I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made -BlindMelon//NORAIN

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3rd Person POV

The water beamed down on them, it was icey cold. Freezing at that. But the boys didn't give two shits.
They had a fucking moment.
This was the first time Gerard did anything real, felt anything real.

But then again if this wasn't real, Gerard wouldn't be there right now. Helping.
He dreaded giving Frank the absolute truth.
Frank wouldn't believe it, or he would and he'd hate Gerard.

'Hey babe, you were fucked by my vampire brother. And now you're one of us.. oh wait I didn't tell you? I'm also a blood sucker!'
Gerard slapped his forehead
"Idiot." he growled.

Frank looked up at him, he was resting on top of Gerard. "What..?" Frank pouted. "Has the realization come to you yet? Have you finally realized how much of a monster I am?!"

"Woah..-..woah..-no!" Gerard groaned.

"Then don't call yourself an idiot unless you have a valid fucking reason."

"I have a reason!" Gerard said angrily.

"What is it?" Frank bit his lip.

"..I'm trying to figure out how to explain to you what's going on."

"..."

"I.."

Frank laid his head back on Gerard's chest. Water spraying in his face. He groaned and got up, turning the water off.
Gerard sat up, and wrapped his arms around his legs.
Frank moved back over to him.

"Gerard, just a question.."

"Yeah?"

"I don't know what I thinking earlier, straight wasn't it, but I'm thinking now. What were you doing in my house?"

"I got a ride."

"But why'd you come, how'd you get in?"

"I had this shitty feeling in my gut, the front door was open.."

"Oh" .... "Well.. I don't care if you don't know how to tell me. You promised you'd give me some explanation. I doubt you know what's going on either, you just wanted a fuck." Frank accused and pointed his finger back at Gerard.

Gerard scowled at Frank. "You're out of your god damn mind. If I wanted anything from you, anymore, you'd be dead."

Frank's jaw dropped open, Gerard covered his mouth. Gasping.
"What..does..that..mean?"

Gerard put his head in his hands. "Frank, I'm the monster here.. not you."

Frank slowly got out of the tub, he grabbed his clothes and clutched them to his chest.

"..What?" Frank cried.

" I guess I have to start from the beginning" Gerard stood up , and walked over to Frank. Frank backed away, his back facing the door.
Gerard slammed his hands on the door, Frank's head in between them. His face hardly an ich away from Frank's he stared into Frank's eyes. Fear was surfacing in them.

"I wanted you from the moment I saw you in the book store. The way your eyes glimmered when you were reading a comic, to the way they turned black and beety when you were dealing with an asshole for a customer." Gerard placed kisses on Frank's neck.

Frank's eyes closed as he rolled his head back against the door, exposing his throat.

Gerard lightly wrapped his fingers around Frank's neck. "I wanted your blood from the moment I saw you're purple veins. I could smell your irresistible blood through them, they smelt like roses. Now it smells like home"

Frank's eyes shot open with worry.

"I'm a vampire, baby." Gerard gave a sad laugh, his voice cracking. A tear rolled down his own cheek.
Frank tried to get Gerard's hands off his throat. Gerard just moved them without word. Not needing force. He ran a hand through his own hair.

"What do I say to that?!" Frank yelled.. "I don't want you to turn me, I don't want to live forever. Just do what you want with me.. kill me!"

Gerard shook his head. "LET ME FINISH!" He screamed. Frank started to shake he backed on to a wall. Looking Gee dead in the eye.

"I'm not going to hurt you. I've learned to accept this, I've been telling myself for the past month I was going to. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. Instead I acted like an ass hat and fucked you whenever I could. Which in our case was behind the damn school. But Mikey doesn't have the heart I have.. for you at least. He took advantage of you and.. well.. bit you when you guys were.. fornicating. You're a vampire too, Frank."

Frank shook his head. "You're joking, Gerard you son of a bitch."

"I wish this was a joke."

Frank looked at him again, before falling on the ground. Passed out.

"FUCK!" Gerard screamed and punched the bathroom mirror.

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