Are You Real?
Meeting Someone New
{ TRIGGER WARNING }
~ A Week Later ~
Gerard was talking to me in the lunch room with a smile when a nurse came for him. " Sir you have a visitor, " she murmured to him. His face instantly lit up and he got up. Just as he was about to go he looked back at me and bit his lip coming close and murmuring, " Come by my room in about ten minutes okay? " I nodded confused and watched him leave practically skipping and jumping with happiness. A smile found its way onto my face seeing him so happy. I turned back towards the table to be met with a thin boy with hollow eyes and a sickly pale face. I examined him and noticed harsh red lines on him arms and dark half moons under his eyes. His lips were chapped and faded and his eyes stared back at me. My defenses instantly rose as I whispered, " A-Are you real? " He shook his head and I tensed up. His licked his chapped lips and continued to stare at me. " W-W-What do y-you want? " I asked, my voice shaking intensely. He grinned and I saw his lip crack and start to bleed down his chin. " You need a release Frank. You're very very sad but I have your razors. We can go back to your room and I'll help you feel better, " he said with a smirk. I shook my head no instantly and his smirk turned into a pout. He murmured, " Don't you want me to get better Frankie? Don't you care about me? " I whimpered and got up letting him lead me back to my room. He locked the door and pushed me onto my bed reaching under my mattress and grabbing a razor. I whimpered as he handed it to me and lifted my shit revealing my thin stomach. My body shook as I slid the razor against my skin leaving thin beautiful red lines along my ribs. Tears burned at the back of my eyes and found there way down my cheeks. After about twenty cuts I stopped and marveled at the art that I created on my pale skin. I got up and made my way to my bathroom cleaning the razor and pressing a black washcloth to my skin to stop the bleeding. The boy looking at me in the bathroom mirror and I saw that his scars were gone. " Thank you Frankie, " he whispered into my ear before he disappeared. More tears slid down my cheeks and I stood with the washcloth against my ribs until the bleeding stopped. I took some Neosporin and started to rub it on my cuts with a hiss of pain. Then I took a bandage roll and wrapped it around my ribs and back. I cut the roll and taped it down before pulls my shirt down gently. I went back into my room and pulled on my Misfits sweater, slipping my Vans over my feet and grabbing my phone. I made my way out of my room trying to remember which number Gerard's room is as I walked. Eventually I found it and knocked weakly. The door opened and Gerard grinned at me before gently pulling my into the room and towards someone on the bed. I started to shake slightly and wrapped my arms together to hide it. Gee closed the door and came over smiling. He ruffled my hair gently and whispered soothingly, " Frankie, this is my brother Mikey. He won't hurt you okay? " I nodded going into silent mode. He kissed my head and Mikey looked at him surprised. Gee pushed me towards Mikey and I shakily held my hand out. He took my hand gently and shook it smiling. " Hey, Frank is it? I've heard quite a bit about you. " he said. I nodded and blushed. I parted my lips and whispered. " H-h-Hello M-Mikey... " He smiled and looked up as Gee watched the exchange with a smile. " Wanna play video games guys? " I nodded and so did Mikey. Mikey moved over to make room for Gee and I. Gee put the game in as I climbed onto the big bed and curled up right in the middle. Gerard grabbed three remotes and sat next to me squishing me between the two brothers. I bit my lips and sucked on it as the game started. I could see Gee staring at me from the corned of his eye every so often and a small smile found its way onto my face. I was losing horribly and eventually i just got out of the game and watched the two brothers play, arguing with each other and whining when they lost. I was preoccupied by tugging at my lip piercing or playing with it with my tongue as I watched. Gee won a round and Mikey whined as Gee stuck his tongue out at him. I smiled at the exchange and looked over at Mikey about to say something to cheer him up when Gerard's arms wrapped around my waist and brought my into his lap leaving gap of space which was soon filled in by legs and bodies. I smiled and leaned back into his chest letting my eyes close as they continued there game. As I started to drift off to sleep the words of the boy came flooding back to me. " Don't you want me to get better? " they whispered before I fell asleep.
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I woke up with someones arms wrapped around me. Gerard's. We were laying down and Mikey was laying next to us. His eyes were closed and he was curled up in a ball, his legs intertwined with his brothers. I turned and nuzzled into Gee's chest. His arms wrapped tighter around my waist and he murmured huskily, " Are you awake Frankie? " I nodded into his chest and he held me close rubbing circles into my back. I closed my eyes and whispered, " Mikey's really nice. I'm glad you let me meet him. " I looked up at him and he smiled not saying anything. He rubbing his soft thumb under my eyes and whispered, " You look tired. Want me to take you back to your room? " My eyes widened and tears started to burn at the back of my eyes, " N-no no please G-Gee let me stay here, " I whimpered out as tears flowed down my cheeks. He frowned and instantly shushed me s he wiped the tears away. " I'm sorry. You can stay Frankie. Don't cry, " he whispered. I nodded and sniffled resting my head back on his chest. I closed my eyes again and murmured, " Thank you Gee... " He just rubbed my back in reply until I fell back into my dreamless sleep.
