Wild Card.

Franks POV

I explained everything to Gerard about why my family was after me.
It turned out into a big argument and I spent most of my time in my room not really eating and drinking in case I saw Gerard and this feeling of numbness got more worse than what it was already.

'He hasn't been downstairs for a whole month Gerard! All because you can't accept what Frank has done in the past! You need to go upstairs and tell Frank you still have feelings for him!" I heard Finn say, like I said being clairvoyant has it advantages and this was one.
"How can I have feelings for someone like him! He fucking kills people!" Gerard said loudly and it hurt a lot as I really liked Gerard and now I feel broken, like how I did when my parents started to beat me, when they just abandoned me.
Before I knew it I started to cry for the god knows how many times now.
"He's crying again. Gerard you can't hear him but I can. I can hear him, I hear him every night crying his eyes out and it is literally breaking my heart having Frank like this." I heard Alexis say, but it sounding more like she was begging.
"Don't fucking guilt trip me." Gerard growled.
"I'm not fucking guilt tripping you!" Alexis shouting but I didn't hear what was happening.
Before I knew it my bedroom door was being flung open and Alexis storming in dragging Gerard into the room.
"See I fucking told you I wasn't guilt tripping you!" Alexis said.
I rolled over so my back was too them.
"Leave me alone." I said quietly and sniffed hoping Alexis and Gerard couldn't hear me cry but it didn't work.
You could hear the emptiness in my voice and my voice cracking from all the crying I have done in the last month.
"You need to fix this Gerard. Otherwise he is going to starve himself to death." Alexis said seriously and she walked out the room shutting the door behind her leaving Gerard standing awkwardly in my room.

Gerard walked over and he sat gently on my bed.
He went to touch me but I moved away.
"Don't fucking touch me." I growled and Gerard moved his hand away.
"Frank." Gerard said quietly and I got off the bed and walked to the other side.
"So now you want to fucking talk!" I said seriously and looked at him hard.
"Frank, I needed to get my head around the fact you killed a bunch of people." Gerard said.
"And like I explained to you, I was fucking dumb, immature! I didn't know how powerful I was!" I said loudly.
"Frank you need to eat. You've lost loads of weight, I can see how much weight you have lost." Gerard said completely changing the subject thinking he could throw me off guard but I knew it was coming.
"Don't change the fucking subject." I growled.
"What do you fucking want me to say Frank!" Gerard shouted and stood up and walked towards me.
"Stay back." I growled and Gerard stopped walking.
"Say that you don't care about what I have done in the past! Say that you still want to be with me and that you love me because I know you do!" I shouted.
"How can I love somebody like you Frank?! You stole innocent people's lives!" Gerard shouted at me.
"I tried to bring them back but I couldn't! I tried everything I could to bring them back but I couldn't! I am fucking haunted every night seeing their faces and hearing their last words! I wanted to bring them back but my power wasn't strong enough to bring them back! I tried Gerard but I failed, I failed so badly and I have to fucking live with that!" I shouted with my voice cracking because I was crying again.
"Frank." Gerard said.
"Get out! Get out and if you don't want to be with me then I'll be gone by the morning and I'll never come back!" I shouted and my bedroom door flew open.
"Frank please listen to me." Gerard said.
"Get the fuck out of my room you bastard!" I screamed and I made Gerard walk out of my room and I slammed the door shut and I stood where I was stand and just broke down into tears.


I was lead on my bed when my door opened and shut again.
"Leave me alone." I said blankly as I just stared at the wall.
"Frank, you need to eat." Xavier said softly and I felt him sat on the bed.
"I'm not hungry." I whispered.
"You haven't eaten for a week Frank." Xavier said softly.
"He hates me doesn't he." I said and I felt more tears fall.
How the fuck I still have tears to cry I have no idea.
"He's worried about you Frank. We all are worried." Xavier said quietly.
"You don't have to worry anymore, I'm leaving and nothing is going to stop me." I said and sat up and looked at Xavier.
"You can't leave Frank. It will destroy you and Gerard." Xavier said.
"Gerard doesn't care about me. He hates me for what I have done. I tried to explain it to him but he wouldn't listen." I said and I looked down, tears rolling off the end of my nose.
"Gerard cares a lot about you, he just lets him temper get in the way sometimes. He doesn't hate you Frank. He loves you but Gerard is a bit complicated when it comes to expressing his feeling after being pissed off." Xavier said and I just nodded and sniffed loudly.
"I dunno what to do. I was hoping I could stay here and I wouldn't have to run again but I was wrong." I said and wiped my eyes hard.
"You can stay here Frank." Xavier said and I shook my head.
"I can't be under the same roof as him, I love him and it is killing me being under the same roof with someone who doesn't even love me back anymore. I can't do it Xavier." I said quietly.
I felt Xavier pull me to his side.
"You look like shit, you smell, your hair is greasy as fuck, your a bag of bones Frank. You need to eat and you need a bloody shower." Xavier said and I nodded.
"Go get yourself cleaned up. Come downstairs and I'll get you something good to eat." Xavier said and again I just nodded.
"Just don't do anything stupid okay. We all love you too much to hurt yourself because of Gerard. No man is worth it." Xavier said and kissed the side of my head.
"I'll come and check on you in a hour." Xavier said and got off the bed and walked out the room.
I knew what I had to do and I need to keep it away away from Alexis.

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