Where's your heart?

"It might make it easier if you take deep breaths babe" Frank tells me, his finger still pressed against my hole and I nod, our eyes locked and I swallow hard as he says "Ok babe breathe" and as I inhale deeply I feel Franks finger slowly slide past the ring of muscles, pushing its way deeper and deeper inside me until he comes to a stop and I slowly exhale again, the sensation strange but not unpleasant and it feels about the same as when I did it myself earlier. "I'm just gonna give you a second to adjust ok?" Frank tells me as his free hand gently rubs at my stomach again and I nod, licking my lips and Frank smiles as he leans back over me to press a soft sweet kiss to my lips. "How are you feeling?" He asks as he sits back on his knees and I breathe deeply again before saying "It's just a little weird" and Frank chuckles softly as he nods. "Yeah I know what you mean" he tells me and we share a smile as he slides his finger back out half way before pushing it back in again and as he keeps up a steady rhythm I start to get used to the feeling, relaxing a little more and the weird sensation starts to feel good, Frank waiting a few more thrusts before he starts to move his finger around, changing up the angle a little and I feel it stretching me more but as his finger moves again I feel a shiver of pleasure spread through me, the feeling intense and like nothing I've ever felt before and I groan softly, my hands clenching in the sheets a little as Frank pulls his finger back and thrusts into that spot again, using a little more pressure and sending a sharp jolt through me. "Fuck" I groan out, my hands clenching tighter as I squirm against the mattress and Frank hums softly to himself before asking "Do you think you could handle two?" I think about it for another few thrusts before I nod, licking at my lips again before saying "Yeah, two." Frank nods back, pulling his finger out of me completely and I feel myself suddenly become empty, my muscles clenching as I watch Frank grab the lube again, slicking up his fingers before he moves them down to my hole and I inhale deeply as I feel him press against me, exhaling as his fingers slip inside and the stretch feels so much more, bordering on almost being painful but after a few seconds the pain subsides and Frank crooks his fingers just right, remembering the spot and I arch my back off the mattress a little as I push down against him, wanting more as I moan loudly, the pleasure even greater with two fingers. "Right there babe?" Frank asks as he softly rubs his fingertips back and forth over my insides and I nod frantically, the feeling overwhelming in the best possible way and after another few minutes of sliding his fingers in and out of me and rubbing at that spot I start to feel close to cumming, the head of my dick shiny and wet with precum. "God you look so good right now babe" Frank tells me, pressing into my spot a little harder as his hand slides down from my stomach to wrap around my dick and as he starts to stroke me I moan again, my chest heaving as I pant for breath and it only takes another few strokes as Franks fingers press into me again before I feel myself explode, the first stream of cum shooting from me with such force it splatters against my chest and I keep cumming, the orgasm different and more intense and I can feel myself tensing around Franks fingers, the intrusion slightly painful but it just makes the pleasure more heightened until finally I'm done, slumping back into the mattress as Frank slides his fingers from me and I watch with heavy lidded eyes as he starts to stroke himself, his hand moving rapidly up and down his length until his hips buck up slightly and he cums too, both of us panting for breath.

A few minutes later Frank and I are in the shower together and after he helps me wash off he pulls me into his chest, letting me slump against him with my head resting on his shoulder, his hand gently rubbing up and down my back as he says "How was it? How do you feel?" "It kinda hurts a little but I think I like it" I tell him and I hear him hum before he says "Yeah it might take a few times before you get fully used to it but it won't stay sore for long." We finish our shower in silence and after we've dried off and climbed into bed I roll over to curl into Franks side as I say "Thank you." "What for?" Frank asks and I breathe out deeply before saying "For being patient and caring with me. I know it's been slow getting here but I've really enjoyed everything so far and I know you probably want...." "What I want is whatever you're comfortable with and I would have waited as long as you needed for anything" Frank tells me and as I open my mouth again, my mind screaming at me to say what's been rolling around in my brain the last few days I feel a tiny twinge of uncertainty and I decide not to risk ruining the moment, closing my mouth again and we fall into comfortable silence, my breathing evening out as I fall asleep against Franks chest.

