Me, Myself, and I

Frank woke me up in the morning, helping me get ready for the first day of my new job. It had been a while since I lost my last job, the record store I'd worked at had shut down when I was four months pregnant. Chris and Frank had encouraged me to stay home and start the search later, after the baby came. Frank walked me to my car and kissed my cheek gently. “Don't forget lunch today, okay?” He murmured. I grinned and nuzzled his cheek. “How could I ever..?”
He rolled his eyes and shut the door, waving as I backed out of the driveway.

My job, as it turned out, was fairly boring. I worked as a cashier in a small bookstore, but very few people ever came in. The store was next to a coffee shop and offered Wi-fi, so most people would bring their food and drinks in and sit down at one of our many tables. I liked watching people and learning the system of categorizing books. It was a good job for me, with plenty of down time and quiet, thoughtful work. One person in particular caught my eye. He was bent over a textbook, scribbling hurried notes. He was tall, with neatly cut dark brown hair and piercing blue eyes. His shoulders were strong and muscular, and I could see the lean muscles on his arms as well. In short, he was hot.
I wandered over after a while, tapping the table lightly. He looked up and grinned at me. “Hi..”
I blushed slightly and bit my lip. “Do you need anything..?”
His smile widened. “Your number would be good..” He purred smoothly. I flushed even darker and stuffed my trembling hands in my hoodie pocket. I never picked up guys, let alone got blatantly hit on. He chuckled softly. “Let me guess, you're straight..?”
I shook my head quickly, swallowing hard. “No, I'm just not used to this..” I said softly. He smiled more kindly and nodded. “I understand. My name is William, and yours is Gerard..”
I stammered a little before remembering my name tag. “Uh, yeah..” I ran a hand through my hair awkwardly and William smiled again. “How about that number, sugar..?”
I giggled softly and leaned over, bumping my shoulder against his lightly as I carefully wrote my number down on his notepaper. He grinned and stroked my arm slowly, looking up at me. “You're stunning..” He whispered. I blushed bright red and tugged myself away gently. “I h-have to work..”

I didn't tell Chris or Frank about William. I didn't want to until I knew it would either be nothing or something between us. I knew Frank would be excited for me, but Chris was always worried, no matter what. He was constantly protective, but lately, never home. In fact, that night, he slipped into bed with me at five in the morning, his arms wrapping around my waist as he buried his face in the back of my neck. He was a little shaky, but seemed okay otherwise, so I let him sleep, drifting off again myself.

William called me the next morning, but I didn't pick up. I had woken up late and Frank was away on a business trip, so I had to hurry and get myself ready as quickly as possible. I didn't have time to chat, however much I wanted to. When I got to work, I smoothed everything out and opened the shop before calling him back, shifting nervously from foot to foot. He answered on the second ring.
“Hey beautiful..” He purred, and I giggled shyly.
“Hey..”
He took a deep breath and chuckled. “I'm coming to pick you up after work, we’re gonna go on a date and you're gonna spend the night with me..”
I felt my cheeks flush and I bit my lip, hard. “Isn't this all a little fast..?” I murmured. William sighed.
“I thought you might say that. I just really want to get to know you, Gerard...I've been lonely for a really long time and I feel like you could be what I need..”
I sniffled a bit and rubbed my eyes, trying to pass it off as a yawn. “O-okay..” I said softly, looking down at the counter. He hummed happily and I could feel him smiling. “Great. I'll see you at five. We’re gonna have fun, I promise..”

William was exactly on time. I rushed out of the door and to his car, climbing into it impatiently. “Hi baby..” He grinned, stroking the outside of my thigh as he pulled away from the curb. “We’re gonna go get dinner and then go to my place..”
I blushed and put my hand over his, chewing on my lip lightly. I was a little apprehensive at how fast this was going, but I felt safe with William. He was nice.
As we parked, I put my phone on vibrate and slipped it away, walking into the restaurant with him.
It turned out to be pretty fancy, and I enjoyed a good meal and pleasant conversation. Despite not knowing each other very well, I found myself opening up to William, talking to him about Chris and Frank and the baby I’d lost recently, and even about me being born intersex. He was sympathetic, holding my hand as I nearly cried and kissing my fingers as I forced smiles.
Everything about the way he treated me was perfect. I fell asleep in the car after dinner, and I remember waking up on William’s couch, the smell of coffee hanging in the air as I sat up. He smiled at me and handed me a mug, kissing my temple lightly. “You must be exhausted..”
I blushed and sipped at the hot black liquid, smiling to myself. “I ate a lot too...thanks for buying, by the way. I'm a little short-”
He cut me off quickly, sitting down next to me. “Anything for you, baby..”
His hand ran up the inside of my thigh and before I knew what was happening, I was bent over on the couch, moaning as he fucked me.
He was gentle and rough and perfectly in tune with my body. It didn't feel rushed like sex with Frank often did, and I didn't have to take charge. I just let him in and he did all the work, kissing me and telling me how beautiful I was as he came in my ass. I groaned and collapsed under him, giggling happily as he lay beside me and ran his fingers through my hair. “Cutie..” He grinned, twisting the black strands around one finger as he kissed me, slow and deliberate. I leaned into it, warmth filling my chest and making me feel almost sleepy, dopey with attraction. William hugged me tightly and I buried my face in his sticky shoulder.
“What time is it..?” I mumbled, my voice muffled by his skin.
“Ten..” He replied softly, stroking my cheek with his fingertips. “You want me to take you home..?”
I sat up and started trying to wipe myself off weakly. “Mhm..”
William nodded and helped me clean myself up before getting dressed in pajamas. I hurriedly tugged my clothes on and fixed my hair, taking his hand as he walked me to the car. His touch was gentle on my fingers, his thumb running over mine slowly and protectively. His hands were much bigger than mine, and rougher, protective. I liked it.

Frank looked up from his book as I slipped in. “Where have you been..?”
It was more of a question than an accusation, but he sounded worried. I sighed and sat down next to him, leaning into his side. “I should have told you and Chris, but I met this really nice guy yesterday….he took me to dinner today and..” I trailed off, blushing. Frank wrapped an arm around me and grinned. “You had sex..?”
I nodded slightly and his smile widened even more. “That's great! I'm so glad you felt comfortable with him..”
I smiled to myself and nodded again, snuggling closer to Frank. “Mmh. He's so sweet..”
He kissed my cheek and rubbed my side lightly. “We should go to bed. I was waiting up for you..”
I hummed agreement and looked up at him tiredly. “Can I sleep in your room tonight..?”
He hesitated, but nodded and offered me his hand. “Sure. I might not sleep well...insomnia’s a bitch..”
I hugged him sleepily, nodding as he half carried me up the stairs. I climbed into his small bed, burying myself in his covers and pillows, trying to get comfy in the unfamiliar setting. Frank slipped in next to me and turned the light out, his arms wrapping around my waist as he pulled me into his chest.

Notes

Ooh Gee has a new bf!