When you go

Chapter 25
Frank’s p.o.v


I wake up in a daze, my whole body buzzing with joy. I couldn't believe last night. I made love to Gerard last night and didn’t regret one minute of it. Although i wish it had been under better circumstances, considering he only wanted sex because he felt a lack of love, I was glad I could make him feel loved.
“Frankie…” I hear Gee purr, his voice filled with love. I roll over, my jaw dropping at what I see. Gee stands in the doorway, dressed in the black and red dress we bought, along with the black pumps. He has a face full of makeup and a shy smile on his lips.
“Holy fuck Gee.” I breathe out, feeling my dick get hard.
“Don’t you mean Geesus?” He purrs again, slowly walking towards the bed, his heels making a loud sound against the floor.
“Oh, God, please Frankie...” I whine, sitting up and edging toward him. I sit at the end of the bed. He stands in front of me, popping his hips out and setting a hand on it.
“Please what Frankie?” He asks antagonizing. I grabs his hips, pulling him toward me slowly.
“Gee….I need to….” I whine, running my hands up and down his body. He takes a step toward me, propping his knee on my side of me and swinging the other around my body so that he was hovering above me.
He pushes me down on the bed, pulling my shirt on as he does. He kisses down my chest, running his hands down my chest. He stops when he reaches my boxers, playing with the waist band. At this point I’m fully hard, as is he, which is clearly evident in his tight dress. He slips his hands beneath my boxers, grabbing my fully hard erection.
“Mmm...Frankie?” He says innocently, his eyes wide, his lashes full due to mascara.
“Fuck, what baby? Oh god I love you.” I moan.
“Fuck me.” He says bluntly. I moan, pulling him towards me to kiss him roughly.
“Fuck, you got it baby. Get the lube love.” I say, sitting up a little. He stands up, opening the night stand and grabbing the lube. He hikes his dress up, pulling off his black lace panties. I pull my boxers all the way off, throwing them somewhere on the floor. He opens the lube, pouring some on his hands. He quickly slicks my dick up, making me moan loudly. It was a good fucking thing no one was here, because if they were they’d be rather disturbed by now.
“Let me prep you baby.” I whine out, sitting up a little.
“Mmm, I don’t need to baby, still loose from last night love.” He moans, his lips pressed into a sexy smile. His words go straight to my dick, making me painfully hard.
“Oh, fuck Gee, please ride me.” I whine. He grins, climbing onto of me.
“You got it baby.” He purrs, kissing my neck. I moan against his skin, making him giggle. He sits up, grabbing my dick and positioning himself. He leans down, whining when he feels me push against his whole. I moan, feeling the tight warmness of his ass.
“Fuck baby, so tight.” I moan out, grabbing his hips. He starts to bounce up and down, my hands pressed roughly on his hips. He moans, throwing his head back as he bounces up and down.
“Mmm, Frankie, love your cock so much baby.” He moans, his voice filled with lust. He continues to bounce up and down, letting out sexy moans, my name mixed in it. He starts to go faster, bouncing up and down harder than before.
“Fuck, baby. So beautiful Gee, so fucking beautiful.” I man, meeting his thrust. Suddenly he lets out a loud, desperate moan, and I know I’ve hit his prostate. I flip us over so he’s positioned underneath me as i thrust into him. I hit the same spot, hoping for the same reaction.
“Fuck, yes! Harder! Faster!” He cries out, his voice husky and desperate. I speed up my thrust, practically pounding into him as I feel a tightening at the bottom of my stomach.
“Fuck, so close baby.” He whines, digging his nails into my back.
“I know, me too. Fuck Gee, so beautiful. Y’know that? I fucking love you.” I moan out. He can’t speak though, because his mouth makes the shape of an ‘o’ and he toes curl, and suddenly there's sticky white come on his stomach and mine.
His face makes me speed up, wanting to get off as soon as possible. I feel my toes start to curl and all too soon I’m cuming inside Gee’s ass.
We lie there a moment, me still inside him as he lies beneath me. It sounded gross but really it was kinda nice. I liked making him feel loved.
Eventually I roll off of him, collapsing on the bed next to him. Our chest are heaving and our breathing is fast and uneven.
“Did you mean that?” He asks suddenly, getting up and sliding off his dress and undoing his pumps. I sit up a little to get a clear view of him.
“What baby?” I ask, confused by the question. He slides back into the bed, completely naked.
