You'll never understand a person till you've been to hell and back with them. But if you ask me, that's a bunch of bullshit. Nobody will ever understand me, hell nobody wants to anyways. Everyone treats me like a pet you don't want anymore. Rude and just down right shitty. I honestly don't even know why, I haven't done anything to anyone. But then again, I'm always in it for trouble.

An alarm breaks the young Frank Iero from his pathetic thoughts. Today was Monday, Frank's least favorite day of the week.


Monday, ugh. Gross. School starts today, scratch that. Hell starts today.

Frank gets up from his bed, searching for a comb of some sort. He wanted to fix himself before looking at his disgusting reflection.


There isn't one thing that I want from school. I don't care about learning, and fuck the people. I would burn the people alive if I could. Teenagers, fuck. I hate them.

---

Frank finishes getting ready, he wears a blue slim fit tee with Billy Corgans signature on the breast plate. He remembers his visit Corgan like it was yesterday. Billy still had his hair, and Frank was so young. He was surprised he could still wear the shirt, but he was kind of a small guy. He paired the shirt with grey skinnies, his lip piercing, and his nose ring.



Good enough, I grab Mom's keys before she notices. Too bad she wont have a ride for work. Oops. I run out the door, my thoughts flutter back to this morning. Even though everyone hates me. I do have a friend. Veronica Sawyer, I would make her my girl but she probably wouldn't take me on.

Frank pulls up to his fiflthy highschool. He slides his keys into his pocket and plugs his ear buds into his ears.


"We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze

Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway

But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog

The fickle fascination of an everlasting God"



The noise blocks out people threats and taunts towards Frank. But as Frank got to his locker, his buds got gripped out of his ears. "What the hell?" He growled. Until noticing his opponent.
"Fag, I'm talking to you."

"I'm not gay. Bob. And sorry, I couldn't hear you're stupid comments about my shoes."

"Yeah? Well, I'm sure your a fag. Something evil towards god, that's a fag. Something bad. You're such a fag Iero."

"Listen Bob, I know you want to suck my dick. But I'm sorry to tell you this but you aren't very pretty." I taunt, I'm feeling slightly brave today.

Bob's face changed color from white, to purple, then to red. He shoves me against the locker, cupping my dick. "Maybe I do" he growls. Playing along with my joke.
I laugh and I try to get away, but he doesn't let go of me, or my ah.. crotch?
He finally lets go, but he socks me in the cheek bone, leaving me to fall on the ground. He spits on me and laughs. "But I wont let you" I whisper. He nods and tugs me up, forcing me to the locker room.

---

Bob chucks Frank onto a gym locker, the pain rushing through Frank is bearable. "Maybe I wont suck you today, but I sure as hell will kill you."

"Goody"

Bob pounds his fist against Frank's chest, causing Frank to gasp for air.
"So, Iero. Hear about the new kid?"

"What? No." I wheeze, crawling away from him. How nice to have a normal conversation with a dude before getting slaughtered. Bob chuckles and grabs my collar, pulling me up. He punches me repeatedly. Out of instinct I punch his gut. Hard. He lets go and I run to the other side of the room. He regains his composter and starts to go at me. Me fighting back a little this time. A punch to his eye, a slap against the head.
"A boy. Don't know his name but he's cute. He'd fuck a fag like you." Bob growls tiredly.

Frank pulled himself from Bob, kicking his groin.

"What did I say about fighting back Frank?"

"I'm not gay!" I practically screamed, encoring his recent comment.

"Shut up!" Bob grabbed me harder and started to knee me hard in the stomach, my legs go week and I drop to the ground. I start to cough up blood. Bryar laughs and kicks me one more time before limping out the room, I got him good. He got me better.

"See you later faggot."

---

Frank lies on the ground for a few more minutes, drowning in self pity. That was till he heard something, coming from the other half of the room. Frank managed to get himself up, he gripped his stomach and he hobbled to check out the sound.


There isn't anything here but I cant still hear a faint sound. Probably just some stupid pipes, this is an old building anyways.
I walked over to the mirrors in the shower room, blood was rushing from the cuts on my face. They look just like the ones on my wrist. I laugh to myself at that thought. Cutting is stupid, but it feels so good.

Frank walks over and starts a shower, he follows his actions with undressing. He stands under the warm water, he watches the blood run down the nasty drain. Public showers are shit he thought to himself. He rubs his face with his hands, he screams some profanities before telling himself it will get better. But he knows it wont. Frank shakes his head and laughs at himself.

"Fuck." I breathe, cursing myself. The distant pipe sounds grow louder. Wait those aren't pipes anymore. They were footsteps. Shit. I stayed completely quiet. Listening.
The footsteps were followed with a voice.

" And you, you make me so I need to disconnect
And you make it so real
I don't need your love to disconnect!"

Fuck you, an ode to no one. Smashing Pumpkins.

The voice and steps got louder, I waited with anticipation. Yeah, I'm naked, so what a stranger is singing one of my favorites.

"I took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl"
The steps were now coming from a foot away...around the corner. I turn around to the shower head, letting the water fall on me, spraying my pale body.

"No way to disconnect
And you make it so real
I don't need your love to disconnect
No way to disconn-.."


The voice had stopped instantly, I dare not be the first one to say something. I let the water fall lazily over my wet body. Shifting to the side, with my head still facing the shower head. Did I want this stranger to see my dick? I don't know. He had a nice voice.. Frank! Come on, you aren't a whore!

I sigh and shift back so my ass was facing him, like earlier. I shake my hair under the water. Not intently, I'm shaking out the bad ideas. The boy was still quiet.

The un-named boy stared at Frank's body. Complete loss for words, he had never seen another boy's body before. This particular boy wore his skin well. Of course the boy was embarrassed for not addressing the problem here, but the other kid. Frank. Wasn't either. He could gaze at him for a few minutes more.

I giggle a bit, to myself. I turn the shower off, and shuffle to get my towel. I shielded myself, but I'm sure he could see. I wrapped the towel around my waist and finally, I turned around. The kid stood there, looking me up and down. I blushed, he had been watching me.
This boy had jet black hair that went right above his shoulders, he was well groomed. Unlike any other male that went to this school. He had defined cheek bones and a circular jaw. We both just stood there, quietly studying each other. He finally laughed and itched the back of his head. Looking at the ground.


"Sorry. did you hear me coming?"




"I heard you singing my favorite song. I thought you left though.." Frank lied through his teeth.
"Really? Cool.." The boy nervously chuckled.
"I'm never coming back
I'm never giving in
I'll never be the shine in your spit
I disconnect the act
I disconnect the dots" I said in a strange monotone.
The boy laughed and nodded, I guess we've dismissed our minorly gay first take. Good, I don't really wanna talk about why I showed a stranger my dick.
"I'm Gerard Way" The boy smiled.

"Way.. cool, well uh.. I'm Iero, Frank Iero"
"Iero..rad" he mocked, a little smirk played on his lips.
"So, you're new?"
"Yeah, I'm the one Bryar was talking to you about."
"Aaah, you're the one who would be into a 'fag' like me?" I jokingly muttered.
He nodded, "Yeah, that one"

Notes

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