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Frank was curled up in my bed, fast asleep. I wandered over, kissing the side of his head and brushing my fingers over his cheek. My family were out for the day and Chris was working, so Frank had come to keep me company, but he was exhausted for some reason. It was about a week after we’d played around at Frank’s house, and I wanted more, despite being horribly nervous.
I ran my fingers through his hair and slipped my shirt off, backing away from the bed. I dug through my underwear drawer, finding a pair of lacy satin panties. I kicked my skirt and briefs away, tugging the panties on instead. I glanced in the mirror and sighed, then grabbed a wipe, taking my eye makeup off carefully. Frank liked to fuck boys. I couldn’t look overly feminine.
I walked back to the bed and laid down next to him, brushing my fingertips over his cheek. He stirred, sighing softly, and I slipped my hand under his shirt, stroking his side slowly before running my thumb over his nipple. He shifted and gently pushed my hand away.
“M’trynna sleep..”
“Frankie?” I whined, tugging at the hem of his shirt. Frank’s eyes snapped open suddenly and he blinked.
“Shit, Gee. I thought you were someone else..”
I giggled nervously and kissed him softly. “Just me.”
He smiled, kissing my forehead and brushing my hair behind my ears. “Why’d you wake me up? And why are you shirtless?”
I blushed and bit my lip lightly. Light seemed to dawn and Frank nodded.
“Do you wanna do something?” I nodded quickly, gently rolling him onto his back and climbing up to sit on his hips. He glanced down and grinned. “I like the underwear, Gee.”
I smiled and reached into the drawer on the bedside table, pulling out a small bottle of lube and a condom. I placed them on his chest and he blinked. “Gee, honey..”
“I want to,” I mumbled, but my voice was hoarse and unconvincing. “Please?”
Frank pushed them aside and sat up, pulling me into a hug. “Only if you’re sure, Gee. It’s gonna hurt..” I sniffed, wrapping my arms around him tightly. “But you’ll take care of me.”
“I will, Gee. Of course I will. There’s nothing to be frightened of, really. I just want you to know what you’re in for.”
I buried my face in his neck, grabbing at the back of his shirt. I took a few deep breaths, then lifted my head. “I want to, Frankie. Please, Frankie.”
He nodded, leaning back slightly to look at me. He smiled slightly, stroking my cheek and resting his forehead on mine. “I love you, Gee. Whatever happens, if you want to stop, you just say so and we stop, okay?”
I nodded quickly and Frank stroked my hair slowly. “Promise me you’ll say it if you want to stop.”
“Promise,” I murmured, pecking his lips.
“Okay, love. Why don’t you lay down?”
I smiled shyly and crawled into the middle of the bed, laying down on my back. Frank stood up, slipping his shirt off. “Since you’ve never done this before, Gee, I’m gonna have to start with my fingers. Okay?” I nodded nervously, watching as he kicked his jeans off, but left his boxers on. “Get on your hands and knees, Gee, it’s a little easier.” I did as I was told, now shaking just slightly as Frank knelt down behind me. He kissed the small of my back, rubbing one of my hips as he carefully tugged my panties down. “This will hurt, Gee. Okay? But I’ll be as gentle as I can.”
I felt him spread the cold lube around my entrance, then felt intense pressure. I groaned softly, grabbing onto the pillow as Frank rubbed my side slowly with his spare hand. “Just breathe, Gee. It’ll stop burning soon.”
I gritted my teeth, whining as I felt his finger move inside me. “Frankie..”
“Yes?”
“I’m scared..”
He started to rub my spine slowly, humming to me soothingly. “There’s nothing to be scared of, Gee. We’ll build up slowly, and then it won’t hurt. It’ll feel amazing, I promise.”
“Did it ever for you?”
Frank sighed quietly, starting to move his finger in and out slightly. I whimpered, feeling myself tense up. “No, baby, try and relax,” Frank murmured, stroking my back again. “And no, not my first time. Because he didn’t build up slowly, he just forced his way in. That’s why we’re taking our time.”
“I’m sorry, Frankie.”
“For what?”
“What happened to you.” He kissed my back and started moving his finger faster, curling it slightly. “It’s not your fault, Gee.”
“I know, but-” I cut myself off with a loud moan as pleasure suddenly burst through me. Frank chuckled, stroking the back of my thigh.
“That’s it, Gee. Relax into that. It seems you have a prostate.”
“Wh-what?”
Frank slowed his movement and rubbed my side. “It’s this gland men have and it feels nice when something rubs against it. That’s all. Do you think you’re ready for another finger?”
I took a deep breath, relaxing slightly and feeling the burning sensation fade away. “Y-yeah..”
“Alright. You’re doing really well, Gerard.” The pressure went away, then suddenly doubled and I whined, biting my lip lightly.
“Shh, Gee. It’s alright.” Frank stroked my thigh slowly as he started to move his fingers fairly quickly, rubbing up against my prostate again. I cried out quietly and instinctively rocked back, making Frank chuckle.
“One more finger, Gee..”
This time, the new stretch didn’t feel so bad, and I was soon rocking back against Frank’s hand, whining happily.
“Alright..” Frank took his hand away and wiped it on a towel he’d brought in from the bathroom. I rolled onto my back, panting as I watched him. His boxers were tented, a small wet patch on the front. I grinned, causing him to blush. “Am I that sexy, Frankie?”
He leaned over and kissed me softly. “Yes.” He got up, slipping his boxers off and tearing the condom packet open. He glanced at me and frowned. “What?”
“That’s a lot wider than three fingers,” I mumbled. Frank nodded slightly.
“Yeah, it’ll be a bit more of a stretch, so I’ll give you plenty of time to adjust, and use plenty of lube. Okay?”
I swallowed nervously, watching him roll the condom on. “Can I lay on my back?”
“Yes, of course,” Frank smiled, climbing up onto the bed again and carefully pulling my panties all the way off and tossing them aside. I spread my legs slightly and he smiled. “You’re gonna have to keep your legs up, Gee. Have you watched porn before?” I nodded slightly. “Not much, but I think I know.”
“Good.” Frank spread lube all over his length, then gently guided my knees up before spreading more of the cold liquid over my entrance. He wiped his hands on the towel, then gently took one of my hands in his. “Okay. Take deep breaths, Gee, and hold onto my hand.”
He lined up carefully and I groaned as I felt the pressure, this time already accompanied by sharp, stinging pain. Frank held one of my hips, watching me worriedly as he pushed in slowly. “It’s alright, Gee, I’m gonna pause for a second. Deep breaths and try to relax..” I nodded shakily and Frank leaned over me, wiping my cheeks gently. “Shh, baby. I’m gonna take care of you, it’s alright. Just try to breathe.” I slowly managed to relax and Frank sat back again, beginning to push in once more.
It took three more pauses before Frank was all the way in, but he grinned and kissed me. “That’s the worst part over, Gee. You’re doing amazing.” I sniffed, grabbing his cheeks and kissing him a little more roughly. “This better be really good or I’m gonna be angry.”
Frank laughed and stroked my hair, slowly starting to shift his hips, in and out. “It will be, I promise. Just give it time.” I whimpered, scrabbling at his sides as he nuzzled my jaw, his hands on either side of my head with his thumbs on my cheeks. “Shh, Gee. Shh, it’s alright. I know it hurts, I know. God, I wish I could just fuck you through the mattress. You’re so beautiful..”
I giggled breathlessly, shaking my head slightly. “Please don’t.” Frank started to let his movements get bigger, still letting me hold onto him. “That’s it, Gerard. Is it starting to feel better?”
“Y-yeah,” I smiled, shifting slightly as Frank sat back.
“Okay. I’m gonna try a big one, alright?” I nodded and he gripped my hips tightly, pulling almost all the way out before pushing back in quickly. I arched my back, moaning loudly, half in pain and half in pleasure. “F-fuck!”
Frank laughed and started to build up a steady rhythm, still holding my hips tightly. The pain slowly faded and I was soon rutting back against him, pulling him down into a desperate kiss as he sped up, tangling his fingers in my hair. We came at roughly the same time, our bodies tensing together as I moaned loudly, Frank thrusting a few more times before pulling out. “Jesus..” He stood up, pulling the condom off and throwing it away before wiping himself off. He walked back to me quickly, wiping me down carefully. “You okay?” I was panting softly, shaking slightly. “Y-yeah...just…”
“Tired?” Frank grinned, kissing me briefly. “I know. How about we go and have a bath together? Calm down a little and have a nice cuddle.”
I grinned sleepily. “Please.”

