Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

There was a knock on my door and I just grunted as a signal for them to come in and hid my arm under the covers.
My door opened and dads head popped round.
"Time to get up Gee." He said.
"I don't feel so good this morning." I said because I felt like utter shit.
"Gee you have to go to school." Dad sighed.
"And I don't feel like going, I feel really ill." I said.
"Okay, that means you can look after Frank for the day then." Dad said.
"Oh yay." I muttered falling back asleep again.
"I'll see you later Gee." Dad said and quietly shut my door and I was fast asleep again.

When I woke up again I knew everyone has gone to school part from Frank since I don't think he went to school.
I looked at the time and saw it was 1 in the afternoon and I thought it would be best if I got up and talked to Frank about what happened last night in hope he just understands.
I pulled a hoodie on and went downstairs.

I walked into the kitchen and saw Frank in just his pants making himself a drink.
He turned round and jumped when he saw me.
"Christ man, trying to give me a heart attack? Jesus." He said and looked at me hard but I looked down feeling the awkwardness I bring filling the air.
"Coffee? You look like the sort of guy who likes coffee." Frank said and I looked at him and nodded which made Frank smile.
Frank made me a coffee and brought it over to me and he sat on a chair round the island and I sat next to him.

"How you feeling?" Frank asked and sipped his coffee.
"Okay I guess." I said quietly.
"Look, I know I'm probably the last person who you want to talk to about your problems and that but just know I'm here if you need a chat. I understand if you don't trust me, but I've been in the same boat as you. Hell my boat was burning and sinking like that boat that sank when it hit an iceberg." Frank said.
"You mean the Titanic?" I asked.
"Yeah like that, but I'm going to be honest with you because for some reason I quite like it here. But I've been through hell as a kid and as a teenager. I drink, I do drugs, I self harmed and I have even tried to kill myself at one point. But I want you to know whatever is going through your head and if you ever I mean ever need someone to talk to who understands then I will always be here and listen Gerard." Frank said and put his hand on my knee.
I looked at him and smiled.
"Thanks Frank." I said quietly.
"Just don't hurt yourself anymore. Come and talk to me. You know where my room is if you need me." He said and I smiled some more.
"Come here you look like you need a hug." Frank said and pulled me to his side and I wrapped my arms round him.
He smelt really nice.
"Okay, enough heavy talking. There's only so much a person can take. Why don't we go and watch a film or something." Frank said.
"I like that idea." I said quietly.
"Awesome, so I'm just going to throw some clothes on and you can chose the film." Frank said and jumped off the stool and walked off.
I watched him walk off and smiled a little and went to the sitting and choose a film and I waited for Frank.

After ten minutes Frank showed up.
I frowned as I looked at him completely confused because he looked fucked off his face.
"You okay Frank?" I asked as he sat down and lent against the arm of the sofa.
"I'm good." Frank said and went to get up but stopped and he threw up.
"The hell Frank!" I said loudly and looked at him.
He looked really pale.
"Frank talk to me, what's wrong?" I asked and looked at the time and realised dad was going to be home soon and Frank and puked all over the floor.
Frank didn't say anything so I just rolled my eyes and quickly cleaned Franks sick.

"Hey wake up." I said and slapped Franks face and he woke up and looked at me with a confused looked on his face.
"What happened?" He asked really confused.
"You tell me. You literally just puked all over the floor and passed out. Have you taken anything?" I said and Freak looked down.
"Frank tell me." I said seriously.
Frank got up and wobbled on his legs but once he got his balance he walked off towards his room.
I sighed and sat back down on the sofa and watched the rest of the film on my own until Mikey, Nate and Riley came home and watched it with me.

I was sat in my room drawing when someone knocked on my door.
I looked up and saw Frank.
"What do you want?" I asked and went back to drawing.
"I was going to say sorry, but I can see your very busy so I want brother." Frank said sarcastically and turned round and walked off.
I sighed and got off my bed and walked towards the door and stood on the landing and saw Frank heading to the stairs.
"Frank?" I said and Frank stopped and looked at me.
"Can I talk to you please?" I asked and Frank shrugged and walked down the stairs.
I sighed and looked down and looked at my drawing and I didn't like it so I ripped it out the book and ripped it to bits and threw it across my room which made a mess but I didn't care at the moment.

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