Ava Adore

"Gerard!" Lynz snaps her fingers in front of my face like Billy had the other day, I can't believe I said no to the boy I've loved sense secondary school. I'm proud of myself, but I have this aching pain in my stomach. Regret.
"What?"
She sighs in relief.. that I noticed her.. "You've been distant ever since lunch last week.. what's wrong Gee?"
Billy snorts. I frown and lightly punch him, he falls onto my bed. "Yeah.. Gerard.. why so distant?" he laughs. "Nothing." I say bluntly, showing no emotion through. "Did that Iero kid fuck you up good?" Mikey frowned. "Yeah, did Frank fuck you up good?" Billy smirked again, he's the only one that knows this and he's totally using the fire against me. I glare at him. "No, he just spooked me."
They could all sense the anger in my voice, "Then what's wrong?" Lynz wrapped her arms around me and planted a kiss on my cheek.
I bite my lip, they can't know.. look what happened when I told Billy. He's a being complete asshat. "Lynz, maybe you should go.." I sigh, she unwraps her arms and looks at me "Why.."
Billy raises his arm and waves it in the air "Oooh-.. I know!"
Lynz crosses her arms and waits for his answer, here it comes. The humiliation. "I can't help what you see, I can't help but to be For what I needed to need, she'll make it love, it's who you know. " He says in a sing song voice. She scrunches up her face "What?". Billy laughs again "Dig deep honey."
She rolls her eyes. "Bye I guess."
Mikey gets up "See ya on Monday Lynz, I'll walk you out"
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I turn to face Billy "Dodged a bullet, thanks for making that shit up."

"I was being serious man, dig deeper, it means trust no one.. love is a sham."

"So in a fucked up way you're telling my girlfriend to break up with me?"

"You sure ass hell don't love her."

"...Yes..I do.." I say weakly.

"Sure."

"..What do I do Corgan?"

"Tell her your gay"

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