Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

Frank had fallen asleep on my shoulder which was really cute.
"Frank?" I whispered hoping he heard me which he must of done as he grunted in response which was also cute.
"Lie down, my shoulder has gone numb." I said quietly and Frank just sighed loudly not moving and falling back asleep again.
I smiled a little and moved lowering Frank into my bed.
Frank sighed loudly again and got comfy and was out like a light.
I couldn't stop smiling at how cute Frank was when he sleeps.
I pulled the covers over him gently and Frank just pulled it over his head.
I got off the bed and went downstairs to get myself a drink.

Dad was in the kitchen and looked up when he saw me and smiled which I returned and quickly walked to the cupboards and got myself a cup.
"Where's Frank?" Dad asked.
"Asleep in my bed and before you even ask no we did not have sex so I don't need the talk about the whole safe sex bum sex as its too late for that." I said.
Dad looked at me shocked.
" Surprised that shy awkward Gee actually had sex, don't worry you aren't the only one." I said sarcastically.
" I'm not surprised, I'm just a little shocked that's all." He said.
"Being honest right now, wished I never had sex with the person." I said and looked down.
"We all make mistakes Gee. As long as you learn from them that's all what matters." He said and I looked at him.
"I will." I said quietly.
"What your feelings towards Frank? You two seem really close." Dad said and a smile found its way to my lips.
"Aw, Gee has a crush." Dad chuckled.
"Shut up." I said and also felt a blush grow on my cheeks.
"He's a catch. He also needs someone who understands him, his past and what is wrong with him." Dad said.
"I want to understand him but I feel like he also keeps me at arms length." I said and looked down.
"Its just his way of coping with things, you make him feel like he can trust you." Dad said and I nodded.
"I'm going back to bed, I'll see you in the morning." I said and walked off to my room.

When I go to my room and Frank was still asleep hugging my covers since he has a thing for that.
I smiled and walked over and took my clothes off leaving me in my pants and I went looking for my PJ bottoms.
"Looking for these?" I heard Frank mumble and I looked and Frank had hold of my bottoms I needed.
"I need them." I said and walked over to my bed.
Frank smirked lazily at me.
"Frank please I need them." I said feeling self conscious about how I looked.
"No you don't, you gorgeous now come here and keep me warm." Frank said and pulled the cover showing he was also in his pants and I had no idea when he stripped his from his clothes.
"Frank please." I stressed and Frank looked at me.
He moved and got hold of my hand and pulled me onto the bed which made me land on top of him which made me Frank grunt a little.
I went to move off him but he hand his hand on my back and it stopped me from moving.
I looked and him and Frank looked at me and smiled while moving some hair from my eyes.
"See it wasn't that hard now was it?" Frank chuckled and I looked down and Frank let me get off him but I cuddled into his side and rested my head on his shoulder and just watched his chest rise and fall as Frank messed with my hair.

"Roll over I want to be big spoon." Frank yawned and I rolled over and I felt Frank move closer to me and his arm going round my waist which made me tense up and Frank noticed and then I felt one of his fingers on my scar I had on my stomach from my ex.
"You have a scar?" He asked quietly.
"I don't want to talk about it." I sniffed and felt my eyes begin to well with tears.
I felt Frank move back and I was being rolled over to face him and I looked down when Frank moved some hair from my eyes again.
"Did your bastard of an ex do this to you?" He asked quietly and that's when the tears begin to fall.
"Yes." I whispered with my voice breaking.
Frank pulled me into his chest and I just cried into his chest.
"Even though you can't trust me, I promise I will do everything I can not to hurt you. And if I do, you won't ever have to see me again." Frank said and I felt him kiss the top on my head and I looked at him.
"I trust you enough not to hurt me." I said and kissed him which Frank returned.
"You make it hard for me not to pin you to this bed and have my way with you." Frank said and rolled me onto my back and hovered above me.
"Then what's stopping you?" I asked.
"I don't want to fuck things up between us. I want to do something right for once." He said and I smiled.
"Knew there was a Romeo somewhere inside you." I said and Frank chuckled.
"I can be full of surprises." Frank said and brushed his lips against mine.
"Yeah you can." I said quietly and looked at Frank who smiled at me.
"I think we should both get some sleep before I get a boner and then I might be able to stop myself." He said and I laughed a little a kissed him again but a little harder than before.
"Maybe we shouldn't stop." I said quietly and pulled on Franks lip ring which made Frank moan a little.
"Maybe we should, then when we have the house to ourselves I can have my way with you and you can moan as loud as you want without having to worry about the others hearing you." He said and sat on my lap.
I just pouted at him and Frank chuckled and got off me and I moved and cuddled into his chest and traced my finger over on of his tattoos.
"I promise that I'll try and protect you Gee." Frank whispered and kissed the end of my nose which made me smile.
"I know you will." I muttered feeling my eyes getting heavy.
"Go to sleep, you have school tomorrow." Frank said and messed with my hair and I felt myself fall asleep.

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