Bipolar Sunshine

Frank's POV.

Since I didnt want to leave Gerard's side i was allowed to join him in his therapy class.
It was the case that I either went with Gerard or i shouted and screamed and tried to hurt myself again so not only was it so the nurses could have peace but it was also for my benefit.
Which i was happy about because i felt safe when i was around Gerard.

I was sat next to Gerard on the floor watching him draw.
"So is this all you do? Sit around and draw." I said and looked around, not liking the look of the other people here i moved closer to Gerard which made him chuckle.
"Pretty much. You can express yourself through art. You should try it." He said and looked at me.
"I can't draw. Think we've gone over this." I said.
"Doesn't matter. Here, have this piece of paper." He said and gave it too me.
"What am i meant to do?" I asked confused and looked at him.
He chuckled and put his drawing down and got another bit of paper and put his hand on it and traced round it.
"You can put how you feel by writing or colour it and find the colours which fits how you feel." He said and looked at me.
"Would rather sit and watch you." I said quietly and moved even closer to his side which made him tense up a little but he soon relaxed.
He chuckled quietly.
"Draw me something." I said.
"Okay, what animal do you like?" He asked.
"Elephants." I said shyly.
He nodded and started drawing.

Gerard didnt have time to finish his picture so we was just wondering round the place since Gerard wanted me out of our room but i think it was for his own sanity.
We was allowed outside so we went outside and enjoyed the sun while our every move was being watched by a nurse.
"Look you dont have to tell me if you don't want to but what happened to you to make you feel so paranoid about everything." Gerard said quietly.
"I might say something if you do." I said and looked at him.
He shook his head.
"I understand." I said quietly and looked at him and smiled.
"Shell we go back inside and cuddle?" I asked.
Gerard nodded and we got up and went back inside.

Since it was late when we finally got back to our room since we wanted to wind the nurses up so we ran rings around them for about 2 hours.
Me and Gerard was lead on my bed both in the bottoms we go to sleep in.
Gerard was tracing is finger along my spine it was only a matter of time before he felt the scars on my back.
"You have scars on your back." Gerard said quietly.
"I dont want to talk about them." I said quietly and rolled over and faced him.
"It's fine, we can talk about it when ever you want to." He said quietly and kissed my forehead.
I looked at him.
"What would you do if i kissed you?" i asked.
"I would kiss back." He simply said.
i smiled and moved and kissed him which true to his word he kissed me back.
I pulled back and smiled.
"See told you i would kiss back." Gerard chuckled.
I smiled some more and buried my head into his chest and he wrapped his arms round me.
"Go to sleep and I'll keep the bad dreams away." He said quietly and kissed the top of my head.
i nodded and sighed and slowly fell asleep.

Notes

dont really like this chapter...