If I was dead

Frank's pov


"Frankie?" Gerard mumbled in his sleep, I held him tightly in my arms, afraid to let go of him. Gerard mumbled something I couldn't hear and twitched. "Frankie, please don't..." Gerard begged, he clung to my side in his sleep, he was having a nightmare. I shook him gently trying to wake him up, he was crying in his sleep now. "Gee, it's okay babe." I said softly as he started to wake up, he started to cry even more, I rubbed his back trying to calm him down. "Pl...please don't le...leave me." He sobbed against my side. "Babe, I would never leave you, it's okay now." I said sitting up with him in my arms and pulled him into my lap, he rested his head against my chest. "I don't feel so good..." Gerard said and got up running to the bathroom, I followed right behind. I held his hair back as he throw up, there wasn't much that came up, he needed to eat more. After he was done dry heaving, I took his hand and led him to my room. I pulled the covers back as he laid down holding his arms out like a child. I pulled the trash can closer to the bed and slid in next to him. He cuddled against my side and sighed softly as I rubbed his back. "Sorry." He said quietly, I looked down at him, he was trailing his hand up and down my chest. "It's okay sweetie." I said kissing his head, he nodded and yawned snuggling into my side more. "Just sleep babe." Gerard was asleep in seconds, his head limply against my side and his hand on my chest.

I slid out from under him and went to the kitchen, I got the coffee maker going. "Frankie?" Gerard mumbled from behind me making me jump. His sleep pants hanging extremely low in his hips, I torn my gaze from them and smiled up at him. "Hey Gee, you should be sleeping." I said softly as he come over to me and rested his forhead on mine. His eyes were closed, I wrapped my arms around his waist making the pants slide down a little more. Oh god, please no. We didn't move for a long time, Gerard sighed and his hot breath running over my chest. "Come on Gee." I said taking his hand in mine, his hand limply in my as I led him back to my room. He stood next to the bed looking at me with his puppy dog eyes. "C...can you stay with me?" He stuttered, he looked so lost, I nodded and he tugged me on to the bed with him. "Please don't leave me." He sobbed quietly, his eyes brimming with tears, I tucked his hair behind his ear. "I won't leave you Gee, I love you, just close your eyes and sleep." I said softly running my hand through his hair, he calmed down a bit. "I'm not tired." He whined tracing patters on my chest lightly. "Then what do you want to do?" I asked looking down at him, he shrugged and snuggled closer to me. His hand trailing down my stomach and back up again, my breath hitched in my throat. "Gee..." I mumbled as he inched down my stomach, his hand trailing along my waistband. "Gee, you don't have to..." I said as he inched my boxers down a little, he looked up at me and blushed. "I...I want to." He stuttered and blushe like crazy, his trembling hand pulling my boxers down to my knees, I kicked them off the rest of the way. "Fuck.." I moaned as he slowly started to stroke me, my whole body withering from his touch. I was panting heavily, my mind was swirling, my body shook, my stomach muscles tightened. "Gee... I can't hold back much longer..." I panted as his movements became faster. I moaned his name loudly as I came, he didn't stop until I was done, I smiled at him in a daze. "I can help you now." I said, he looked flustered and dazed too. "I kinda already..." He trailed off, blushing in is cute little way. "That's so hot." I said nibbling his neck, he giggled and sat up. "I need to wash this off." I said getting up and walking to the door, I turned back to him. "Wanna join me?" I asked, he nodded his head shyly and followed me to the bathroom. I turned shower on and pulled my shirt off, Gerard watched me intently. "Need help?" I asked pulling up on his shirt, he blushed and held his arms up as I took it off of him. He perfect pale skin, his slightly feminine curves, everything about him is perfect. "Frankie?" Gerard asked as I just took the view in, I snapped out of it and looke up at him. I slid his pants and boxers off and I took mine off, Gersrd became self conscious and flinched away. "Hey babe, it's okay." I said taking his hands in mine, I steeped into the shower and he followed slowly, his hair in his face. "Babe?" I said bring his face to look at me, he looked and gave a cute ass shy smile. "Your beautiful." I breathed tracing over his sides lightly making him shiver slightly. The water making my hair fall into my face, I pushed it away and saw Gerard silently laughing. "What's so funny?" I asked making him laugh even more, I pushed him against the wall making him stop and watch me curiously. I leaned over nibbling his neck playfully, he shivered against me moving his head over to the side to give me more room. "Remind me to take showers with you more often."

Notes

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