back "Excuse me?" Her eyes widened at Josh's tone "I said" "M-Mikey stop" Alexia pleaded "No, let him finish" Josh smirked "Just Walk away, Josh" Alexia said nervously "Can't even handle your own battles" Josh laughed, Soon after Mikey's fist connected to Josh's jaw. Alexia backed into the lockers in panic as she watched in horror, not knowing if she was next.

Soon a small crowd grew, and then that small one grew into a bigger one, Alexia's eyes never stopped scanning for Gerard.

Her panic was growing the more the yelling from the crowd around them and the yelling from the two boys got louder.

She flinched dramatically when a hand clasped around her upper arm, refusing to look up as fear took over completely, "Hey, It's okay, It's me" Franks' voice cut through the commotion as he dragged her away from all the cheering and yelling. But only just outside the group of teens.

"Are you okay?" He asked she was about to answer when a loud bang of someone hitting a locker sounded through the halls causing her to tense up and drop to her knees "Fuck.." Frank mumbled, "Lex I'm gonna pick you up okay?" his voice was soft. Although she didn't respond.

Soon she was lifted and brought outside, "Can you look at me, Lexi?" she stayed looking down though. She felt so helpless and weak for acting like this. She wished it was like it used to be, where no one would notice her now the whole school knows about her, and Josh is an ass hole and she hated it. She wanted to disappear, She wished she was never born. Or that her parents had of killed her the first time they hit her.

This whole time Frank was trying to calm her down, holding her, singing to her, whispering to her, when nothing worked he called Gerard.

"Frank, what? Mikey's in the office for fighting Josh and I can't find Alexia anywhere. Mikey said he was with her when the fight started, She could have gotten triggered an-" "Gerard! She's here with me, She's having an attack I can't calm her down!" Frank heard Gerard mumble something before hanging up.

Soon Gerard was out side with Frank and Alexia.

"Alexia, Fuck, Look at me!" Gerard pleaded, hands on either side of her face. She slowly looked up, still fighting for oxygen "You're okay. No one is gonging to hurt you, Okay?" she nodded meekly "Frank, bring your car around please?" Gerard asked eyes never leaving Alexias "Yeah, Sure thing" Frank rushed out before sprinting towards the parking lot
"I-I'm sorry" She choked out "Shhh, No one is mad. Okay? Franks bringing the car around I'm going to go get Mikey and were going home for the day, Okay?" Gerard whispered she nodded, still unsure of his words.

She heard a car pull up and she looked up through teary eyes, still finding it difficult to breathe "Can I lift you, Lexie?" Gerard whispered, She just nodded her head.

Soon she was placed in a warm car on a soft seat "I'll be right back, Going to get Mikey" Gerard said to Frank, who just nodded.

"He's changed.." Alexia mumbled, Frank turned to look at her in confusion "Who?" "Josh... He used to be my best friend before my parents forbid me from leaving the house... Now he's an ass hole..." She frowned "People change, unfortunately, Sometimes for better, sometimes for worse" Frank stated, Alexia nodded. Moments later the door opened and Mikey crawled in, instantly pulling Alexia into him "I'm so fucking sorry" His voice shook "I never meant to scare you. He just pissed me off so much. Fuck... Alexia, I am sorry!" Mikey practically sobbed, Alexia wrapped her arms around him as well "It's okay" She mumbled.

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The drive was silent. Mikey held Alexia close and Gerard sat in the front with Frank.
It was a comfortable silence though. It wasn't awkward.

When the car st opped Alexia was hesitant to get out though, "Lexie, Are you gonna get out of the car?" Gerard asked "Won't... Won't they be mad that we're home after only one class...?" She questioned staring up at the big house with worry "She will understand, It's okay" Mikey reassured. Sighing she stepped out of the car and followed the brothers into the house.

"Oh! Good, You guys are here... There's uh, something I need to talk to Alexia about..." Donna frowned, Causing Alexia's heart to speed up, Mikey took her hand in a comforting way and followed his mother into the family room, Gerard and Alexia following close behind.

"You're sending me back aren't you...?" Alexia questioned looking down at her lap, she felt Mikey tense up next to her "No, God no, sweetie we would never send you back" Donna rushed out and Alexia relaxed a little as did Mikey...