“The ‘I love you’ did you mean it?” He asks keeping his gaze away from me. I blink, as if to ask if he was serious.
“Duh. What the fuck Gee? Course I meant it. I love you.” I say, rolling my eyes. He smiles a bit, crawling over to me and lying his head on my chest.
“I love you too.” He whispers, closing his eyes. I smile, rubbing my hands down his back.
I lie there for awhile, watching his calm face. Soon his breathing evens out and I know he’s dead asleep. It may sound very fucking cliche, but I could literally sit there forever, watching his perfect sleeping figure.
His eyelashes were so long and beautiful, they looked like a girls, but I fuckin loved it. He, himself was very feminine, but it suit him, it made him….well him. His nose was upturned, and quite frankly very fucking cute. His lips were pink and thin, perfect for kissing. Well, for me anyway.
I gently move out from underneath him, careful to not wake him up.
I sigh happily, moving from the room. The cum on my chest and stomach now seemed hard to ignore, and undeniably gross. I go to the bathroom, turning the hot water on and wait for it to warm.
I smile at myself in the mirror, happy with myself for once. I was so fucking glad had Gerard and I was glad I could make him feel so happy and loved.
I jumped into the shower, washing my body off.
My thoughts wander from Gee on to my mother and apparent sister.
She was probably a beautiful little girl. I hoped she had a good fucking home. One day I’d find her, hopefully very soon. I plan to go see her with Gee over thanksgiving break. I mean, why the fuck not? I had a right to see her and my mother, they’re my fucking blood. I hoped Gee would like to meet them, although I’m not even sure I would like to meet them. My sister, yeah, but my mother? I don’t know. She left me, and for what reason? I’ll never fucking know.
After I finish getting the cum off my body and washing my hair, I jump out of the shower turning the water off. I grab a towel out of the bathroom cupboard and walk to the room. I stand in the doorway a minute, watching Gee’s sleeping form. He looked so peaceful in his sleep. I walk over to him, throwing a blanket over him and kissing his head softly.
I grab boxers and a pair of sweats quickly slipping them on. They hung low on my hips and hung off my waist slightly.
I go to the kitchen, grabbing pancake mix and chocolate chips. Gee loves pancakes. I take out a whisk and mixing bowl, getting all the ingredients out of the fridge. Just as I start to mix the ingredients in the bowl,the doorbells rings.
“Coming! One second please!” I yell, putting the bowl down. I rinse off my hands real fast, rushing to the door. I look out the window real fast, seeing a large tan suburban. There’s a nice looking lady at the door with a baby in here hands, but I can’t see her face. She has dark red hair and a nice form, with decant clothes on. I walk to the door, opening it gingerly.
“Uh, a-are you Frank?” She asks, recognition in her green eyes. I faint;y recognize her, but from where? The funeral? Hospital?
“I...never mind. Sorry to bother you.” She says quickly, tears filling her sad eyes.
“Wait!” I cry out, just as she begins to leave. She stops but doesn’t turn to face me. “Who are you? I know you.” I ask, confusion apreant in my voice.
“My…..name is Linda. Linda Iero.”
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After getting over my shock and inviting her in, I sit down on the couch with...Linda. And her baby.
“What's her name?” I ask hesitantly.
“Cherry Iero. She’s 2 months old.” She responds, a fond smile on her face.
“Why did you keep the last name?” I ask slowly. She looks up a me, away from Cherry.
“Because you have it. I wanted you to be able to find us if you ever tried.” She says seriously. I stare at her a second before nodding and staring at Cherry. She had bright hazel eyes and light blonde hair.
“Do you want to hold her?” Linda asks me, a smile on her pale pink lips.
I nod, reaching for the car seat. I unbuckle her, being as gentle as I can, and pick her up slowly. I cradle her in my arms, holding her tightly to my chest, which I just then realise is bear. She makes a small happy sound, grabbing my thumb with her small fingers.
“You’ll make such a good dad one day. Your father told me you ivd here with your lover. He didn’t say her name, just that she’s good for you.” She says, smiling. I almost start laughing if it wasn’t for how nicely she said it.
“Dad said I live with a chick?” I ask, smiling a little. She furrows her eyebrows, a confused look on her gentle face.
“Well...not that I recall...I had assumed?” She says, confusion clear in her voice.
“Gerard. His name is Gerard. He is good for me, and I love him very much.” I say, staring at her in the eyes. Surprise takes over her face, but she didn’t looked disturbed.