I woke up the next morning with Frank asleep next to me. The bedroom door was open, as instructed by my mum. I giggled to myself as I remembered the day before, mostly spent with kisses and cuddles after our little session of fun. I shifted and gasped suddenly as pain shot up my back, then tried to sit up. “Fuck..” I whimpered, slipping out of bed and onto my feet. I took a step and groaned softly.
“Gee?”
Frank’s voice was sleepy and thick, not yet fully awake.
“Frankie..”
He must have noticed the tremor in my voice, as he jumped up and hurried over to me, putting a hand on my back. “Fuck..fuck fuck fuck, are you sore?”
I nodded slightly and he looked at me, his eyes already swimming with tears. “Fuck. I fucked up, I’m so sorry, Gee. I...I was trying to be gentle, I don’t know what happened!”
I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. “Frankie..I did some reading and I think this is normal for a first time. I don’t think it’s your fault, I really don’t..” He sniffed and I hugged him tightly. “Don’t cry, Frankie. We’re okay. I’m okay. I just need a hot bath..” Frank scooped me up suddenly, making me squeak. He smiled shyly and carried me to the bathroom, kissing my forehead as he set me on the closed toilet lid. He turned the bath tap on and started helping me undress, his fingers soft and gentle.

After my soak, Frank and I got some breakfast and curled up on the couch under a pile of blankets. “Chris is expecting me home in about an hour,” Frank said quietly, stroking my cheek slowly. “I think you can come too.”
“I’d love to,” I smiled, nuzzling his neck sleepily. “But I have to pack.”
“Wait..pack for what?”
I frowned and kissed his neck. “I’m going on a trip with my family, remember? To New York to see my grandparents cause it’s spring break.”Frank sighed and rubbed my back slowly. “I think I was trying to pretend you weren’t going..”
I smiled sadly and nodded slightly. “Me too. But it’s only a few days. I’ll call you every night..”
Frank stared at me for a couple seconds. “Your family is out until lunchtime, right?”
I grinned and got up, grabbing Frank’s hand as I led him back upstairs.

Notes

I hope the smut was okay and not terrible. I'm out of practice tbh, plus I was never really that good anyway.
The next chapter will be fairly sad, just a heads up. And the chapter after that will be from Chris's POV, so that's exciting :)
Anyway, thanks for reading!