When you go

Chapter 28
Gee’s p.o.v
I wake up the sound of a baby crying, loudly and desperately. The first thing that runs through my mind is ‘shut the actual fuck up’ but then I realise that it’s Cherry and my anger melts away. I get up, groggily making my way to the crib that Frank set at our bedside. I coo at her quietly, smiling down at her when she stops crying at the sound of my voice.
“Oh, hello beautiful. Are you hungry?” I ask her quietly, as if actually expecting an answer. I take her into the kitchen, grabbing formula and bottled water. I quickly mix the two, making the right measurements and heat it up, making sure it’s not to hot. I give it to her when I’m done, and she sucks eargly at it, her little face one of relief.
“Oh, you beautiful little angel, that’s all you wanted, huh? A bottle and some attention?” I coo st her, I rock her in my arms, humming lightly to her. The whole time she starts at me, with her hazel eyes that look as if they’re turning blue.
“Ready to go back to sleep little miss?” I ask her, making my way back to our room. Instead of putting her in her crib, I lie her between me and Frank, hugging her to my chest tightly. Frank turns towards us in his sleep, wrapping his arms around us, so that the baby is in a perfect cocoon between us. I sigh contently and allowing myself to drift into peaceful sleep…..
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**I wake up to Frank, Mikey, and Ray standing in the doorway of our bedroom staring at me with loving gazes. It creeps me out slightly when I first wake, but then I realise it’s because Cherry is curled up in my bear chest with her small face in the crook of my neck. I stare down at her lovingly, kissing her soft head lightly. Mikey ‘awes’ at us, his face made up of pure adoration. I gently move move Cherry from my chest, setting her upright on the bed, making sure she’s covered in blankets.
“That was really fuckin cute.” Frank says grinning. I roll my eyes, but nod and smile. I loved the shit out of Cherry, so much it’s almost like I’m her dad. Which I obviously knew I wasn’t, but it felt like it.
“Alright dorks, lets go make breakfast or something.” I say fondly, looking at them happily.
“Can we go out for breakfast? I don’t wanna cook.” Frank asks, his lips pulled into a pout. I chuckle and nod.
“Sure Frankie, but we gotta wait for little miss to wake up.” I say, looking lovingly at the small baby. I actually liked this room better for me and Frankie, mostly because the morning light would come in and everything looked so beautiful. I loved looking at Frank in the morning. The sheets were white so it looked elegant in a way, his dark hair spread across the white sheets as the light poured in.
I get up, finding myself embarrassed, as I was just in sweats that hung very low on my hips. My v-line and hi[ bones were showing.
Living here with Frank, alone, for the past two moths, had undoubtedly changed me. I walked around naked, so comfortable with my body now that I trusted another soul with it. I was know used to the calm, quiet evenings spent with Frank, reading to one and other or watching a movie when we came home from work.
It bothered me in a way, knowing that I adapted to life without Mikey.
Of course I hadn’t really, because sometimes I had still found myself sobbing in the shower about, or waking up from a dream where Mikey told me he didn’t need or love me.
I had physically, but never emotionally. In fact, for the first couple of weeks without him, I was a hysterical mess, crying all the fucking time. Everything had reminded him of me. Hey there’s a car! Mikey used to drive in the car with me. Oh, look a cat! Mikey used to talk about how much he hated cats.
Hey, Gee, want a pickle? Mikey once ate a pickle.
“I love you Mikes.” I say suddenly, snapping out of my gaze. I’m pretty sure my thoughts had shown on my face, because everyone kinda looked concerned.
“I love you too, Gee. What’s wrong?” He asked. I smiled, a real genuine smile. I felt tears of joy come to my eyes.
“Hey, hey, don’t cry.” Mikey says, coming over to the bed and hugging me. I shake my head, smiling more.
“Tears of joy Mikey.” I choke out, looking at him happily. He looks back at me, his face one of pure joy.
“Yeah?” He asks. I nod quickly.
“Yeah. I’m so glad your home Mikey, I fucking love you.” I say happily. I feel more arms wrap around us, and look up to See Frank and Ray hugging us to. I grinned at them, unlatching one arm from Mikey and putting it around Frank and Ray too.
“You guys are fuxking nerds.” Mikey says suddenly, making me laugh.
“Yeah, but you love us.” I say happily.
“You got me there, fucking nerd.” He says again, a cheeky grin on his face. I poke him in the shoulder as we all pull apart.
“Alright, go get ready guys! I’m sire Cherry will wake soon.” I say happily, standing up.
“How do you know when she’ll wake?” Mikey asks.
“Oh, Gerard is a fucking creep, I swear. He knows her sleep schedule, when she wants to eat, what toys she likes best.” Frank announces loudly. I blush and look down at my hands. I just really fucking love Cherry, okay?
“Awe, that’s cute!” Ray says, looking at me like I’m an adorable puppy.
