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Gerard sets the camera on the pile of pillows rubbing his tired hungover eyes...

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"so actually half the time I'm drunk and the other half is when you see me like umm.. all slow not really joking around. I mean I try to be all happy but without the alcohol I kinda feel like,.. im not Gerard. Im not The Gerard. The one who can overcome fear with one frantic outburst of whatever of whateverness..."

Disclaimer this is a work of fiction only of fandom I do not own anything except the story line. No character or brands belong to me. JUST the storyline and title.
I like the title very much so just leettt me keep itt?
If the name/title "Learning how to smile" belongs to someone else well IT'S COINCIDENTAL. :D
ALSO I DO KNOW GERARD WAY DID GO THROUGH SOME ACTUAL ISSUES AND I AM SAYING: I am not making play with the situation I am simply creating an alternate universe in my head these are not the actual event that occurred.
IT IS FICTIONAL.
just saying cause I posted something similar on an alternate website and I got a bunch of hate comments for getting all the real life events wrong and making fun of Gerard then it lead to death threats soooooo ya. I thought people knew it was fictional. (FanFICTION) eh okay whatever yo.

1. Rec ● April 14

   Learning How To Smile (A)