We are the Broken

Gerard's pov

The week was filled with more nightmares, me waking up crying in Frank's arms, and school. I felt bad for waking Frank up but he told me it was okay and he just wanted me to happy. I was happy with him but my own thought kept coming back to me, I love him so much.
"Your perfect." Frank said kissing me, he gave me butterflies even though we've done this so many times. I fell back in bed with him still kissing me passionately, I kissed back with the same force. "I love you." I moaned as he kissed my neck, I could feel him smiling against my neck. "I love you too Gee bear." He said back trailing kisses down my neck and back up to my lips. After a while of kissing I literally couldn't take it anymore, he was driving me crazy. "Frankie please..." I whimpered as he kissed my neck again, he smiled down at me and slid our pants off. In seconds I was moaning loudly and saying his name, he could always bring me to my breaking point extremely fast. "Oh babe." Frank moaned as he thrusted into me faster, I couldn't hold back mush longer. "Your so perfect Gee, I can't take it much longer." Frank moaned, he started stroking me and I gasped in pleasure arching my back. We climaxed at the same time and rode them out, Frank slid out and hugged me tightly. We were both panting heavily as I laid on his chest listening to his racing heart. It was midnight but I wasn't that tired yet, Frank kissed my head and I nuzzled his chest making him giggle. "I want pancakes in the morning." I said roling over to look at him, he smiled down at me and kissed my nose. "With chocolate chips?" He asked trailing his hand done my side making me giggle. "All of the chocolate chips." I laughed wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him. "No problem." He laughed kissing back, I laid my head back down on his chest, I know he was worried about me eating enough but I needed to lose weight.

Frank's pov
I was happy that Gee wanted to eat, he was getting so thin and he barely ate anything. He yawned before closing his eyes, good thing it was Saturday now. In seconds I could hear him softly breathing, he looked so perfect. I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep.
Gerard didn't have a nightmare last night, which was good, he's had one ever night this week. He was still asleep when I woke up so I slowly slid him off of me and went to go make pancakes. When I got to the kitchen I took out the pancake mix and the chocolate chips. In ten minutes I had a big stack of pancakes that smelled amazing. I got two plates filled with them, two mugs of coffee, syrup, and some strawberrys. When I got back to the room Gerard was slowly waking up, his arm reaching out next to him to see if I was still there. He sat up right away and looked around the room scared before seeing me standing there with the tray of food. "Good morning babe." I said setting the tray next to him and sitting down. "Yummy, they smell good." He said taking the plate I handed him, he took a bite and then dug in hungerly. I smiled and ate mine, in minutes he was done, he must've been really hungry. After I was done I set my plate down and put the tray on the dresser. "America Horror Story?" He asked kissing him, he tasted like chocolate and syrup, yum. I kept kissing him and before I know if our shirts were off. "You tasted good." I said then went back to kissing him, he smiled against my lips. "You taste good too." He said back resting his hands on my waist, I pulled away to ketch my breath, he was panting from under me. He looked so fragile and small, I ran my hand through his hair and he leaned into my touch happily. "I love you Gee." I said, his smile grow even more. "I love you Frankie." He said trailing his hand up my stomach to my chest. "Can we cuddle?" He asked shyly, I nodded and slid off of him, I just want to touch him, that all I wanted. I turned American Horror Story on and slid into bed pulling him on to my chest, he snuggled in. I loved the days were we just snuggled and watched tv, they were the best kind of days. I could see Gerard staring up at me lovingly before watching the tv and then looking back up at me again. He looked so cute when he was cuddling, I kissed his head and ran my hand up and down his said, I felt every rib that was sticking out. He shifted uncomfortably and tried to slide off of me but I held him there. "What's wrong?" I asked concerned, he looked like he was going to cry. "I'm cr...crushing you." He stuttered trying to move again, I held him in place and shook my head. "Gee your not crushing me, your honestly really light. Your actually extremely light, you need to start eating." I said looking down at him, he shook his head and tiers stared to stream down his face. "My body is gross, I'm overweight, and ugly." He sobbed pulling the blanket over his face, his whole body was shaking. "Shh Gee, your not overweight or ugly, you so beautiful and your extremely thin, I'm worried because your so thin. You need to eat or you'll get sick." I said hugging him tightly as he cried into my chest. "D...do you re...really mean th...that." He stuttered looking up at me like a lost child. "Gerard I've said it a thousand times and I will say it over and over again until you see it too. Your the most beautiful, perfect, sexiest guy I have even seen. Your so fucking hot that I get turned on just by looking at you. I love you more than anything in the world and it breaks my heart to see you sad." I said as tiers started to stream down my face, he took his hand and wiped them away. "Pl...please don't cry Fr...Frankie." He sniffles hugging me tightly, I couldn't stop crying, he means so much to me that I couldn't live to see him sad. I would do anything to make him happy, I will show him how beautiful he was even if he didn't see it. After I calmed down I sat up and put him in my lap so he was facing me. My hand trailed down his face to his neck and down his side stopping at his waist. "You are perfect." I said trailing my hand back up his side, he watched me as I did this without a word. "We'll be okay, right?" He whispered taking his hand and touched my cheek, I smiled and him and nodded. "We'll be okay, I promise."

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