“Shut up.” I say simply, shoving Ray playfully. He grins at me, shoving me back a little. Ray and Mikey start to leave the room to get ready. I start to pull clothes out of mine and Frank's dresser, not really caring whose clothes are whose. We wear whatever we want, whether it was the other person's clothes or not.
Just as I start to walk out of the room to the shower, the baby wakes up with a small cry. I sigh, turning back around and moving toward the bed.
“Nuh-uh. Go get into the shower babe, I got this.” Frank says, pointing to the door.
“But…” I whine.
“No. Go, love.” He says sternly. I huff, walking from the room. I walk into the bathroom, turning the shower on and srripping from my clothes. My hair was rather greasy, and desperately needed to be washed. I jump into the shower, washing my body off as fast as i could, moving on to my hair.
I didn’t like taking a long time in the bathroom, or just in general, because I really didn’t want to inconvenience someone.
I finish washing my hair and get back out of the shower in record time. I walk back to my room with my towel around my waist, deciding the bathroom was too stuffy to get dressed in. Frank and Cherry are still in the room when I get there, yet I don’t hesitate to get dresses. Cherry’s dressed in an outfit I get her and has a bottle in her mouth as Frank holds it for her.
I dress in black skinny jeans and a gray tee shirt, the same outfit as Frank, but his gray shirt had a logo.
No, I’m not one of those cheesy ass people who try to match their boyfriend all the fucking time, i just felt like wearing that, okay? Don’t judge me.
“Alright, Gee, you ready?” Frank asks.
“Yep, let’s go babe.” I respond. He grabs Cherry, picking her up gently and we walk to the living room. Ray sits on the couch, watching a movie. Mikey is still getting ready, I assume.
Frank gets Cherry a winter jacket, putting it over her new clothes and putting her into the car seat. He gets himself a sweater, and me a light sweater since he knows I like the cold. I really, really liked the fucking cold.
“C’mon Mikes, were all ready!” I yell loud enough for him to come. I hear a muffled ‘coming’ as a response.
Soon enough, he comes out to the living room, fully dressed. He grabs a jacket, throwing one to Ray as well. We exit the house, walking out to the car. I pout the baby in the back, making sure she’s secure. When I finish I notice every seat is taken except for the drivers seat. I panic slightly.
They want me to drive….? Even after….?
I hesitantly get in the driver's side, putting the key in the ignition, but not starting the car. I sit for a moment, staring at the steering wheel. I feel everyone staring at me, but I ignore it, willing myself to start up the car and drive.
“I can’t,” I say suddenly, unbuckling my seatbelt, fumbling a bit. “I can’t, Frank please switch me seats. I can’t, I fucking can’t.”
“Hey, it’s okay love, I’ll switch with you. You don’t have to drive until your ready.” He says softly. I nod, fumbling for the door handle and getting out quickly. In walk over to the passengers side, passing Frank as I go. I get in, hearing the car start up and begin to move. I grab Frank’s hand. Holding it tightly as he drives. He rubs soothing circles around my hand, occasionally throwing me a lopsided smile.
Eventually we reach an ihop, and each of us get out of the car. Frank gets the car seat, not giving me a chance to. Sometimes he said I take care of Cherry to often and need to relax a bit. Ugh.
We walk into the restaurant, immediately sitting down and being greeted by a waitress and she hands us menus and gets up drinks.
We make small talk as we look at our menu’s, each of us to distracted to engage in real chatter.
I beside on the strawberry pancakes with hash browns. I patiently wait for the other to decide on their meals, playing with Cherry.
“Who’s a beautiful girl? Who is it Cherry?” I ask her playfully. She giggles and surprises me by pointing at me.
“I’m a beautiful girl? I thought that was you little miss!” I say to her.
“You are a beautiful girl.” Frankie purrs. I feel my mouth drop and MIkey looks at us with slight disgust.
“Please tell me that’s not your guy’s kink.” He asks desperately.
“I can’t promise you that, Mikey Way.” Frank says seriously. I almost die from embarrassment right there,
“Ew! What else are you guys into?! Daddy kink?” Mikey says, his disgust becoming more obvious.
“We could be. Huh, Gee?” Frank says. I internally groan. Suddenly he scoots closer to me, bringing his lips to my ear.
“What do you think, daddy?” He says playful, whispering loud enough for Ray and Mikey to hear. Ray groans as Frank starts to suck on my earlobe and I push him away.
“Frank! Were in public!” I whisper yell at him. He simply smirks and shrugs.
“Oh well,” He says, placing a hand on my thigh and rubbing it in an extremely sexual way.
Well he’s fucking horny today.

Notes

Hello, my loves!
You guys are really fucking awesome and I thought I'd let you know.
Also, just a warning, this story is going to end in a couple more chapters and then there will be a sequal.
P.s you will not be happy with the end of this fic, but I promise you will be when I make the sequal.
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