"Let's Be Roommates"

Rylen P.O.V
I woke up again next to Gerard as I did every other morning since we started dating. He had that same peacefull look and I got up to make coffee as usuall. I reminisced about the visit to Gerard's mom yesterday and our child like behaviours that surfaced through out the game of Truth or Dare. I giggled to myself and dawned into the memory. As per usual, Gerard gets up to the aroma of coffee and sat at the table, I handed him his coffee in his favorite mug, as always.

" Good morning my beautiful roomate slash girlfriend" Gerard expresse after yawning.

" Good morning my handsome roomate slash boyfriend" I mocked and sat at the table with him, where he kisses my cheek softly causing my heart to flutter. Gerard and I have never been intimate with each other but everytime he kiss me I have to supress my strong wave of lust for him. I want to get close to him, connect, become one not just emotionally and mentally but physically too. I'll just have to wait, It still won't let me love him any less.

" I want to meet your parents" Gerard's words crash into me like a wrecking ball and knocked the air from my lungs and words form my mouth.

" Wh- why?" I finally spoke after collecting my thoughts.

" I just think I should meet them, you're parents would want to know the guy their daughter's dating"

" Gerard, when I left, my mom and I weren't on good speaking terms, I miss her but-" He cuts me off

" please Ry, this would be more right, you've met my parents" shit he's right " And then we could move to the next level of our relationship" was this the reason he and I only ever kissed and hugged, he is such a good guy how can I refuse.

" okay, only because today is our last day off" I lied but he dosen't need to know.

" thank you Ry, so where do they live? I don't really know anything about them" Gerard quipped while sipping the coffee.

" well, they live in New York, Manhattan. Scarlet and John Ferro are their names, my mom basically wanted to control my life so I had to get away and my dad's an architect, not controlling but hardly ever home" I summed up letting out a deep sigh

" okay.. so how did you and your mom fall out?"

" she kept controlling me, wear girlish outfits, comb your hair, sit properly, study medicine, date our neighbors son, he's studying the law you'll be well off and won't have to suck your father dry for the rest of your life" I paused after mocking her " I got enough and I took all the money I had saved from not buying the jewelry, designer clothes and shoes and my own savings and came to New Jersey, before I left, my mother and I had a big argument, she slapped me of course. To be honest I wanted to smack her too. Dad was working so when he got home I was already gone"
"I'm sorry you had to go through all of that" he was really concerned about me. He also wasn't gonna change his mind.

" It's okay, I'm over it, let's just try and make it through one lunch with her" I look at Gerard and he seemed to be in deep thought, his eyes focused back on my eyes and sent an electric shock throughout my body. He was boyishly handsome, devilishly charming, ghostly pale and had enchanting hazel-green eyes. What a beautiful creature.

" I'm just curious, how did you meet Kate?" confusion rattling his features.

" oh, Kate and I had been best friends since elementary, She moved here, before she got to spend her senior year in college with me. So when I came to jersey I stayed with her in the flat her parents settled her with" I informed him and he nodded,I continued "Then five months later I decided to move out when kate picked up that douche, I'm happy she has Gavin now. I saw this request for a roomate, this guy had let his bills overload him so I came in the picture and saved his butt"

I was now straddling Gerard and he sat still on his chair. I don't know what came over me but I couldn't stop. I wanted him. My hands snaked around his shoulders and I clutched the back of his jet black silky long hair. His hands glided around my waist and he pulled me closer, it was as if his movements were involuntary and he couldn't stop too. My face drew closer to his and his lips crushed into mine hungrily. This surprised me but I didn't stop, since when have I become so brave. His tongue made it's way into my mouth and I welcomed it, as it danced pefectly. Another involuntary move was my made, his lips were at my neck in a flash. I bit my lips to suppress my moan as he had found my soft spot, between my neck and collar bone. He kissed it tenderly, a moan escaped my lips involuntarily and I could feel his smirk on my soft spot. My full blown lust had erupted and I tugged his shirt and started to lift it, whilst Gerard was still at my neck, where he had just marked his territory. My skin tingled, the sensation of his lips never left, this would leave a mark. I felt his hands s squeezed my upper thighs and my back arched lightly. His shirt was half way up when he finally grabbed my arms and stopped kissing me. Both of us emitting our hot breaths on each other's face. He pulled his shirt down and lifted me easily off him. I felt sad, I didn't want to stop but I also felt embarrassed. I was the one that lead him on and I knew how important it was for him to meet my parents first, I sicken my self. I stood front of him with my head angled to the floor.

" I- I'm sorry Gerard, i didn't mean to... I do- don't know what came over me" I stammered self- consciously

" it's my fault too Rylen, we both lost control, I wanted to continue trust me, but I just don't thing it's the right time yet for you"

I nodded, still hiding my face form him. He then pulls me against his chest and wraps his arms around me comfortingly. My hands laced around his waist. It wasn't until that moment I realized how small I was. My head rested on his chest and his chin rested on top of my head. Despite the difference we fit perfectly together, he was my finishing piece of puzzle, my counterpart, my other half I'd remained incomplete without. My eyes glance to the clock and two hours had already passed, It only felt like two minutes. I then realized something that Gerard had said earlier and I had to ask what he meant.

" what do you mean when you said ' the right time for me'? " I pull away from him slowly and looked up to him.

" well unlike you.... I have done it before" My heart ached as I thought of him that close and intimate with someone. I had always knew he wasn't a virgin and it didn't bother me until now. why am I so jealous? I don't even know who the girl was. I just wished I was his first.

" I know, you don't want to rush things" I smiled at him softly, hiding my jealousy.

" Not only that, I want your first time to be special, not on an old chair around the table atleast" he chuckled lightly, which in turn brought out silvery bell giggles from me. He kiss my lips softly then spoke.

" let us get ready to meet your parents"

Notes

hope you like it, I can't write that...that...scene as yet though. Just keep reading