A lesson learned is easier said than done
when you're living in a world without the sun
My mind keeps struggling to remember
I wish I could find a way to make up for all that I've done
I know the choice was mine but can you blame me? -CrownTheEmpire//MAKESHIFTCHEMISTRY
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3rd Person POV -Time Lapse..a month later-

Gerard gasped and sat up, he was dreaming again. This time it wasn't just about his brothers death, blood spraying everywhere as Lindsey cut him up with the dagger, she couldn't stop laughing hysterically. He loved that about her, she was ruthless when she was killing .. or fucking.

But back to the dream, this dream had Frank in it. He was lying in the corner, curled up into a little ball. He was so thin you could see bone.. this broke Gerard's little black heart.
He was crying out to Gerard.. calling his name. But every time Gerard got close to him, Lindsey grabbed his wrist and puled him back into a pool of Mikey's blood.

"Fuck.." Gerard breathed heavily.

Lindsey laid next to him in their queen sized bed. She was covered in black sheets. Gerard looked at her and he frowned. How could he let this amount of loneliness resort to this?

He removed the sheets from over top of him and made his way to the kitchen. His naked body felt cold as he opened the fridge.
He didn't even care about being quiet anymore, if he woke Lindsey up.. and if she was in the mood, she'd suck him off.

He grabbed the milk and slammed the door shut, he then opened the pantry and got a bowl of cereal.
Gerard heard another door closing, and then footsteps. He smirked.

Lindsey appeared with her hair in messy pig tails and a black nightie. She yawned.
"Shit man, it's only seven am."

Gerard nodded and bent over to the dish washer and he pulled out a bowl. He could feel Lindsey's eyes on his ass.

" 'S why I'm making breakfast.."

Lindsey scratched her head and nodded. "Don't sit on any of the furniture.. kay?"

"Why?" Gerard pouted, "Cuz m' naked?"

"Duh."

"It's not we haven't fucked on it." Gee grumbled.

Lindsey smiled.. "True.. but still, get dressed.."

"Fine! But you're making your own damn cereal."
He put the ingredients down and stomped over to his room, Lindsey caught his wrist and pulled him into a sensual hug.

"I think I can manage.." she whispered.

"mmm" Gerard broke out of the hug and went back to get dressed.

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Gerard and Lindsey sat opposite of each other on the breakfast bar.

"What's wrong?" she bit her lip.

"To be honest, I can't get Frank out of my mind."

"Who?"

Gerard smiled and rubbed his eyes. "Has it been that long?"

Lindsey shrugged.

"He's the guy that spooked you in the car on the night we met.."

"Oh, him."

"Yeah.. him"

"Well.. why you thinking about him?"

" I wanna find him."

"And give him what he deserves?"

Gerard gave a sad smile, "Something like that."

Notes

Okay this is smallest chapter in the history of history.
I didn't have any plans, and the paragraph splitter wont fucking work. RIP.