A week later Frank asks me out to dinner and I smile as I agree to go and that afternoon he picks me up from work, a small bunch of flowers clenched in his fist and as I step out onto the street with him he leans in to seal his lips to mine, offering me the flowers and I smile wide when we pull apart, taking them and when I look back up at his face Franks cheeks are a little red. "Thanks for the flowers Frankie" I tell him, bringing them up so I can smell them and Franks smile grows a little wider as he takes my free hand and we head down the street, making small talk about our day as Frank leads me towards the restaurant he's taking me to, the walk slow and easy and it takes about fifteen minutes to get there. Once we're seated we order drinks and as the waiter goes to get them for us I sit my flowers aside on the table and we look at the menus, making small talk over what we want to order and we decide to get the two dishes we're both tossing up between and just share them. The meal passes quickly, Frank and I continuing to make small talk as we eat and as we leave the restaurant I catch sight of the clock and I'm shocked to see over three hours have passed, time moving so quickly as I was wrapped up in Frank. We decide to walk home and as we walk down the darkened street hand in hand Frank tells me he has a surprise for me once we get home and I beg him to tell me what it is but he refuses, smiling wide and telling me I'll just have to wait and when we finally get home he tells me to go put my flowers in some water while he disappears into the bedroom and by the time I've sat the flowers on the kitchen table he's back, his hands reaching for my hips as he steps in and seals his lips to mine. "Are you ready for your surprise?" He asks, his smile wide and excitement clear in his eyes and I nod, smiling back and feeling a little nervous and as Frank steps around behind me and places his hand over my eyes I feel my nervousness grow even worse. "Frank" I start, my voice a little uneven and I feel a soft kiss being planted on the back of my neck before he says "Do you trust me?" I nod, swallowing hard and I allow myself to be guided forward, walking slowly as Frank guides me from behind and as we turn the corner into what I'm pretty sure is the bedroom something sweet and floral hits my nose and I inhale deeply, savouring the smell. "Frank what's...." I start before he cuts me off by saying "You ready babe?" I nod again, letting out a soft "Yeah" and Frank removes his hand, my eyes slowly opening again and I blink a few times, clearing my vision and I see the bedroom lit up by dozens of candles, rose petals scattered all over the floor and in the middle of the bed I see lube and a condom and it suddenly hits me what's about to happen.

"Frank I...." I start, unsure of what to say as my nervousness makes my stomach clench and Franks smile drops just a little as he says "We've been talking about it a lot this last week or so and I thought maybe you might want to try and I wanted to make it special for you and it's special for me too but if you're not ready that's ok and...." I cut him off by sealing my lips to his, my tongue sliding into his mouth as my arms slide around his neck and when we pull apart for air I say "I'm ready." Frank smiles wide before leaning in to kiss me again as he backs me across the room to the bed, gently easing me down and once we're both settled on the mattress our hands start slowly removing each other's clothes, the usual frantic need felt in these situations gone and it feels so much more intimate as Frank shifts off me to remove our last items of clothing and when he moves back over to kiss me again our hands trail each other's bodies, touching every inch of skin we can reach and I shiver as Franks guitar calloused fingers brush against sensitive spots, making my dick throb even harder. A few minutes after we get naked Frank has one lubed up finger buried in my ass, his lips slowly kissing and sucking their way across my collarbones as he makes his way down my body and by the time he reaches my stomach, my whole body feeling heated, like his lips and tongue are leaving a trail of fire behind them I feel his second finger slip inside me and I groan softly as I push down against him, suddenly wanting more despite the slight discomfort I feel. "You're so fucking breathtakingly beautiful babe, I can't believe how perfect you are" Frank breathes out against my lower stomach and I whine softly, my cheeks heating in embarrassment at his words and as his fingers brush against my spot again I rasp out "Please" feeling desperate to have him inside me despite the slight hesitation I still feel about the whole situation. As Frank sits back and removes his fingers from me I watch as he reaches for the condom, tearing the packet open and I sit up, reaching for the lube and we work together, Frank rolling the condom onto himself and I follow behind with my slicked up hand, stroking him a few times to make sure he's slick enough and as Frank leans in to kiss me again he leans over me, easing me back onto my back as I feel him shift between my legs and by the time I'm fully on my back again the head of his dick is pressed to my hole. "You ready?" He asks softly as he pulls back from my lips, our foreheads still touching and I pant into his mouth before nodding, unable to form words and I feel one of his hands grip my thigh, guiding my leg up a little to rest against his hip as he says "It'll make it a little easier" before he pushes forward I feel his dick slip inside me, the stretch far greater than his two fingers and it stings, making me bite my bottom lip to keep in the whimper that wants to escape me and Frank makes a soft shushing noise as he stops moving, his lips pressing against mine and coaxing my bottom lip out from between my teeth. "I'm sorry baby, I promise it gets better" he whispers when we pull apart a few seconds later and I nod, conveying my trust in him and after another long second he pushes in a little more, slowly working his way inside me and just as I think about telling him to stop, unsure of how much more I can take I feel his hips press flush against my ass and I realise I have taken all of him in, his hips coming to a stop and letting me adjust again. "Are you ok?" Frank asks and I whimper softly before saying "It kinda stings a little, it's so much and I...." "Do you want me to pull out?" He asks and I shake my head, overwhelmed but feeling so close to him that I don't want to ruin the moment.

