
A Chemically Weird Romance
A Chemically Weird Romance ch 19
—One day till Graduation—
-Frank's POV-
This is it. The last day of high school. Everybody was huddling in their favorite corner for the last time while I was finding a new spot for the first time. Everybody was eating the cafeteria food for the last time while I brought my own food for the first time. These classes have been filled with sadness and happiness and basically just a mix of emotion. For me, though, I was not sad. I was afraid.
As I walk into art for the last time, I discover that all the students are already in there. They're all huddled in a corner, crying. Looking at those girls made me relive the beautiful memories I've been trying desperately to avoid. Like, the day I bumped into Gerard. The day I discovered he was in three of my classes and how god damn happy I was. How he or I would always pull each other into that god damn spot whenever we had news to tell. Just that spot in general is full of memories I'll only get to relive while actually getting to stand there once. Whether I believe it myself or not, I'll miss this school. It gave me so many things I'll forever be grateful for. One thing is Gerard himself. God, I have no idea what I'd be doing without him. Before I knew it, the one thing I didn't really want to hear rung. It probably rung louder than it's ever rung before.
"Class dismissed." The teacher said, waving her arms in the arms. In that minute everything went from glitter and happiness to dull and sadness. People cried more than they were crying originally, others didn't even want to move from the spot they were currently in, while I was just in shock. Here I am, nineteen year old me, finally graduating. I don't know what made me, but I started crying. I cried because this was it. This was the last time I'd ever enter that school as a student. This is the last time I'd ever get to share a beautiful moment here with Gerard.
I finally made my way to that god damn spot and I sat there. "I sat there and I cried, hoping that I'd never lose Gerard. I couldn't do it without him. I'd never be able to do it without him.
"Baby? What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to relive a few moments we had together." He sat down and sighed.
"You know I love you, right?"
"How could I not?"
"Shut up." He smiles.
"After graduation I want us to meet up at this spot. One last time."
"Why?"
"Because I want to."
"Fine." He huffs.
"God, Gerard, I love you so much."
"I know, I know." Then, again, I cried. Maybe it was because I didn't want to stop creating moments in this spot. Maybe it was because I have a thing for never wanting to let go of something once I've attached myself. I know, it's just a spot. To me, though, it will always be more than 'just a spot'.
"Let's go." Gerard says as he got up and offered me his hand. I took the offer and felt him pick me up.
"Let's go." I say, looking back at that spot that changed everything for me.
"Oh, my baby is all grown up." My mom says as she sees me come into the house.
"Yes, I'm an adult now."
"A mature adult." She added and I nodded my head. Am I mature? Hell no. Even with three kids, I'd never consider myself mature.
"Mom, I'm scared." I admit.
"Why?" Because I don't want to lose the one reason I'd give up anything and everything for. I'd walk through hell and back if it meant I could be by his side.
"Because I'm not sure I want to go away from all of you, especially Gerard."
"Honey, if it's meant to be it will be. You just have to accept that things happen. Whatever happens, happens. Ok?"
"Ok."
I walk up to my room and eye the blue box with the ring in it. Life is moving so quickly I'm not sure I've even caught up yet.
Notes
YES I KNOW SHORT.
Next chapter will be long ;) No, this book isn't over (if you wanted to know) but, we are reaching the end. ;-; My first Frerard book! Anyways, Imma go now, but I hope you've been enjoying all this so far. If you haven't, well, I don't know, lol. Now.. I shall leave you all with a quote....
"Never let them take the light behind your eyes."
This story is done?
10/11/18