Tell Yourself it's Never Going to Happen Again

I was sitting on the couch with my legs crossed, wiht Gerard kneeling in front of me. He had concealer in his hand and had a brush in his other and was putting it over my eye.

"I shouldn't be good at this," he mutters lowly with his tongue sticking out. "YOU should be doing this for a date, even though you have nothing to conceal."

I laughed softly, "Gerard, y'know I haven't been on a date in three years right? Since I was 17?"

He paused and looked at me. "What? He didn't take you out for any of your birthdays?"

I shook my head and looked into a mirror and nodded at his work. "18th he didn't, 19th he went out with his friends. 20th, he ust slept the entire day and 21st he jut drank himself stupid." I sighed softly.

He sat back on his heels and shook his head. "Gurl, you NEED to go out on a date."

I snorted and stood up and walked over into the kitchen. "Gerard, you and I both know that there is no way in HELL Richard is going to take me out on a date. I'm pretty sure he takes those strippers he bangs out more than he's ever taken me out."

I saw him walk into the kitchen and lean against the counter watching me. "Yeah well, you need to go out on a date and experience the love people give you."
complaint

I paused holding a glass and looked at it and gently traces my finger around the rim.

"Gerard..?" I looked up at him through my hair and chewed my lip.

He stood up slightly straighter, "Yeah Sarah?"

"Um," I played with my hands and whispered softly, "What if I don't know what that love feels like?"

He paused then walked over to me and turned me around to face him. "Then I will find someone who will teach you what it feels like to be loved okay?" I didn't respond and looked down. He tilted my head up. "Okay Sarah?"

I nodded and opened my mouth to say something when I heard keys outside the door jingle. My eyes widened and I looked over at Gerard scared. He looked at me the same and opened his mouth to say something when I shook my head and mouthed to him, "Hide!" He looked around for a place to hide but I shook my head and pushed him into a clsoet that we never used and just closed the door in time when Richard came in swaying and slammed the door shut. I bit my lip and closed my eyes, he was drunk. I turned around and give him a fake smile.

"Hey baby!" I walked toward him. "I didn't think you'd be back till tomorrow?"

He grunted and barged past me, I made a face at him and was going to follow him when I saw Gerard poke his head out of the closet. My eyes widened and shook my head and motioned for him to go back in the closet. He nodded and shut the door and I walked into our sitting room and sat next to him.

"My normal stripper wasn't there, so I had to deal with another bitch who had no idea what i wanted," Richard grunted out while taking a sip of his beer. Even from here I could smell the beer on him. I nodded and tried to not look like I was hurt, because i WAS hurt. I didn't love the dick, but it did hurt for him to be dating me then going to a strip club and complain about how he had no one to fuck. I sighed and nodded.

"I'm sorry baby."

He nodded back and took another swig of his beer. "I want you to sleep on the couch tonight. And before you fight me, I still remember what you did today and am mad at you. So you're sleeping on the couch." He gave me a hard look and I looked down and nodded. "Good girl." He pat my arm and I gently pushed his hand off. I had better go get ready for bed. I stood up off the couch and went into the hallway and then over to the closet. I looked around to make sure Richard wasn't looking then opened it and gently pulled Gerard out and pushed him to the door holding my breath.

We got there safe and I quietly opened it and shoved him out and gave him a look, and he just nodded in response. I knew he would understand, I softly shut the door and smiled to myself in victory. Richard didn't suspect anything.

I turned around and looked up and my eyes widened and my heart almost stopped. Standing there in front of me with a murderous look was Richard and he had his arms crossed.

"WHO THE FUCK WAS HE?!" He shouted at me taking a step towards me.

I took one back, appears I spoke too soon.

Notes

Hey guys, it's me again. Today is my last day of winter break and i'm freaking out haha anyway, i hope you enjoy this update please tell me what you thought :)

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