What did i tell you?

I couldn't sleep that night, my mind was filled with the thoughts of what I was going to do with my life, it seemed pointless. I didn't belong to any group, i was an emo outcast clique. Typical. I wondered if i wasn't in love with Mikey but i was. Deeply in love with him. I remember when we were kids and there were no ways of living or standards, but people still used the word 'gay' as an insult.
I walked into the classroom. My first day of fourth grade in a new school. I knew no-one. The teacher addressed me immediately.
"Frank Iero, please take your designated seat."
It just so happened that I was seated next to Mikey. We clicked at once, and we became best friends, hanging out every night after school at the park.
When valentines day came later that year, we were set the task to make valentines for each member of the class. I thought it was stupid, what was the point in love cards for ten year old? I made each person a blue love heart saying 'Love Frank' on each, no kisses. EWW gross. My mum checked that I had included everyone because i had a tendency to make enemies with anyone who crossed my path.
"Frankie, where is Mikey's valentine. Just because he's a boy doesn't mean you can leave him out."
I grinned, pulling out an orange and black card, "I didn't mum, i made him a special one because he is my best friend!"
A tear rolled down her cheek.
"Mum, you okay?"
"Yes, I'm fine." Shock crossed her face, she had let her guard down.
I woke up with a lurch, a sweat dripping from my forehead. My repeated dream, it wasn't even that bad, it just frightened me that my own mother had worked out who I was before I knew. I checked my phone, 9:00 am, perfect. I'm late, AGAIN! I pulled on the first clothes I could find and sprinted out the door then jumped into my car, resulting in me banging my head against the other side of the car. Today was going to be shit, I could already tell.

Notes

I have writers block so I'm unsure how to carry on. DX