We are the Broken

Gerard's pov

"Come on!" I laughed taking Frank's hand as we ran to the edge of the dock and jumping off. We came up laughing, Frank splashed me and I splashed him back. "Heads up!" Mikey yelled jumping over our heads into the water, he came up. Me and Frank swam back to the shore and sat on the beach, the day was perfect and clear for a day at the lake. Frank laid down resting his head on his arms, I laid my head in his stomach looking up at the sky. "Love you." Frank said, I smiled widely and took his hand. "Love you too." I said back, there wasn't a cloud in the sky. Frank got up, scooped me up in his arms and walked to the end of the dock. "Don't!" I laughed trying to giggle out of his arms to run away, Frank throw me in and came in a few seconds after me. "Ass hole." I said splashing him in the face, he laughed and we swam back to shore. "Hey guys!" Andy called from the trail, he just got here. "Hey!" Frank said running up to Andy giving him a hug, Andy laughed and hugged him back. "Your freezing." Andy laughed pushing Frank off and giving me a hug, we've been friends with Andy for the past month, we were all best friends. The rest of the day was filled with laughter, swimming, name calling, eating, singing, and my favorite kissing Frank.
"That was fun." Frank said setting his bag on the floor in my room, I nodded, it was extremely fun. "I need a shower." I said wrapping my arms around Frank's waist and kissing him, he smiled against my mouth. "I'll join you." He said and followed me to the bathroom, I turned the shower on, Frank pulled my shirt off and he did the same with his, then our pants. I stepped into the shower and he followed, he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck, he was tiring me on a lot. I turned around and kissed him passionately, his hands resting on my waist, he pushed me against the wall. "Your so perfect." He said trailing kisses down my neck and collar bones, my hand trailed done to his waist and to his growing problem. He gasped in pleasure and kept kissing me, I pumped faster and he moaned louder. "Fuck babe, I want you so much." He moaned placing kisses down my neck. "Fuck me." I whispered in his ear, he was on me in seconds, he spun me around and was thrusting into me in no time. "Fuck." I moaned, he held my waist tightly as he thrusted into me. In minute we were both coming and panting heavily, Frank rubbed shampoo into my hair and his. Then we washed each other's bodies gently, moving the ragges over the skin like a paint brush. After our shower we dryed off and put our pajamas on. Frank pulled me into his arms and laid down, I snuggled in and trailed patters on his chest lightly. I yawned and lazily trailed my finger in circles on his chest as I slowly fell asleep. Frank kissed my head and rubbed my back, I was asleep in no time
"No!" I yelled as Frank walked away from me, he waved and kept walking. "Frank! Please come back!" I yelled reaching my arms out to him, he didn't look back at me as he disappeared into the darkness. I fell to my knees crying, I had no one, he left me, I cried into my hands.
"Gerard? Wake up babe it was only a dream." Frank said shaking me gently, I clung on to him bearing my face into his chest. "Don't leave me." I sobbed, Frank kissed my head and held me tightly. "I will never leave you, I promise." He said rocking me back and forth in his arms, I cried into his chest, my whole body shook from my sobs. "It's okay babe, I'm here, I love you Gee." He said, I calmed down a little but couldn't stop crying, the dream felt so real. After a while I cried my self out falling asleep in Frank's arms.
"Wake up Gee bear." Frank said softly, I rubbed my eyes and stretched. "I'm awake." I yawned sitting up and looking at him, he smiled and kissed me. "Good morning." He said after the kiss, I smiled a little, I couldn't shake off my dream from last night. I took Frank's hand and held it, he ran his thumb over my knuckles. "Time to eat, Mikey made breakfast." Frank said, I got up still holding his hand and followed him upstairs. "Hey guys, I kinda made a lot so dig in." Mikey laughed setting a huge plate of eggs, bacon, and toast on the table. Frank led me to a chair and I sat down, he tried to walk away but I was still holding his hand, he slowly took my hand and kissed it, I let go. I sat there watching him, he got three muffs of coffee and gave me one, I took it and took a sip. He sat bald down and put food on both of our plates. He took my hand again and started to eat, I stared blankly at my food. "You need to eat Gee." Frank said, I didn't respond, I felt so lost. "Gee?" Frank asked concerned, his voice sounded liked muffled, Mikey looked at me concerned as well.

Frank's pov
"Gee?" I asked again, Gerard hasn't responded to me or Mikey, he wasn't really holding my hand anymore. "He does this sometimes, it's like blacking out but your still awake." Mikey said reassuring me, I nodded and asked what I should do, me and Mikey led Gerard to the couch. He stared blankly at us as we set him down and out a blanket over his lap. He hasn't done this in a long time, it must be because of his nightmare last night. I just eat you to be happy Gee, I will make you happy, we'll be happy together forever babe.

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