Tear in my heart.

Frank's POV

me and Gerard went outside and sat in the cold and just admiring how even with all the snow the landscape was still incredibly beautiful.

"You didn't have to do what you did earlier. Me and Ray have fought loads of times and it's does normally end in a fist fight." Gerard said quietly.
"Something inside me said that I had to do it. It's a Wolf thing, you always have each others backs. No matter what." I said quietly but there was sadness in my voice as I said it and Gerard picked that up like he always does with my emotions.
"and yet your pack kicked you out. I don't see that of them having your back. I just see that as getting rid of a problem which they didn't want." Gerard said carefully and thoughtfully.
"my pack only wants the best. I was useless in their eyes and I can completely understand why the threw me out." I said quietly.
"doesn't matter if you are useless or not they still shouldn't of done that to you. Especially since its winter and it's the harshest winter we have had in 100 years." Gerard said and I looked at him.
"I haven't been in a pack for 3 years. I'm used to having to go through winter on my own." I said which made Gerard look at me.
"How old are you Frank?" Gerard asked.
"I'm 19 years old. " I said.
"so young." Gerard said quietly and looked back out to the landscape.
"You know my age, spill how old are you." I said.
"I'm 21 years old." Gerard said and looked at me and the look on my face was telling Gerard to tell me the truth.
Gerard chuckled.
"okay I'm 170 years old." Gerard said.
"holy shit that's old." I said and Gerard Laughed quietly.
"so that means you lived through wars and seeing the world change right before you. It also explains why your so old fashioned." I said and Gerard playfully hit my arm.
"yes I have seen the good and the bad on what people can do to each other. And for your information I am not old fashioned." Gerard said.
"please, the way you hold yourself clearly shows how old you are." I said.
gerard just rolled his eyes at me.
"it's late and you should get some sleep." Gerard said and stood up and offered me his hand which I took and he helped me up.
I just gave him a look.
"I'm just being a gentleman." Gerard said and I looked down and smiled a little.
"come, you have to rest in order to get better." Gerard said.
"what if I don't want to get better?" I asked before I stopped myself.
"then I guess I have to take extra care of you." Gerard said and we went inside and went to bed.

Notes

Sorry this is so terrible!!
I'm on a wake in at work and I'm seriously bored with 3 and a half hours left on my shift and I have nothing better to do with my time..