“Oh, okay. I bet he’s lovely.” She says seriously. I was a bit taken aback, considering how unbelievably homophobic my father was.
“He is. He’s sleeping now, but if you’d like to meet him, you could stay for lunch if you’d like.” I offer politely. I genuinely wanted her to stay.
“I’d like that.” She says, a happy smile etched on her lips.
“Do you guys live here alone? Where’s his parents? I’d love to meet them.” She asks, genuinely meaning it.
“Sadly, his parents abandoned him and his brother. His brother is currently in the hospital.” I answer, looking down at Cherry’s sweet face.
“Oh...I’m sorry. I hope his brother is okay.” She says, a sympathetic smile on her lips.
“He will be.” I tell her, looking up at her. I smile at her and she smiles back.
“Good. So tell me, what do you like to do? How are your grades? What does your boyfriend like?” She asks, an excited smile on her lips.
“Why did you leave?” I ask suddenly. The joy melts off her pretty face, replaced with sorrow and guilt.
“Your father was a kind man. He loved us both very much, but I no longer could love anything. I was a sociopath. I went to get help at a mental hospital, where I stayed for two years. You were 3 then, and you barely remembered me. Your father wanted nothing to do with me, told me to leave and never come back. You looked at me like I was a stranger and at that point I couldn’t take it, so I left. I was convinced you were so much better off without me. I then fell in love with a guy named Dale, who died right before I found out I was pregnant with Cherry. He was in a car crash on his way to work. I managed without him, yet something was missing. You. Your father contacted me a few days ago, telling me it was time to see you. Told me you needed me now more then ever, so I came.” She explained, pain clear in her lovely voice. I nod, taking in the new information. It stuns me slightly, but I pretend to be cal anyway.
“O...kay..” I say slowly. “Alright, well, I play guitar, I have B’s and C’s, I live with the love of my life because my father abused me, I just went to a friend's funeral a few days ago, and I have a weird obsession with tattoos.” i say, talking fastly. After I’m done speaking she looks horrified.
“He...abused you…” She said slowly, shaking her head feverishly. I sigh, getting up when I suddenly hear a door open.
Gee soon emerges from the stairs, a wet head telling me he just got out from the shower. He had on red sweats, hanging low on his pale sexy waist. He was smiling, looking kindly at Linda.
“Morning baby. Who's this?” He asks, a playful look in his eyes;
“This is my mother and my sister. Linda and Cherry.” I say politely, gesturing towards the baby and Linda. Linda starts to get up, wiping the pain off her face.
“So nice to meet you! Aren’t you handsome! You two are an adorable couple.” She beams, looking Gee up and down. She goes to hug him, smiling gleefully.
“You too Linda! You and Frank look so alike.” He says smiling, but there’s a questioning look in his eyes.
“Thank you. I didn’t happen to catch your name, dear.” She says happily.
“Gerard.” He says kindly. He looks at Cherry, fondness sparking his eyes.
“You’d make a great father, love. I can’t wait for our children.” He says quietly. I look up toward him, a grin on my face.
“Oh! That’d be so great, You two adopting!” Linda cries, a loving look in her eyes. Just then, the doorbell rings, making me gratefully frustrated.
“Ugh! Baby love, could you get that?” I ask Gee gently. I look at him fondly as he nods, walking over to the door. He opens it, finding Bob, Ray, and Alex behind it.
“Hey dude! Ready to go see Mikey?” Bob asks excitedly. Gee nods, stepping back to let them in.
“Definitely. I hope he’s doing okay.” Gerard says as they step in the house.
“Who's this?” Ray asks, a smile on his lips as he sees me holding Cherry. She was now asleep, her tiny from curled into my chest.
“This is Linda and Cherry.” I say pointing to them at their names. “My mother and sister.” I say smiling. Surprise takes over Ray’s face, yet it’s a kind of happy surprise. Alex looks blank, not really knowing why the hell it’s a big deal.
But Bob? Happy? Fuck no. Surprised? A little. Angery? Fuck yes.
He looks livid as he stares at her, his normally calm and gentle face twisted into a snarl.
“Why the fuck is she here? She left you!” He cries out angerly.
Well then.

Notes

I really fucking suck at smut, I am so sorry about this.
I'm sorry if this is shit guys.
Last chapter of the night, as i have updated 4 times in the past hour!
Hope you all had a good thanksgreiving!
xoxMay <3