Gerard, however, was not in the room. He was told everything this morning while Mikey was with Alexia getting ready. And frankly, he didn't want to hear it again. It was hard enough to hear it the first time... Let alone see what Kind of reaction she's going to have once she hears the news... But he couldn't help but listen.

Donna took a deep breath "The people, you were living with, Right before we took you into care-" "My parents?" Donnas frown deepened "They weren't your parents" Alexia nodded "I was adopted?" Donna sighed "Sweetie, You weren't in our books until you were thirteen." Gerard watched as Alexia's face went white "What are you trying to tell me, Was I kidnapped?" Gerard felt sick as he remembered in grave detail about what his mother had said this morning... "The cops did some digging around, Pulled some strings and found out that you're original parents..." She cut herself off, Gerard felt the bile rise in his throat... "W-What?" Alexia squeaked out "Sweetie, they sold you for drug money when you were seven months..."

Mikey froze, having the same reaction Gerard had. "Th-They... No..." She couldn't think of anything else to say. She felt the panic gripping at her throat again. Soon she was up and running for the door, ignoring the calls from the brothers and Donna.

She ran, faster than what should be possible for a person in the middle of a panic attack. She had no clue where she was going she just knew she had to get away from it all.

Her vision was blurred by her tears, the wind whipped her hair viciously around and the cold air stung her cheeks. But she didn't care.

She finally collapsed against metal bars, shaking and still crying. Once her vision cleared she saw she was on a bridge, Looking down at the rushing waters, moving almost as fast as her scattered brain.

How could her parents do that to her? Sell her? What the fuck.

"Fire truck?" She cringed... What the fuck did he want "Fu-Fuck off." She snapped bitterly. The wind had already dried her tears, leaving sticky streaks in their wake. The chilly spring air froze her, as she stupidly ran out with out her sweater on "Are-" Josh tried to speak but she cut him off "Josh, I said stop. Okay? You've done enough today, just leave. Fuck, Be a cunt to someone else and just leave me alone" She pleaded as she tried her hardest not to cry again. She moved so her legs were hanging off the side of the bridge and she studied the rushing water below her... It would all be so easy, to just fall in. Josh surely wouldn't try to save her.

"Tempting, Aint it?" he was now sitting beside her "Are you hard of hearing?" she snapped angerly, he just shrugged "Here I thought best friends were supposed to help each other" That word made her sick "Here I fucking thought 'best friends' didn't insult each other and shove into them in the halls" She retorted finally looking at him. His face held guilt "I'm sorry... There's... A lot of shit going on right now... Old memories got brought up when I went to visit my parents the other day..."

She remembers his parents. Almost as bad as her own... well, They weren't even her real parents. She usually didn't fight problems with problems but-

"Well, I just found out, not even fifteen minutes ago that my parent's, Aren't... Weren't my real parents..." she swallowed thickly "So, you were adopted by arse holes at a young age?" She felt sick, the panicking coming back, she laughed dryly "I wish it were like that" Josh frowned "Wh-What then?" she covered her face with her hands, silencing the sob slightly "Hey, Alex" She sobbed harder at that nick name, he's the only one who had ever used it for her.

Without thinking he pulled her into his lap, Instinctively she wrapped her arms around him "What is it, It's okay, You can tell me, I'm sorry, just calm down" Josh whispered calmly "My... My parents, my real ones... Sold me, fo-fo--for drug money when I was a baby..." She forced out, Josh's arms tightened around her "That's fucking sick." He spat.. he couldn't even begin to wrap his mind around what she had said "You're telling me" She scoffed.

"ALEXIA!" A shout was heard from the distance "That's me" She mumbled, standing up from Josh "Thanks, I guess..." he nodded as she walked off.

She walked a couple feet until she saw the familiar features of Gerard and Mikey. She briefly heard a 'Jesus Christ' before both of them were running at her.

Seconds later she was wrapped in their arms "You scared the ever living fuck out of us" Gerard gapsed "Don't ever fucking do that again" Mikey practically sobbed... She didn't think she meant that much to them...

Notes

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