Are You Real?

I woke with a start as my usual nurse placed my meds on my nightstand. I sat up and she smiled at me as I grabbed my meds and swallowed them down. She left me alone and I smiled thinking about last night. I quickly got dressed and made my way out into the cafeteria excited to see fiery red hair and cool hazel eyes. My heart rate accelerated as I entered the full room looking around for Gerard. Suddenly I felt a hand on a shoulder and I turned around with a smile. My smile fell as an unfamiliar face met mine. I backed away into another body and a whimper escaped my lips. Hands grabbed my shoulders and picked me up laughing. I kicked my legs and whimpered and the guy shook me around. I fell to the floor and I hissed in pain. A flash of red went by me and I saw the guys backing off and walking away. A hand helped me up and I looked into hazel eyes. I flushed as Gerard wiped blood off my lip and frowned. " Let's get you an icepack and we can go back to your room okay? " I nodded and let Gerard lead me to a nurse. He got me an icepack and took me to my room. " Gee? " I asked," Why are you being so nice to me? " His face flushed and he sat down with me after closing the door. " Cause I care about you Frankie. " His arms wrapped around me and I relaxed into his warm chest. " Thanks Gee, " I whispered as I nuzzled into him. I felt his warm soft lip press against my forehead. A blush covered my cheeks and I hid my face in his chest. He hummed softly and rubbed my back soothingly as my eyes started to close and I once again fell asleep in Gerard's arms.
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I woke up to two people arguing over the phone.I peeked up at Gee to see him talking on the phone and red faced. " Gee? " I whispered softly. He looked down at me and he calmed down a bit, " Just a second Frankie, " he murmured back. I nodded and played with his shirt as he continued his conversation. " Mikey please, " he begged. I watched him carefully and nuzzled into him. " I don't care if mom and dad come. Just find a way to come visit please? I miss you little bro, " he whimpered. I hummed softly and he calmed down a bit. He sighed and whispered, " Thanks. Love you okay?...Okay...Bye Mikes. " He hung up and buried his face in my shoulder shaking and crying. I frowned and rubbed his back carefully, tears coming to my eyes. " Gee...you'll be okay...is there anything I can do to help? " I asked worriedly. He looked up at me and thought a minute before shaking his head. He pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead and murmured, " I'll be okay Frankie. " I nodded and hummed softly and started to sing a song.

~ Blood Infections ~
I wanna try
I wanna live all night
And burn out bright
I want you to know what I can't show the outside
It's why I hide
But your friends say I'm no good for you,
What do they know?
Please don't listen to a goddamn thing they say
If tonight's our night, baby
Just don't hurt me, don't hurt me
I'll give you my heart
If tonight's our night, baby
Just don't hate me, don't hate me
For taking your light
I need a love
I want enough to keep my thirst satisfied
I wanna take your hand
Make you understand my side, and our kind
But I know it's hard for you to let go of the world that you knew
Please just close your eyes,
We're better off this way
Tonight's our night, baby
So don't hate me, trust in me
I wanna show you my world
Tonight's our night, baby
So don't hurt me, don't hurt me
I'm so scared of what's to come
In the dark, in the dark no one hides but me
In the dark, in the dark no one hides but me
In the dark, in the dark no one hides but me
In the dark no one hides
In the dark, in the dark no one gets away
In the dark, in the dark no one gets away
In the dark, in the dark no one gets away
We own the night
Every night's our night, baby
So stay with me, be with me
Until the end of this world
Until the end of this world
We owned the night
We owned the night
We owned the night
We owned the night
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I smiled up at Gee as I finished the song and he stared down at me. " You're a good singer, " he murmured. I blushed and smiled, " Thanks, I wrote it myself. " He looked surprised but just pulled me closer without a question. I smiled and nuzzled as he hummed softly. " I want you to meet my brother Frankie, " He murmured. I looked up at him surprised, " Really?! I'd love to! "He grinned at me and got up kissing my forehead before he left the room to go get us lunch.

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