the office,the widower, and the intern (what do we want, when we do what we want)

He looked away and I felt time almost stop, and my heart rate speeds up. before I hear him laugh lightly.

"That's not funny Gerard" he states still laughing

"they why are you laughing?" I ask, hoping I can play it off as a joke

"No really, that just hurts, I'm gonna bring my dog here to bite you," he said turning back to me and smiled.

"Then I'm gonna keep toying with your feeling, how's about that Frankie dear?" I challenge

"I'll report you to HR, hows about THAT Ge-...I can't find a good nickname for you...okay I've got one, HOWS ABOUT THAT loser?" he said

"you ruined it with not knowing a good nickname...and if you want a nickname, most people just go for Gee" I state, looking back down to the drawing

"Oh well look at you with the fancy short name ugh, now we can't be friends," he said, turning away in his swivel chair

"good, I've been trying to get you away from me for the last 24 hours"

I turn around to look at frank, and he looking back at me with a hurt or worried expression on his face, before he looked down at the floor.

"frank, you're joking right?" I ask, getting no response

"awe, I was just joking Frankie, it's okay," I say, trying to comfort him

"You're so mean! I can't believe you" He said loudly

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you"

"Oh yeah, how? hmmm? how?" he challenges

"....let me take you out..." I suggest

Franks' face turns red "like as friends?" he asked

"I-Um, y-yeah..." I say, for fuck sake, I have an issue with this don't I, where's my skirt and dress shirt cause I'm a good damn school girl with a crush.

"Oh...Okay" frank nods

"you sound disappointed..." I say

"Well, I just...Nothing nevermind" he shakes his head

God, I wish I knew what was going on in his head, or to know what he thought about me, why did I care about some kid that worked with me where as for an entire year befor this, I had no interest in anyone, then it changed, whats wrong with me?

Notes

Do you believe in ghosts/ reincarnation? I do, I don't know why though