When you go

Chapter 11
I feel extremely guilty about the first thought then enters my head when i see him; He is extremely beautiful.
“Uh, Hey, i don’t know if any of you remember, but, uh I was there for the crash.” He says nervously.
“I do. I remember. You saved our lives.” I breathe out. He looks at me sheepishly, as if he didn’t want me to look at it that way.

“Uh, yeah, i guess so.” He says modestly. He smiles at me, and in that moment i felt like it was just us, no one else was in this room.
“My names Jaden.” He tells me. For the first time since he’s been in the room i notice the flowers in his hand.
“Oh uh these are for you. I didn’t know if you’d like lilies or daisies better, so i got an array of both.” He states with a small smile. I take the flowers and grin up at him.

“Thanks, they're beautiful. My names Gee.” I respond.
“And I’m Frank, Gerards kinda boyfriend.” Frank announces, pulling us out of our trace. The bluntness of that statement shocked me. Did Frank even want to be me boyfriend?

“Nice to meet you, Gerards kind of boyfriend.” Jaden says politely. It makes me grin but Frank looks agitated.
“You too,” Frank snarls. Was he jealous? That thought made me grin, because no matter how hot or beautiful this guy is, Frank will always top him. It’s really not even debatable, because Frank always been my number one. He’s always gonna be the one that i want.

“Sorry about coming here, I just, i wanted to make sure everyone was alright. There’s someone missing…..” He says slowly as if he was trying to process it. I felt a sudden sickness in my throat.

“Yeah… Bert is in critical condition.” Mikey responds sadly. The statement made me cringe, because fuck, it’s my fault he’s in here.
“Oh,” Jaden said staring at the ground. I look down at my hands, my face solem. It’s my fault, and everyone knows it. I feel a warm pressure on my leg and i look up to see Frank smiling at me sympathetically. I just shake my head, undeserving of his sympathy. He climbs towards me, slipping under the covers and laying my head on his chest.
I listen to his heart beat, calming myself with his very existence. He brushes his hands through my hair, sending a wave of calmness over my body.

“Um, excuse me?” A soft voice says, making me snap my head up.

“Oh! It’s you! I am really, really sorry for freaking out on you yesterday. I was really upset, but that’s not an excuse.” I say sheepishly to my nurse, Lindsay. She smiles kindly at me, as if it was normal.

“It’s really okay. You were just upset about your friends.” She responds kindly. I smile gratefully at her, relieved by the fact she didn’t hate me for it.
“Oh, i have news.” She announces, making me flinch. This was about Bert; it had to be.
“Gerard, Mikey, your parents are here.”

Notes

I am really sorry this is so short guys!
I am also really sorry i didn't update yesterday, but my girlfriend called me a bipolar bitch and proceded to break up with me, although that's not an excuse :/
So i am really sorry!
I'm also extremely sorry to day i can't update this week end BUT i will make it up to you guys, I promise.
Love you guys, please don't hate me
-May <3