~ A Week Later ~
Gerard was talking to me in the lunch room with a smile when a nurse came for him. " Sir you have a visitor, " she murmured to him. His face instantly lit up and he got up. Just as he was about to go he looked back at me and bit his lip coming close and murmuring, " Come by my room in about ten minutes okay? " I nodded confused and watched him leave practically skipping and jumping with happiness. A smile found its way onto my face seeing him so happy. I turned back towards the table to be met with a thin boy with hollow eyes and a sickly pale face. I examined him and noticed harsh red lines on him arms and dark half moons under his eyes. His lips were chapped and faded and his eyes stared back at me. My defenses instantly rose as I whispered, " A-Are you real? " He shook his head and I tensed up. His licked his chapped lips and continued to stare at me. " W-W-What do y-you want? " I asked, my voice shaking intensely. He grinned and I saw his lip crack and start to bleed down his chin. " You need a release Frank. You're very very sad but I have your razors. We can go back to your room and I'll help you feel better, " he said with a smirk. I shook my head no instantly and his smirk turned into a pout. He murmured, " Don't you want me to get better Frankie? Don't you care about me? " I whimpered and got up letting him lead me back to my room. He locked the door and pushed me onto my bed reaching under my mattress and grabbing a razor. I whimpered as he handed it to me and lifted my shit revealing my thin stomach. My body shook as I slid the razor against my skin leaving thin beautiful red lines along my ribs. Tears burned at the back of my eyes and found there way down my cheeks. After about twenty cuts I stopped and marveled at the art that I created on my pale skin. I got up and made my way to my bathroom cleaning the razor and pressing a black washcloth to my skin to stop the bleeding. The boy looking at me in the bathroom mirror and I saw that his scars were gone. " Thank you Frankie, " he whispered into my ear before he disappeared. More tears slid down my cheeks and I stood with the washcloth against my ribs until the bleeding stopped. I took some Neosporin and started to rub it on my cuts with a hiss of pain. Then I took a bandage roll and wrapped it around my ribs and back. I cut the roll and taped it down before pulls my shirt down gently. I went back into my room and pulled on my Misfits sweater, slipping my Vans over my feet and grabbing my phone. I made my way out of my room trying to remember which number Gerard's room is as I walked. Eventually I found it and knocked weakly. The door opened and Gerard grinned at me before gently pulling my into the room and towards someone on the bed. I started to shake slightly and wrapped my arms together to hide it. Gee closed the door and came over smiling. He ruffled my hair gently and whispered soothingly, " Frankie, this is my brother Mikey. He won't hurt you okay? " I nodded going into silent mode. He kissed my head and Mikey looked at him surprised. Gee pushed me towards Mikey and I shakily held my hand out. He took my hand gently and shook it smiling. " Hey, Frank is it? I've heard quite a bit about you. " he said. I nodded and blushed. I parted my lips and whispered. " H-h-Hello M-Mikey... " He smiled and looked up as Gee watched the exchange with a smile. " Wanna play video games guys? " I nodded and so did Mikey. Mikey moved over to make room for Gee and I. Gee put the game in as I climbed onto the big bed and curled up right in the middle. Gerard grabbed three remotes and sat next to me squishing me between the two brothers. I bit my lips and sucked on it as the game started. I could see Gee staring at me from the corned of his eye every so often and a small smile found its way onto my face. I was losing horribly and eventually i just got out of the game and watched the two brothers play, arguing with each other and whining when they lost. I was preoccupied by tugging at my lip piercing or playing with it with my tongue as I watched. Gee won a round and Mikey whined as Gee stuck his tongue out at him. I smiled at the exchange and looked over at Mikey about to say something to cheer him up when Gerard's arms wrapped around my waist and brought my into his lap leaving gap of space which was soon filled in by legs and bodies. I smiled and leaned back into his chest letting my eyes close as they continued there game. As I started to drift off to sleep the words of the boy came flooding back to me. " Don't you want me to get better? " they whispered before I fell asleep.
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I woke up with someones arms wrapped around me. Gerard's. We were laying down and Mikey was laying next to us. His eyes were closed and he was curled up in a ball, his legs intertwined with his brothers. I turned and nuzzled into Gee's chest. His arms wrapped tighter around my waist and he murmured huskily, " Are you awake Frankie? " I nodded into his chest and he held me close rubbing circles into my back. I closed my eyes and whispered, " Mikey's really nice. I'm glad you let me meet him. " I looked up at him and he smiled not saying anything. He rubbing his soft thumb under my eyes and whispered, " You look tired. Want me to take you back to your room? " My eyes widened and tears started to burn at the back of my eyes, " N-no no please G-Gee let me stay here, " I whimpered out as tears flowed down my cheeks. He frowned and instantly shushed me s he wiped the tears away. " I'm sorry. You can stay Frankie. Don't cry, " he whispered. I nodded and sniffled resting my head back on his chest. I closed my eyes again and murmured, " Thank you Gee... " He just rubbed my back in reply until I fell back into my dreamless sleep.
Notes
~~ AUTHOR'S NOTE ~~Hey guys! Sorry for the feels but guess what? NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE IN GERARD'S POV SO LOOK FORWARD TO THAT! Also, I have this story on Wattpad and it always updates on there first. Same username! I hope you all had a happy Thanksgiving and I love you all!
xx RestInHellx
@FrankieBoo.Nekome
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11/29/15