For the broken

Abby POV

Running is all i can do anymore. From Ryan and my brother also those nice guys. Even Gerard.
I make it home only 20 minuets late. When i walk in there's no one home. like usual i go straight to my room until 7:45 then i make dinner for Ryan, if he's not mad. Then i go to the basement.
I stay in my room for the rest of the night because i never hear Ryan return.

*Time skip*

"EY FUCKTARD WAKE UP" i wake to see Ryan in front of me obviously drunk. i look at the clock to see it 3 in the morning. DUDE WHAT THE FUCK......of course i didn't say that aloud.
"Where's my dinner bitch" Ryan says with a slur
FUCK i knew that was gonna haunt me.
"you already ate it"
"OHHH COME HERE" Ryan grabs my arm and pulls me into a hug.........i hug him back
big fuckin mistake
"HOW DARE YOU TOUCH ME"
Ryan repetitively hit me for 45 minutes then left. i cleaned myself but then had nothing to do for a few hours.
i chose to go and get a secret art kit and draw one of the charterers i saw today

*time skip*

The drawing i made was Gerard in the outfit he was in today......damn i can't get than guy out of my head, i get ready for work moving fast but quiet. i really didn't want to wake up Ryan. Like drunk Ryan was bad but hungover Ryan was worse.
By the time i make it to work i'm an hour early and have nothing to do. so i walk into the warehouse to see my manager talking to a dark hair guy.
"Abby what are you doing here so early"
"oh-o i -i um.....i wanted to get a layout of the um warehouse before it got so full. Ma'am"
"Well okay just Make sure not to misplace or break anything
"I promise i won't Ma'am"
"Alright you can go just keep in mind that the band and a few workers are here"

i nodded and walked away
it's going to be long day

Notes

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HEY guys sorry for the wait i got finals coming up and studying is my life right now but i thought maybe a break would do me good to and yeah i understand i'm making excuses but i should have more frequent updates after june 17th
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