Never been better

Frank's POV

"So tell me about me about your ex." I said and rolled onto my side on the bed and looked at Gerard.
We was both just making the most of having the flat to ourselves before we had to go to work.
"What one?" Gerard asked quietly and picked at the covers between them.
"Seth's dad, wait how many people have you been with." I said and Gerard chuckled.
"I'm joking, the only time I'm with someone is when their fucking me. My last proper relationship was with the cunt that got me pregnant." Gerard said and you could hear the poison in his words.
"Yeah but you got Seth out the end of it. Despite him being a cunt." I said and Gerard shook his head.
"It's a lot more complicated than you think." Gerard said quickly.
"Then help understand then." I said and Gerard shook his head and sat up in bed and I did the same.
"I don't want to talk about him. He got me pregnant and then fucked up back to kangaroo land." Gerard said and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Kangaroo land? Never heard that before." I said and Gerard smiled.
"Anyway, so by the way you say kangaroo land he's from Australia. Hey you never know some fat ass poisonous snake will bite him and he dies." I said and Gerard laughed.
"I was hoping some shark will eat him." Gerard said.
"Yeah, but the snake bite will mean he will suffer a long painful death." I said and Gerard chuckled.
"You can't talk about my child's father like that." Gerard said quietly.
"Yeah well I don't see him here helping you and supporting you. So I think we are free to talk shit about him and how we hope that one of Australia poisonous creatures kills him." I said and Gerard smiled.
"Even so, he's still Seth's dad." Gerard said quietly.
"Gee, no offense here, the guy is a cunt. When was the last time he actually seen his so called child?" I said and Gerard looked down.
"He's not even seen his child. Gee this guy isn't Seth's dad. Yeah he got you knocked up, big whoop on his behalf. But how can you even call him Seth's dad when he hasn't even seen him. He hasn't even been in his life Gee." I said and Gerard sighed.
"I've fucked everything up for him." Gerard said quietly.
"No you haven't Gee. You brought him into this world alone and you have been alone ever since. You struggle everyday to make sure your son is having a life. You are doing a good job Gee. Even if you think your fucking everything up for him, your not. Seth is a happy little boy and you can see how happy he is." I said and Gerard sighed.
I made Gerard look at me.
"You're a good dad Gee. Don't let anyone tell you any different." I said quietly and Gerard smiled.
I looked at him and Gerard closed the gap and pressed his lips against mine and he kissed me and a few seconds later I returned his kiss.
Things soon turned heated and clothes started to come off.


"That's a nice looking hickey you got there Frank. Who did you fuck?" A guy called Oliver said.
"And tell you my secert? Na, I'm telling you nothing." I said and Oliver groaned.
"How can a gay guy get more action than me. What's you secret?" Oliver said.
"I normally say it's the tattoos and the lip ring. You know, get a few tattoos and maybe your nose pierced I'd quite happily fuck you." I said.
"Ew, keep the gayness down yeah." Oliver chuckled and walked off and Gerard looked around and walked over.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. I wanted to talk about earlier." Gerard said quietly.
"Nows not a good time, later okay." I said and Gerard nodded and walked off to clear some tables.
"You like him don't you?" Oliver said and stood next to me as I got someone a coffee.
"Don't be draft." I scoffed.
"You are practically staring at his ass all the time." Oliver said.
"And how can I not? He's got a cute ass." I said and Oliver rolled his eyes.
"Frankie has a crush on Gee." Oliver teased.
"Fuck off." I said and went to give this customer their coffee.

"Frankie." Seth said loudly as I walked in the door since I was on the late shift and Gerard finished earlier than me.
"Hey trouble, have you been." I said and picked him up and walked in the sitting room and saw Gerard sat on the sofa lost in his art work.
"Daddy drawing." Seth said as I sat down.
"Yeah, have you done any drawing today?" I asked and Seth nodded and got off my lap and went running towards his bedroom.
"Gee are you okay?" I asked and Gerard nodded.
"This morning..." Gerard started but Seth came running in and climbed in the sofa and sat between me and Gerard.
"It's me, you and daddy as a family." Seth said and pointed to who the stick men was.
I looked at Gerard and he had a small smiled on his face.
"You want me to be part of your family?" I asked and both Seth and Gerard looked at me.
Seth with a smile in his face and Gerard with a really confused look on his face.
"Yes!" Seth said loudly and jumped on me.
I wrapped my arms round him and held him close.
"But first we need to ask daddy if it's okay for me to be part of your family." I said and Seth looked at Gerard with big puppy eyes.
"Please daddy, can Frankie stay?" Seth said and Gerard smiled.
"He can stay. He can be part of our family." Gerard said and Seth moved from me and went to sat on Gerard's lap.
"Want me to order a takeaway?" I asked and Seth looked at Gerard.
"You sure, I can always pay half." Gerard said and I shook my head.
"Nope, it's my treat." I said and Gerard smiled.
"Thanks Frank." Gerard said.

After we had eaten it was late so Gerard gave Seth a bath and he asked me if I could Seth to bed as he had some artwork or something to do.
Of course I agreed.
"Come on trouble, let's go to bed." I said as I picked him up as he was lead on the sofa falling asleep.
Seth wrapped his arms round my neck and rested his head under my chin.
I got to Seth's room and placed him gently on the bed and pulled his covers over him.
"Frankie?" Seth said sleepily.
"Yes sweetie." I said and sat on his bed.
"Your better than all of daddy's other boyfriends." Seth said.
"Am I?" I asked.
"Yeah, you let me cuddle you and you don't hurt daddy." Seth yawned.
"Why did they hurt him?" I asked not knowing if I would get a answer or not.
"I don't know, but I could hear daddy cry at night." Seth said and that broke my heart.
"Well you don't have to worry about that. I'm never going to hurt you or your dad." I said quietly and messed with Seth's hair until he fell asleep.
Once I knew he was asleep I got up and went to tidy up the place.
Once I was finished that I made myself and Gerard a drink and went to our room.

I put the drinks on the bed side table and sat on the bed and watched him draw.
"Was he good to put to bed?" Gerard asked not looking up and frowned at something.
"He was a dream to put to bed." I said and Gerard chuckled.
"You wait until he throws a hissy fit, then you won't be saying that." Gerard said and I smiled.
"About this morning." I said and Gerard sighed and put his artwork down and he looked at me.
"I enjoyed it, Christ I haven't had sex for nearly 2 months now." Gerard said and I chuckled.
We both sat in some awkward silence.
Gerard moved and sat in my lap and kissed me which I returned.
"I like you Gee." I said and Gerard looked at me and smiled.
"I like you too Frank." Gerard whispered and moved to my neck and left another load of hickies on my neck as we both worked on taking each other's clothes off.

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