Me, Myself, and I

I squealed and threw myself at Chris, dropping my phone on the floor. He chuckled and scooped me up, staggering slightly under my weight. I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his hair happily. “I got the job!” I rushed out breathlessly. Chris tensed slightly, but kissed my neck softly and rubbed my back. “That's great, beautiful..” He murmured, his fingers trembling slightly on my thigh. “Frank's on his way home..”
I nodded and slipped to the floor, kissing his chest softly and stroking his cheeks. “You'll find a job too, Chrissy...I promise..”
He sighed softly and cupped my face in his hands, kissing me quickly. “I didn't finish high school..”
I rolled my eyes. “And it wasn't your fault. You're really smart!”
He nodded and hugged me tightly, upset. I bit my lip and just hugged back, trying to be gentle and comforting.
The front door slammed and I heard Frank running up the stairs, two at a time. Chris broke away from me quickly and rushed to get ready for work, his face still devoid of emotion. He tucked his hair behind his ears, not looking up as Frank burst in, barreling into my chest and giggling as he caught me, kissing me deeply. Chris slipped out wordlessly, and I tried to move around Frank and grab him, but the younger man was oblivious, yelling something in my ear and hugging me too tightly. I sighed and kissed his cheek. “Hey baby..”
His face fell and he glanced around. “What's wrong?”
I ran my fingers through his hair and shrugged. “Chris seems really upset, and I don't know why..”
Frank frowned and rubbed my belly gently. “He's probably just tired or something. Don't worry about it too much, yeah? We can talk to him in the morning..”
I nodded and rubbed my eyes, grabbing my phone off the floor and texting Chris quickly. ‘Hope ur ok. Luv u v much, cya later < 3’
Frank stroked my hair out of my face, an unfamiliarly serious expression written into his features. “Can we talk about your family..?” He whispered, carefully prying the phone out of my hands. I stared at him for a second, shivering. I tried to turn away and he caught my hip, pressing a firm, loving kiss to my forehead. “It doesn't have to be for long...I just..” He frowned and licked his bottom lip lightly. “Chris knows all about that stuff...he was there...and I'm just...I just...I don't know what happened, I don't know how to help..” He trailed off and I sighed, putting my hand over his. “You don't need to be jealous of my relationship with Chris. It wasn't pretty or nice or cute. He kept me alive. You keep me sane..”
Frank blushed and nuzzled my jaw, his fingertips pressing into the back of my neck. “Okay. Maybe another time..?”
I ran my fingers through his hair and pecked his lips. “Maybe..”
He gently tugged on my hand, suddenly grinning again as he drew me towards the bathroom. I blushed and followed willingly, smiling to myself as he filled up the bath. I knew that a lot of Frank's sexual partners had been into drugs and drinking, so since he'd become sober, he hadn't met with them as often, meaning I got more attention. Frank slipped my shirt over my head and I gasped a little, shivering in anticipation. “I missed this..” I murmured, purring as he started to mark up my neck. His breath was warm, flicking over my skin as he laughed. “You don't have to wait for me to fuck, Gee..” He hummed, rubbing my hips. I blushed and shrugged. “I don't um...I..”
Frank pulled away and touched my cheek. “What's up..?”
“I don't like having casual sex...it's gross to me...I can only have sex when I have a romantic attraction..”
Frank smiled and brushed my hair out of my face. “Okay. That seems fair. So...Chris..?”
I blushed even darker and shrugged again. “Well...we had sex once…I loved it...I don't know about him..”
He nodded and shut the water off, slipping his own shirt off. “Yeah, I think he's pretty black and white asexual. And that's okay, obviously. Sex isn't the most important part of a relationship..”
I smiled and got undressed all the way, slipping under the water. “I wish he wasn't, though, sometimes...he's got a beautiful body...and a huge dick..”
Frank blushed and giggled, climbing into my lap and straddling me. “How big..?”
I showed him with my hands and he shrieked with laughter, burying his face in my chest. I giggled and rubbed his back lightly, blushing again. “Yeah...it's pretty great..”
Frank hummed and kissed my jaw softly. “Mh. I don't really wanna have sex right now..” He admitted quietly. “I don't feel super good, and cuddling sounds like heaven..”
I nuzzled his neck and pulled him closer to my chest. “That's okay. It sounds good to me, too..”

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