* Trigger Waning- Self Harm *

Gerard's POV

Xavier came down after being with Frank which made me jealous that he could talk to Frank but Frank wouldn't talk to me.
"I'm going to check on him in a hour and hopefully get him to leave his room." Xavier said and looked at me, he had some sympathy in his eyes.
We all heard a loud thud and I quickly looked round and saw everyone was downstairs and I was up in Franks room before anyone could speak.
"Fank." I said loud enough so he could hear me but I didn't get a response.
I looked round and saw Franks bathroom had steam coming from it so I went into the bathroom and almost fainted at the sight.

"Frank!" I said loudly and pulled him out the bath tub and looked at the water which was red with Franks blood and his wrists have deep cuts on them which was bleeding heavily.
"No, no, no, no don't die on me please Frank." I said and put a towel down over him to cover up his modesty.
"Fuck Gee what happened?" Alexis said as she stood in the door way.
"He tried to kill himself because of me. It's my fault he has cut his wrists open and is bleed to death." I sobbed loudly.
"Gee, calm down okay, we need to stop the bleeding and get Frank to hospital." Alexis said.
I looked down and saw Frank wasn't breathing.
"He's not breathing." I said quickly and looked at Alexis.
"Gee what you going to do?" Alexis asked.
"Bring him back to life." I said and lent over him.
"You can do that?" Alexis asked.
"Yeah, I have the power of resurgence, so does Frank." I said and looked at Alexis.
"Don't you have to perform a ritual for this?" Alexis asked confused.
"I don't have the spell craft so I can't perform rituals or cast spells. Resurgence is pretty much the same as Vitaium Vatalis but from I won't faint when I bring him back." I said.
"You know a lot about powers you don't have." Alexis said.
"Frank used to talk about his powers. It's interesting to hear." I said, putting my full attention back on Frank.
I lent over him and opened his mouth and blew in his mouth.
"Come on baby wake up for me." I whispered and blew in his mouth again and just willing Frank to wake up.

Frank took a deep in take of breath as he sat up coughing and when he stopped he looked around.
"Alexis leave." I growled and Alexis got up and left me and Frank alone.
Frank lent against the wall and looked at his arms and he was crying.
"Don't cry." I said quietly.
Frank looked at me.
"It's all I know, I haven't been able to stop for a month." Frank said quietly.
I moved and sat next to him and Frank moved away a little and looked down at his arm.
"I wanted to die, why didn't you let me die?" Frank sobbed and put his head in his hands.
"I couldn't let you die. You have so much to give, so much life to live and I couldn't let you die." I said and looked at him.
"I'm a burden. I have nothing Gee. Everyone I have trusted and loved have left me. It hurts Gee, It hurts so badly knowing the people you love really just hate you!" Frank said but I can't tell how mad his was since he used my nickname.
"Your not a burden Frank. You have everyone in this coven. I'm sorry that I have hurt you Frankie. I don't hate you if that makes you feel better." I said and Frank looked at me.
His eyes was puffy and red while his cheeks were tear stained.
"I don't have you. I gave you my heart and you broke it into a million bits. I thought I knew what it was like to be alone but you not talking to me and ignoring me made me feel so lonely and lost." Frank said and looked away from me.
I touched Franks knee and I was waiting for him to move it away but when he didn't I smiled a little.
"You always have me Frank." I said and Frank looked at me and shook his head.
"No I don't." He whispered and he got up and wrapped the towel round himself and walked out to his room.

I walked out into Franks room and he was getting dressed as well as packing his things.
"Why you packing your things?" I asked and Frank looked at me
"Because I'm not staying here. I have nothing here so I might as well go. That way everyone can move on in their lives and forget about me." Frank said and sniffed.
"You have a life here. You have friends here, you have me Frank. None of us will forget you, you have left a mark here and we will notice you have gone and we won't forget about you." I said and Frank looked down.
"If I had you then why won't you have nothing to do with me?" Frank whispered and looked back up at me.
I sighed and looked down.
"I want everything to do with you. It's just after what you told me, I just didn't know how to react. I thought by ignoring you I could achieve something." I said.
"You achieved pushing me away Gee." Frank said quietly looking down and I walked over to him and caught hold of his hand and squeezed it.
"I'm sorry I pushed you away, if I could turn back time then I would but I can't. I'm so sorry baby please forgive me. This month has been hell and I don't know why I didn't put a stop to it sooner." I said.
"Because you are scared of me." Frank whispered and looked up at me.
"No. I'm not scared of you." I said seriously.
"I can read your mind Gee, don't forget that." Frank said and went to walk away put I pulled him to my chest and kissed him hard. It took Frank a few seconds later but he soon gave in and kissed me back.
"I'm in the greenhouse if you want me." Frank said quietly and walked off pulled a jumper on.
I sighed and walked out of Frank's room and went downstairs.

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