I can't take it anymore

Frank's pov

"Why are you doing this to me!?" I yell at the men who are taking my mother away, they just looked at me blankly. "Answer me damn it!" I was still yearlong as I ran up the men and started to hit and kick them. They didn't react, my mother wasn't crying anymore bit watching me helplessly with scared eyes. "Why are you taking here away form me?!" The men didn't answer me they kept dragging her away. There was a hearse with its engine running, the back door was open and a coffin was open. "No she's not dead!" I ran to the coffin and tried to shut it but it wouldn't budge. A man in a black suit came behind me and pulled me away, I couldn't see his face but I could see his eyes, they were glowing red. "Get off..." The man put his hand over my mouth before I could finish, he forced me to watch as the other men put my mother in the coffin. I was crying now, why were they doing this to her she didn't do anything wrong. "Oh my dear boy she has done many things that were wrong." The man holding me said as if he read my thoughts looking down at me with his red eyes. "Her biggest mistake was having you." He said laughing, as we watched the car drive away with my mother in it. "No..." I said as the man let go of me and then disappeared into thin air.
"Frank, Frank wake up!" I heard someone yelling at me, they were shaking me. "What?" I ask opening my eyes, I relived I was crying my face was wet and my eyes kinda burned. "You were having a nightmare, I've been trying to wake you up for fifteen minutes." Gerard said looking concerned and a little scared. "Oh I'm sorry, I felt so really." I said looking down, I stared to cry again and roled up into a ball. Gerard pulled me into a hug and started to pet my hair. "It's okay now, everything will be okay I promise." Gerard said soothingly to me as we sat like that for a while. After I stopped crying Gerard picked me up and carried me downstairs to the kitchen. I wasn't expecting him to carry me I kinda felt like a little kid again, he carried me like I was weightless. When he put me down I was a little disappointed that it had to end, Gerard looked at me and laught. "I could give you a piggyback ride as I make breakfast." He said smiling at me and I nodded my head smiling again. He laught and let me on his back, I felt so tall when I was on him, I started to laugh really hard and I almost feel off. "You have to stay still or I'll drop you Frank!" Gerard laughed and started to laugh too, he made the best looking breakfast I've ever see, waffles my favorite. After he was done he put me on a chair at the table ad he gave me a plate of waffles. "These are so good." I say as I take another bite, Gerard blushed a little and nodded his head taking a bite. After eating and feeding the animals we went back to my room and shut the door and sat on my bed cuddling. "Were did Mikey go?" I ask as Gerard hummed softly. " He's been up for a while, his in Jazz's room probably playing with her." He said laughing lightly, and started to hum again. "He must really like her, she loves Mikey, I've never seen Jazz so attached to anyone before not even me." Gerard shrugged "He doesn't get attached to things easily because he's afraid they will leave him." Gerard said sadly looking at the ceiling and then at me. "Hey Frank I've been wanting to ask you something this all morning, what was your dream about?" Gerard looked at me, I started to shake a little and I wanted to cry again. "It's okay you don't have to tell me." Gerard said softy and kissed my forehead. "I'll tell you," I said sitting up and moving to were I was sitting in front of him. "When I was little me, mom, and dad all lived here, we were a happy family my dad didn't work as much and my mom took care of me at home. One day my mom and dad were acting odd so I asked what was wrong, my mom held me in her lap and my dad and her told me she has cancer. I know what cancer was and I know that it could kill people. I started to cry, my mom and dad gave me a hug and they told me that she was going to go away for a while so she could get better. But then she never came back I didn't get to say goodbye to her, my dad started to work more and wasn't home as much as he used to be. My dream was about there's people taking my mom away and I couldn't do anything to help her. This man told be I was her worst mistake and they were taking her away because of me." I was crying now, I couldn't breath and the room was spinning. Gerard put his arms around me and started to sing, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. I calmed down and I felt better, Gerard leaned over and kissed me on the lips. He slowly pulled me head back a little and raked his hands throw my hair. "I will always be here for you, I care for your feelings more than mine." Gerard whispered in to my ear and then kissed my neck, it make me moan softly. He heard me and kissed me on my neck again, he bit me a little and it made me turned on a lot. I started to kiss his neck, I heard his breath hitch and he got in top of me. "You really know how to turn me on Frankie." He said smiling as he kissed my neck again and biting me more. "I guess we both have the same turn on's." I said as he moved lower down to my collar bones and biting all along them. I seriously couldn't take this anymore it was driving me crazy. I roled on top of him and started to kiss and bite his neck, he saw literally purring even time I kissed him. This was gonna be a wonderful night I though as we got a little more wilder.

Notes

I hoped you liked this chapter, tell me what you think by leaving a comment :) Sorry I didn't update yesterday I had a friend over. Ugh I'm starting school tomorrow, Christmas break was fun, tomorrow will probably be hell :p