The Kids From Yesterday

I snapped my head upwards to see his bright, smiling face. He looked so happy, and i felt my face light up too.
"Really?"
"Yeah, of course! How could i not?" He laughed, his eyes bright with excitement. I couldn't explain how many emotions i felt. Relief because it wasn't one-sided. Excitement to see where it would lead. Confusion.
"So ... We're -" at that moment a guy dragged himself out of the restroom. "- gay?" i finished when he'd gone downstairs.
"I guess we are." He smiled his half smile, and this time it was warm and loving, and relieved.
I spent a moment just smiling. It felt so good to finally say "im gay". Then, hesitantly, i reached my hand across the table and left it there, open for a second before he took it, never breaking eye contact with me. His hand was soft and warm, and small. He then got up and walked around to my sofa and sat next to me, sliding his arm around my waist. My heart was pounding right now. I wrapped my arm around him, and we sat there cuddling for a while. It felt so perfect. The kind of affection from Frank I had yearned for so much these past three days...
I laughed.
"What?" Frank looked up at me, smiling.
"We've only known each other three days and weve just came out to each other. Whithout telling anyone else." he laughed, leaning his head on my shoulder.
"It feels like I've known you forever."

FRANK's POV

This moment was so perfect, I couldn't bear the thought of it ending. Gerard's arms were strong around my shoulders, and i felt warm and safe.
I think i love him, i thought.

Eventually, that moment had to end, so me and Gerard took our fries to go and ordered another take-out coffee. While we were at the counter waiting, Gerard nudged my hand with his. I looked up at his beautiful face, and it looked hesitant, as if he was asking my permission to be able to hold hands. I smiled and nodded, and his fingers wrapped around mine. I smiled at my feet and could feel his eyes gazing at me. When the coffee was finally ready, we walked outside and Gerard said,
"So where d'you wanna go?" he smiled at me, a small, trustworthy smile that i knew would always make my knees weak as they did now. I pretended to think for a moment, and he saw right through it, laughing.
"What about that small, secluded, fenced off, empty park that we went to on the first day we met?" i smiled at him, and saw something flicker in his eyes. It happened every time i smiled. Am i really that appealing? I laughed to myself.
"Well, doesn't that sound romantic?" he blushed, smiling a cute secretive smile.God he was cute.
"Well, thats the point. It is a first date after all." i smiled wider, and squeezed his hand as i started leading him up the town. This day had taken the best possible turn.

We held hands all the way there, not talking. Just smiling at each other and enjoying each others company. When he reached the park, we both lay on the grass next to each other. I felt my hand creeping into his, and suddenly he was pulling me closer. We were hugging, our noses milimetres apart, just staring into each other's eyes. His eyes were a similar hazel to mine, and flecked with gold. My hand reached up and caressed his cheek. His skin was milky pale and smooth, spotless. He smiled warmly, making my heart dance.
This looks like a gay twilight movie.
I turned over, not wanting to laugh in his face.
"What?" he laughed, propping hihimself up on his elbow, looking down at me.
"I just thought, this looks like a gay version of twilight." he laughed loudly, a booming bark that made me laugh too.
We stopped laughing after about thirty seconds, then he just gazed into my eyes.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered, and i felt his soft breath on my neck.
"Then make me feel beautiful," i whispered back, my heart rate excelerating.
He chuckled softly. "It's the first date, Frankie." i pouted. He laughed again. "But, i suppose i can kiss on the first date..." his stare was soft, yet intese at the same time. My heart was now pounding, and if these mutants in my stomach were butterflies, they were butterflies that really wanted to get out. Slowly, i lifted my arm and wrapped my fingers into his hair. It was soft, and my fingers slipped through it easily. I cupped the back of his neck and gently pulled myself up to his lips, and we were kissing. I planted a soft, long peck on his lips. They were soft, and perfectly sculpted. Then he kissed me, and it wasn't intense and urgent like in movies, it was soft, loving, and i never wanted him to pull away. The kisses grew longer and more perfect, and soon we were "making out". He rolled onto me and knelt over me, treating me delicately. My hands were tangled into his hair (permanently, i hoped) and his hand was under my back, supporting me. He moved down to my neck, and planted kisses wherever he could. I was breathing heavily now. Not because it was too intense, but because i could feel a ... "Problem" coming.
"Gerard," i gasped. "As much as i want this to go on, we gotta stop." he laughed into my collar bone, and pulled himself off me. We both sat up. He smiled widely at me, and i beamed back. Then leant other and planted one last kiss on his lips, my hand cupping his cheek. Then we just sat, looking up at the clouds, and cuddling again. Then i rembered our walk down to town, and Gerard had laughed at something that i had vowed to ask him about later.
"Gerard?"
"Mm?"
"During our walk into town, what was it you laughed at?" he looked down, blushing.
"Oh." he laughed. He looked down at me and i made a gesture to carry on. He sighed, "well, after my heart stopped every time our hands touched, i wondered if, if we held hands, i would have a heart attack."

Gerard was unlocking his front door when he stopped to ask me something.
"Frankie?" He left the key in the lock and turned.
"Yeah Gee?. It was the first time i had called him that, and he grinned before turning serious again.
"What are we gonna do about Ray and Mikey?"
Oh. I hadn't thought of that.
"Well, we could tell them straight away, or keep them guessing. Which sounds more entertaining?" i smirked at him, and his eyes flickered again. Then he laughed.
"Well, Mikey's already suspicious, but what the hell?" he smiled at me, making my heart throb, then turned and unlocked the door. Mikey was standing at the stairs about a metre away, with his hands on his hips.
"And why weren't me and Ray invited?" he had one eyebrow arched, and i laughed.
"Mikey,"Gerard began, rolling his eyes, "would you really have got up in time?" Mikey rolled his eyes back.
"Whatever. Im going to Ray's. See ya."

GERARD'S POV

me and Frank ordered pizza and watched a movie on Netflix. It had been such an indescribably perfect day. I could still feel Frank's lips pressed against mine.
We didn't pay attention to most of the movie. We were kissing the whole way through. Soft, passionate making out. He was so perfect.
Then we decided he could stay the night.
No sex or anything. Just cuddles in bed.And sleep. The bed in the attic was a double bed, and nearly all my stuff was moved in now anyway, i just needed my ornaments and then it was done. I leant Frank a pair of pajamas which were way too big. A long sleeved top and baggy trousers that he had to keep pulling up. He still managed to look hot.
Apparently i did too. I didnt think so tho. I had just an average flat body, no muscles or tan. Just a sleevless vest and pajama bottoms. He made drooling noises when i came back from the bath room changed. I laughed and pushed him playfully as i collapsed on the bed. He folded his arms on my chest and just stared at me, and i stared back. Then he was kissing me again, but this time intense. His lips crushed mine, and his arms were wrapped around my neck. I sensed a "problem" coming about two seconds before he broke away. Then winked and reminded me "no sex on the first date". I rolled my eyes. I had the urge to just pin him down and..
No sex on the first date. Sigh.
We got under the covers, and Frank wrapped his arms around my waist and leant his head against my chest. I cradled his spiked head in my arms, cherishing this moment.
"I love you, Gerard." Frank was half asleep and probably had no idea what he had just said, vbut that didnt stop my heart from skipping a beat.
"I love you too, Frankie." i whispered, nuzzling into his hair.

Notes

I loved writing this chapter sooooo much. I hope you love it too:) Happy reading Killjoys!