Safe me from myself.

Franks POV

Everyone was at school part from me since I don't do school.
Simon was home with me since I had a appointment at the hospital.
I didnt really want to go but I knew that something was wrong with despite my problems I knew something was more serious.

I was in the kitchen drinking coffee like normal when Simon walked in the kitchen.
"How you feeling this morning?" He asked.
"I'm good." I said not really in the mood for talking.
"So you and Gerard. Anything you want to tell me?" He said.
"Okay I'm going to put it out in the open. Yes I am gay, yes I quite like to fuck your son. No we're not dating." I said and Simon just looked at me.
"You really don't think I have my tounge pierced for no reason." I said with a smirk and walked over to Simon.
" I can probably give Gee the best blow job." I said and ran the ball over over my teeth as Simon looked at me.
"Don't talk about Gerard like that." Simon said.
"I sensing that Gerard isn't as innocent as he looks." I said and walked away from Simon.
"We need to go." Simon said and walked off and I chuckled to myself because it was so easy to get under his skin.

"So Frank, has anything changed since the last time I saw you?" The doctor said and looked at my notes.
"I hear more voices than before." I simply said and swung my legs catching my other ankle with my tag which really hurt.
The doctor looked at me.
"I feel like I'm not connected to my emotions." I said and looked down and messed with my lip ring.
"Frank has been finding it hard to settle with me and my family, he's also been finding it hard to keep a lid on his anger." Simon said and I looked at him out the corner of my eye,
"Why you even here?" I asked Simon.
" Because you are under age and need a adult with you." Simon said and I just rolled my eyes.
The meeting went on and on and I just wanted to go to sleep.

When we got home everyone else was home from school.
"Fuck off Riley no one even likes you." Nate said and Riley glared at him and smiled when she saw me and I smiled back and turned round and went upstairs since that's where Gerard normally hid after school.
I got to his door and lent against the door frame and knocked which made Gerard jump and look at me which made me chuckle.
" Can I come in?" I asked and Gerard nodded and I walked in and sat on his bed.
"You okay? You seem off." I said and Gerard sighed and looked at his art book and I looked and the picture didn't look very happy.
"I had a run in with my ex boyfriend." He said quietly.
"Want me to fuck him up for you? I can do that and blame my mental illness." I said and Gerard looked at me and frowned meaning he didn't like that idea.
"Okay maybe not then." I said and Gerard looked back down again.
"Why you so upset about it?" I asked being nosey.
"Because he said some things and it really hurt and to be honest I don't want to talk about it." Gerard said.
"Tell me who he is and I will fuck him up Gee." I said and Gerard looked at me.
"You'll do no such thing Frank." Gerard said seriously.
"Fine. I won't fuck him up, but tell me what he has said." I said and lent against the wall and Gerard lent against the wall as well but he sat close to me and our legs and arms where touching.

Gerard sighed and messed with his hands.
"He said some stuff and it really hurt." Gerard said quietly.
"What did he say Gerard?" I asked.
"He said that I was a low life. That no one would like a socially awkward person like me and that I was worthless." Gerard said quietly and sniffed.
I pulled him to my side and rubbed his arm out of comfort,
"Well your not a low life and your not worthless. I like you, I like your bundle of awkwardness." I said and Gerard smiled and sniffed again.
"He also said that I should cut myself to add to the ugliness I bring to the world." Gerard said and moved away from me.
I seriously wanted to find this guy and just beat the shit out of him for saying these things about Gerard.
"There's nothing ugly about you." I said and made Gerard look at me.
"Everything about me is ugly. I'm disgusting and I should of done what he said ages ago." He said and looked away from me.
I moved and sat on Gerard's lap.
"You don't listen to him. I'm being serious Gee, you don't listen to him what he has been saying about you is horrible." I said and made Gerard look at me again and he had tears falling down his cheeks.
"Please believe me when I say you are perfect the way you are." I said.
Gerard looked down and again I made him look at me but this time I didn't say anything and I just kissed him and Gerard returned the kiss.
I pulled back and looked at Gerard who had a blush on his face which made me chuckle.
Gerard sniffed and wiped his tears away and smiled as he looked at me.
"Your lip ring felt odd." Gerard said and I chuckled.
Gerard picked his school book up and lent against me and put his knees up so he could lean his book against it and went to a clean page and started to draw.

"Your really good." I said as I watched him draw.
"No I'm not." Gerard said quietly and looked at what he had drew.
"Don't put yourself down." I said and rested my head on top of his since Gerard had his head resting in my shoulder.
"What happened to your parents? You never talk about them." Gerard said and looked at me.
"My parents was bad people. Enough said." I said and looked down.
"But they can't be that bad." Gerard said quietly.
"They were and I don't want to talk about it." I said and Gerard dropped the subject.
"Boys dinner!" Simon shouted from the bottom of the stairs.
Me and Gerard moved and went downstairs for dinner.

Notes

don't like this chapter at all