When you go

Chapter 13
“Jesus, this is beautiful.” Frank breathes out. We were sitting under the willow tree, watching the sun set, the open meadow set out before us.
“So are you.” I say with smirk. He blushed slightly, looking down at our intertwined fingers. I sigh out, content with the moment. I shut my eyes and lean against the tree, occasionally taking a drag of my cigarette.
“Gee?” Frankie asks softly.
“Yeah honey?” I ask him, not bothering to open my eyes.
“Can I sit in your lap?” He asks hesitantly.
“Course baby. You don’t even have to ask.” I tell him, opening my eyes just to see him moving towards me. He smiles at me and gently swings a leg so it rest on my other side. I smile as he rest his weight on me, putting his head in the crook of my neck. I feel his breath as it hits my upper chest, causing me to shiver.
“Mmm, you smell good Gee.” He whispers into my neck. I shiver again, his husky voice making my stomach lurch.
“You smell good too, Frankie. You always smell like coffee and Ivory. There’s always something very sweet...something very Frank.” I say smirking. He looks up at me with a cute smile.
“I’ve wanted you for a long time Gerard.” He says seriously. His face looks playful, but his eyes are honest and happy.
“I’ve wanted you since the day i met you Frank.” I tell him honestly. He looks up at me with surprise in eyes but a smile on his lips.
“Really?” He asks.
“Yep. I remember when i first saw you...you were with that guy Matt, and i was really jealous, like really jealous. I didn’t understand it then, because hell i didn’t even know i was gay. But then i talked to you. And i knew.” I say softly. He stares at me with an intense gaze, seemingly interested.
“You knew what?” He asks eagerly.
“I knew I wanted you forever, i knew i wouldn’t be able you let you go.” I whispered, making him shiver slightly.
“So don’t. Don’t let me go.” He whispers back. He leans forward and captures my lips into a kiss.
The kiss is slow and perfect, his lips soft against mine. I moan into his mouth and run my hands through his hair, as his hips grind against mine. The kiss is so much more than i’d expected it to be. It was so much better then when Bert had kissed me.
Eventually he has to pull away, because unfortunately humans need to breathe. He looks me in the eye, a small grin pulling at his face.
“Jesus, Gee, you're so fucking perfect.” He says breathless. I smile back at him, words failing me at the moment. He sets his head on my chest, sighing contently. I wrap my arms rightly around him, dreading the moment i let go.

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I do have to let go though. I knew something was desperately wrong when i’d turned on my phone and saw 17 missed calls from Mikey. Needless to say, it scared me shitless.
“Fuck, Frank we need to get home….now.” I say warily, pushing him off my lap gently, I stand, taking his hand and helping him up.
“Why? What's wrong?” He says worriedly. I just shake my head, words failing me at the moment. I pull out my keys starting the car up and dialing Mikey’s number. It rang once before he picked up.
“Gee?” Mikeys voice was strangled, as if he was chocking.
“Mikey? Whats going on?” Gee demanded, although his voice was shrill.
“It’s Bert…..” Mikey trails off.
“What? What about him? Is he okay?” Gerard demands, his voice a little stronger.
“He’s awake….he’s asking for you.”

Notes

SO FRICKIN TIRED.
Well i hope you guys liked it......
-May <3