A few minutes go by while Franks hips remain still, our tongues slowly tangling together as we kiss softly and Franks free hand gently rubs up and down my side while his hand on my leg rubs soothingly against my thigh before he slowly pulls his hips back, the slide inside me burning a little but after he pushes back in and pulls back again a few times the burning subsides, leaving behind it a small hint of pleasure and after another few thrusts I start to push my hips up, meeting his thrusts and we work out a rhythm, moving slowly together as Franks free hand slides across to ease my hand out of the sheets where it had been clenched, slipping his fingers through mine and we hold hands as we keep working soft and slow, panting into each other's mouths inbetween kisses and after another few thrusts I feel the words I've been wanting to say bubbling up my throat and I decide this is the time, pulling back further to state into Franks eyes as I say "I love you Frankie." Franks hips stop mid thrust, his whole body going still as he stares into my eyes and what feels like hours but can only be a few seconds later he smiles so wide it looks painful as he says "I love you too, so fucking much" and I giggle at his swearing as I lean up and seal our lips together again, our movement continuing and after another few minutes Frank gently rolls us over, gripping my hips and helping me straddle his lap and as I sit back he sits up with me and I start to slowly bounce up and down on his dick, the angle different being ontop and it sends sparks of pleasure up my spine and I start to realise why Frank likes this. "Ohh" I moan out as I increase my pace a little, Franks dick just brushing against that spot inside me and when he hears me he grips my hips and guides me over just a little and the next time I sink down onto him his dick hits the spot and I groan even louder, my eyes rolling back into my head a little and I hear Frank grunt lowly as his hips start pushing up to meet me, driving into me harder and it makes everything more intense, our kisses turning more heated and biting and the loving softness that we had before is replaced by the animalistic urge to fuck, both of us desperate to cum now and as we keep kissing I tangle my hands in Franks hair, tugging harshly as my hips bounce and grind faster and faster, the heat in my stomach growing hotter and tighter and Frank growls into my mouth as one of his hands leaves my hip, his fingers having dug in so hard I know I will have bruises and he grips my dick, stroking me hard and fast and the next time I sink down onto him and his dick presses into that spot I lose control, ripping my mouth away from his as I slump forward and I bury my face in his neck, my whole body shaking as I groan loudly, cumming between us as Franks hand on my hip guides me to keep moving and the pleasure is so intense I bite down on Franks shoulder, muffling my groans and pleas and he screams out and starts to cum, his dick pulsing and twitching inside me and it sends shivers up my spine, making my whole body shake.

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